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| 8 Jan 08 | New Year....... if I appear grumpy | (8 Jan 08, 11:15 PM by suzee) |
| I am never quite sure whether or not I like wind. The kind that blows the trees over to an angle that is unatural, so the shadows dance around the room and catch the attention. The wind that whistles through the cat flap like a freezing stream grabbing at my ankles. The wind that blows the hail on the conservatory roof at an angle and rate so I am sure it is going to crack something. Wind that makes me feel like my heart is as dark as the garden that is dancing in black and grey shadows. The sound of it takes hold of my mind and forces me to sit huddled with cushion and cat on the sofa looking [more...] | ||
| 27 Dec 07 | The pun was intended....... (2) | (28 Dec 07, 2:54 AM by MisterBear) |
| Please punctuation and grammar police, spell checkers, ' spotters and others of like mind. It was NOT THAT BAD, and I know foul is not fowl in the foul sense of the word. Sheesh! | ||
| 27 Dec 07 | Before bestowing gifts...... beware the wrath of misunderstanding! (1) | (27 Dec 07, 10:59 AM by ladybabe2) |
| Dear Madam, [more...] | ||
| 23 Dec 07 | A Year On - To He Who Let His Generosity Get Somewhat Out of Hand (9) | (27 Dec 07, 11:32 PM by suzee) |
| Dear Sir, [more...] | ||
| 19 Dec 07 | All change for Christmas (6) | (19 Dec 07, 10:40 PM by suzee) |
| I put up a Christmas tree this week. Then I sat and looked at it and wondered why I had done it. No one will see it until boxing day. There will be no festivities, no fighting over the catnip by the cats, no mulled wine and arguing over who sorts out the gifts from under the tree. For the first timein eighteen years, no family sat on my bed opening their silly gifts from their stockings rolling about with laughter at 6 in the morning eating bacon butties with the kitchen smelling of the turkey that would have been cooking overnight. No out of the oven crisp at midnight christmas eve duck and [more...] | ||
| 13 Dec 07 | It makes sense (4) | (14 Dec 07, 3:21 PM by Topthoughts) |
| A few years ago, when I was really down someone sent me this, if it was you please remind me. It has helped many many times over the years, and I have shared it with too few people until now. [more...] | ||
| 13 Dec 07 | Christmas Lush Cake --- (2) | (13 Dec 07, 11:48 AM by ladybabe2) |
| I was clearing through my hard drive funnies file as you do and came upon this..... Enjoy [more...] | ||
| 28 Nov 07 | Level crossing muse! (3) | (29 Nov 07, 6:36 AM by Priapuss) |
| Deck hIs balls with crowns of holly fa la la la la ow ow ow ow! Tis Her pleasure and his folly fa la la la la owow ow ow! Take His subbie Work her over fa la la la la la yum yum yum Take her nipples Put the chains on Clamp em to her bum bum bum! [more...] | ||
| 25 Nov 07 | 3.59am blues...... and the toothy tail. (1) | (25 Nov 07, 7:51 AM by Ceridwen) |
| I bit my tooth in half!! What is worse is I did it on an indigestion tablet, which I am not supposed to take anyway. What worries me is I can't feel a thing. Well except for the ragged edgy bit on my tongue. Even the listerine didn't cause a tingle. Does that mean I am dead from the neck up? [more...] | ||
| 20 Oct 07 | OK I gave in ............ | (20 Oct 07, 2:46 AM by suzee) |
| ...and did the quiz. It is official. I am not dominant! [more...] | ||
| 16 Oct 07 | I thank you for your interest ...... but....... (9) | (25 Nov 07, 11:23 AM by fair_hand) |
| Well I do apologise now for being a 'player' a 'fake' or what ever you wish to suggest I am because I do not choose to enter into an 'online' BDSM relationship. Strange as it might seem to 'you' I have been there and done that, and while it has its place, it will not work for me. I need to see and taste and smell and feel. I need to sense closeness, and feel breath on my neck, and fingers on my skin. I need to see the deep intensity of the soul in the eyes of the one who controls me. For that I make no apologies whatever. To each his or her own. But, I do not condemn you for yours, even though [more...] | ||
| 9 Oct 07 | one plus one plus crap plus 42 (1) | (10 Oct 07, 6:06 PM by blonde) |
| One by one by one the 'little' things add up, then the things that are 'bigger' things, the 'important' things that affect others that affect how you feel and speak, the things that build when everyone needs something or someone to shout at or cry to or hug or blame or sound off at. Then suddenly everything you say or feel or try not to say is the wrong thing, because people cant read your eyes in text, or feel your heart in text, or know how much you mean the opposite to what they hear. [more...] | ||
| 10 Sep 07 | Go look at yours .... (4) | (11 Sep 07, 11:46 AM by C4G_and_dd) |
| I was chilling after my bath this evening, wondering what I was going to do while my dinner is cooking, when I decided to look through my network. I thought it would be a bit excessive, and surely I couldn't know that many folks. I certainly have not played with them all, and there are some I would drop to the floor for in a moment. But for one reason or another there they are. [more...] | ||
| 2 Sep 07 | Pendulum swings and bloody decorating. (3) | (2 Sep 07, 9:19 PM by suzee) |
| I have had a superb couple of weeks. Visits to and from friends and family. Big John's and Kat's birthday parties respectively, lots of good nosh, good performances to drool over and great people to hug, laugh with and learn from. I have played with wonderful abandon with a dear friend and Dom and even took visit to BBB for the first time in months. After and through it all came a realisation that the people I like and love are still out there. Just because I have been down, folks don't think any differently of me, good as well as not so great. (Hey come on I am a realist!) I have laughed [more...] | ||
| 18 Aug 07 | Strange.... (7) | (20 Aug 07, 1:08 AM by suzee) |
| Sometimes we are damn sure that the person we communicate with understands where we are coming from, despite the lack of eye contact or body language on text or computer. Sometimes we just fuck it up! | ||
| 15 Jun 07 | Reality Check (2) | (15 Jun 07, 8:50 PM by Rickman) |
| You know how sometimes you write a log that in the cold light of day, re emergence of your sense of self, or reduction of alcohol in the bloodstream you really wish you had not done? [more...] | ||
| 27 Apr 07 | Mine, all mine.... (5) | (28 Apr 07, 9:42 AM by alexandraa) |
| Thanks to the worlds most amazing and tenacious solicitor it is, after just six weeks, mine! Its old and tatty and needs some tender loving care, a good lick of paint, an introduction to a vacuum cleaner and some bleach. [more...] | ||
| 23 Apr 07 | Life Changing Stuff (2) | (23 Apr 07, 4:01 PM by steff) |
| It seems to me that there is a very fine balance between good and awful in this 'new start' game. How do you enjoy the division of more than twenty years in the same home with the same person, and at the same time look forward to the excitement of a place of your own? [more...] | ||
| 27 Mar 07 | Doesn't it make you fizz (5) | (28 Mar 07, 8:43 AM by C4G_and_dd) |
| When folks people get really really angry with you if you dont call when you say you will...... then shrug it off if they do it? | ||
| 7 Feb 07 | Life, the universe, and the unfair god of allergies! (7) | (8 Feb 07, 10:21 AM by Sunhillow) |
| My friends tell me this is is supposed to be a really exciting and liberating time in my life. [more...] | ||
