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| 17 Oct 11 | My first hook pull ritual | (17 Oct 11, 11:13 PM by xxIvyxx) |
| I had got food for everyone for the ritual. I arrived home, at the temple. I saw Paul setting up, I had never met him before, I introduced myself, he had a kind and loving energy. [more...] | ||
| 15 Oct 11 | Before the ritual | (15 Oct 11, 2:25 PM by xxIvyxx) |
| I am scared, I am nervous, I am thinking, and focusing, and wondering about how to deal with this afternoon. [more...] | ||
| 18 Sep 11 | looking for a kink friendly house share (2) | (21 Sep 11, 11:50 AM by xxIvyxx) |
| Hey, I have just come back to London after traveling and am looking for somewhere to live, preferably kink friendly. Central London would be best for me, but just wanted to post and see if anyone is looking for a tenant? [more...] | ||
| 17 Feb 11 | My experience of the Scene in Sydney (3) | (18 Feb 11, 9:53 PM by Miss_Lead) |
| So far I am having lots of fun, most of the more extreme clubs are refered to as private parties, so you take your own alcohol. My first night in Australia was at one of those, as I am back packing I wore just a union jack thong. I got suspsended in a cage which was fun and then had drinks thrown over me, It was a fun night with a couple of performances and a bit of play, I made a new friend who I beat until he was bleeding which was nice, then later gave him a nice warm glass of wee. [more...] | ||
| 11 Dec 10 | Park Rape (3) | (15 Dec 10, 11:17 AM by Miss_Lead) |
| Park Rape [more...] | ||
| 9 Dec 10 | Hydrotherapy Pool | (9 Dec 10, 11:22 PM by xxIvyxx) |
| I will meet you downstairs he said. I knew he would be hiding down there in the darkness, ready to jump out or do something, what concerned me is what if its not just him down there, the hospital is so large anyone could be hiding down there and it is easy to get lost. I went down from the second floor this time, as it is slightly closer to the room we were meeting in, I walked slowly down the stairs, very slowly pausing on each step to listen and see if anyone was there. I could hear noise but couldn't work out if it was my overactive imagination or not. [more...] | ||
| 2 Dec 10 | How I spent my sunday evening (2) | (5 Dec 10, 5:39 PM by Miss_Lead) |
| It was past midnight when he called to tell me he was outside. I finished my red wine I had been drinking earlier that evening, locked my room and headed downstairs, I was walking quickly, I knew it had taken him a long time to get here and didn't want him waiting too long in the cold. As I approached the second floor I noticed someone in the corner, I screamed and before I knew it had a hand over my mouth and an arm round my neck. He was laughing. I was terrified! How did he get in? I live in what I thought was a very secure building, there are two locks on the outside. I have no idea how he managed [more...] | ||
| 27 Nov 10 | Hot sex room. | (27 Nov 10, 11:51 PM by xxIvyxx) |
| The basement of the abandoned hospital terrifies me, it is dark, some rooms you cannot see anything, some rooms door handles are missing and you can end up trapped inside, it has a sense of darkness, disease and dilapidation. It is huge, it feels like anyone could be in there hiding in the darkness. We wander down, I pretend I am not scared walking ahead and confidently looking around, even though the fear is making me see and hear things which arn't there. We enter one small dark room, I can't see everything that is in there because of the darkness but there is paper work scattered across the floor, [more...] | ||
| 26 Nov 10 | A late night trip to the library.. (1) | (26 Nov 10, 12:44 AM by vis_a_vis) |
| He dragged me up the stairs of the library by my hair, and took me round to my work colleagues desk, he threw me against the wall, I hit the back of my head, fairly hard which was a shock, I forgot he doesn't care if he hurts me. He hungrily pulled my dress down and was pulling on my tits hard, he hit me a few times, mainly in the face, smiling knowing he was re-opening my split lip. I tasted the blood and immediately began to feel horny. He pushed me to my knees then sat in my colleagues seat, and pulled his cock out, he ordered me to crawl towards him I began to suck him off, trying my best to [more...] | ||
| 25 Nov 10 | Re-kinking! | (25 Nov 10, 11:56 PM by xxIvyxx) |
| I was very nervous about the meeting, I hadn't slept or eaten much for the previous days before hand as my body and mind felt full of fear, excitement and anticipation. My mind was telling me that I was been stupid, that logically meeting a man I hardly know with the intention of him beating me up and raping me at knife point just was not sensible. However my body and instinct told me to go for it, which I did. We met and he had a suitcase and some obviously visible canes, we made small talk on the way to the abandoned hospital where I live (a perfect location for rape.) I felt nervous, I wasn't [more...] | ||
| 12 Nov 10 | My hair made into a flogger! (5) | (14 Nov 10, 12:59 AM by Angelika_Gabriel) |
| I have a fantasy! which I am hoping to make into a reality sometime over christmas.. I have never really done an interagation scene. I want someone to mess with my head, twist my words and mentally over power me. I want lots and lots of nastyness I want to feel as if the other person doesn't give a fuck about me and all they want to do is hurt me and strip away my layers, kind of like a school bully but a extremly nasty sadistic one. I want them to push and push and push, until I have no ansewers left and I am terrified. I want them to get out the scissors and cut off my hair, at the moment it is [more...] | ||
| 23 Jun 10 | looking for someone into domestic servitude? | (23 Jun 10, 9:29 AM by xxIvyxx) |
| Need to move out my house Friday, have things to pack away and a whole house to get clean and tidy, any boys want to be forced to clean my house naked and get abused?! | ||
| 4 Jan 10 | Hopes 2010 continues to be as good as it started! (1) | (4 Jan 10, 3:22 PM by angelbrat) |
| 2009 had its ups and downs, probably more downs than ups for me, however you can't enjoy the highs without the lows as a contrast. I have now come to a point, where I am really very happy with life. I had ridiculous amounts of fun this New Years eve, and want to just thank my friends for making it so wonderful! | ||
| 23 Dec 09 | Hibernation (2) | (23 Dec 09, 9:06 PM by Litany) |
| I just want to hiberante! winter is too cold, I wish I could just wrap myself in blankets and hide away with unlimited supply of tea and food for the next few months! that would be marvelous! | ||
| 18 Nov 09 | Fucking Nillas! (14) | (23 Nov 09, 11:16 PM by naruto12) |
| Well, last weekend for the first time in around 4-5 years I fucked a nilla. I have always avoided sexual encouters with people who are not openly kinky as I have always thought they would not give me what I want sexually, so have seen it as a bit of a pointless fuck. However recently, 2 bottles of red wine and a bottle of champagne resulted in me having sex with an old friend, and I loved it! [more...] | ||
| 19 Oct 09 | How my 1st Judicial Caning went... (21) | (24 Nov 09, 4:40 PM by the_unsub) |
| My last web blog I was very nervous about my first judicial... this is how it went, when I am back at my own home I will add some piccies! | ||
| 15 Oct 09 | Judicial Caning (36) | (18 Oct 09, 4:18 PM by Mr_Allen) |
| Well... Tomorrow I have my first ever Judicial Caning. I am absolutly terrified!! [more...] | ||
| 28 Jun 09 | Ive moved to croydon! (10) | (25 Jul 09, 10:52 PM by weredom) |
| Well ive just moved to croydon! so will hopefully come along to the croydon munch more often! And hopefully check out the black sheep bar as I hear they run a fetish night. [more...] | ||
| 5 Mar 09 | looking for fetish friendly house share London (2) | (6 Mar 09, 1:52 PM by Goldilocks) |
| I am moving out of my University Halls at the end of May so am looking for somewhere to live around about that time, am looking for anywhere in London. [more...] | ||
| 18 Feb 09 | What is wrong with society today!? (16) | (20 Feb 09, 12:20 AM by Big_Friendly_Giant) |
| This blog basically relates to what happened to be today. [more...] | ||