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| 11 Jan 06 | a matter of time (2) | (12 Jan 06, 6:07 PM by sub_mezereon) |
| everything is just a matter of time.....when I am enjoying something.....just a matter of time before it is gone. am thinking more along the lines of physical and emotional things. my marriage, known him since the age of 16, it was all just a matter of time before being with me was not enough, before he found someone, i was only a filler, mother to his kids, the maid, of no consquence, just a fixture in the home along the same lines as the washing machine. Nothing lasts, it is only there for a time than it or they move on, and you are no more than a note, perhaps a smile, left along the way. Grasp [more...] | ||
| 9 Jan 06 | The longing | (9 Jan 06, 9:18 PM by sub_mezereon) |
I posed a question to my master the other day. As of late I had noticed when away from him and at different times, not sure whether they were emotional or stressful times, I would think of him and in particular long for him to be slapping me, alot. I told him I understood the longing and need to be with him.  The longing for the slapping is new to me and does make me wonder. I think of it in the same way one would think of being fondled or kissed. I am completely new to all of this so it does surprize me this feeling that I have inside. It is a good feeling. Not one I want to stop. And I love [more...]
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| 7 Jan 06 | as he lies sleeping | (7 Jan 06, 3:32 AM by sub_mezereon) |
| as he lies sleeping, this man who had come into my life for the most basic of reasons,that with time has become to mean so much more to me. his breathing deep and rythmic, he lies on his side, the curve of his strong shoulders, the gentle slope down to his lower back, the wonderful roll of his hips and ass to his muscled legs. he lies sleeping deep and peaceful, this man, who has given me a safe secure cocoon a place to be me and be accepted without judgement the things that have only until now been but fantasies in my mind. this man who lies sleeping next to me......this man, my friend, lover, [more...] | ||
| 7 Jan 06 | The value of things | (7 Jan 06, 12:40 AM by sub_mezereon) |
| This is going to be rather a philosophical post. Awhile ago was looking at a dollar bill and contemplating it. It is merely a piece of printed paper and yet it wields so much power. Why? Because we as a collective have given it's power. In reality it is only a piece of paper and no more. That which is of value to me, may be of no consequence to anyone else in the world. And what if I were gone tomorrow, everything that mattered to me, would suddenly have no weight or importance because the person that gave it its value is no more. I work in customer service and am sometimes amazed at what people [more...] | ||
| 6 Jan 06 | watersports/enemas (2) | (8 Jan 06, 5:36 AM by sub_mezereon) |
| as my wonderful master has ordered i am to write my response to his command email as to my training in watersports. i thank you master for considering me worthy of your valuable time to train in the areas of watersports and enemas. i am honored that you feel me worthy enough to hold your magnificent cock while you pee as you direct me in the proper way to hold it and direct the stream, so when it is required of me to do this for you i will not embarass you. i am honored that you find me worthy of watching as you urinate, wetting your clothing, and allowing me the honor of washing your clothing for [more...] | ||
| 5 Jan 06 | dogging | (5 Jan 06, 11:29 PM by sub_mezereon) |
| my master has just informed me of the meaning of the term "dogging". I found this fascinating as this is something I have been doing, quite often for about the last 5 years. without realizing that it had an official name. Mostly out of necessity was the reasons I have done "dogging" as I have kids, albeit not small children, however casual playtime is mom's time and take it away from home. Not all gentlemen want to foot for a motel room hence outside play was in the game plan. Let's see if can remember all or most of the times to relate here. Most of the times have been in cars in various parking [more...] | ||
| 1 Jan 06 | to SIR with love | (1 Jan 06, 5:18 AM by sub_mezereon) |
| Happy New Year to you SIR my most wonderful magnificent owner, protector, guardian, teacher,master, lover. [more...] | ||
| 31 Dec 05 | Rambling | (31 Dec 05, 3:29 PM by sub_mezereon) |
| Hi it is Saturday Dec 31st 9:45a.m. in Florida. I have sat at this computer throughout night trying to think of something to write here. My self editor blocking me every step of the way. Until I get to this point, I am tired, the computer is so freaking slow that it is agonizing and driving me to the brink of wanting to throw it through a window. Was supposed to get this thing cleaned out last night, got all my things on discs but my daughters stuff I could not so will try again during course of day to do. Hopefully it will be up and running much better tonight. I have two men I do not know and [more...] | ||
| 29 Dec 05 | Finding myself | (29 Dec 05, 8:56 PM by sub_mezereon) |
| Hi my name is mezereon, I am new to being a claimed submissive but not new to being a submissive. I have been submissive all my life. It is only recently that I have been allowed to truly open up and accept her for the wonderful person that she is. And also the damaged person that she is. mesereon is a hurt, scared little girl and she needs very much, her guardian, protector, lover, owner and master. I recently followed a link thru the discussion boards that took me to an essay webpage, describing the "healthy submissive"....which eerily read as if written about me. But am sure many have read it [more...] | ||
