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5 Jan 08 visit from my mum (5 Jan 08, 3:33 PM by shel_shock)

My mum has been down for the day, on 2 occasions she said to me that i had changed, was holding my head higher, smiling and looking at her when i talked. [more...]
25 Dec 07 so i've tried my hardest (25 Dec 07, 6:30 AM by shel_shock)

not to smile this morning, but i've got christmas caroles blaring and i'm full of joy, even though i'm on my way to work, and my litte un aint with me this year. [more...]
24 Nov 07 A new start (4) (24 Nov 07, 10:52 AM by shel_shock)

Over the past few months, I've been weighing up my life. Looking at the things I've done and trying to work out what changes i need to make. I've finally decided to ditch one of the biggest crutches I've used since my teens. I'm no longer a recreational drug taker. Had the greatest night on Thursday with a few of my mates, and got extremely messy, but no more. I no longer want the world to have fuzzy edges, I want to feel what i feel and not have it dulled. I want my Paranoias and scepticisms to not be drug fueled and maybe i wont put up so many barriers, I've also lost a stone in weight and trying [more...]
18 Nov 07 beautiful quietness (3) (20 Nov 07, 6:54 PM by wyllingwon)

Working an early shift this morning, so had to walk my dog at 5.30 and struck this morning how beautiful the silence was. There was no back ground sound of cars passing and the air was crisp and echoey. Never thought I'd say but this morning i was glad to get up before the rest of the world.
9 Nov 07 pensieve (9 Nov 07, 7:46 PM by shel_shock)

right now, i could do with one of them bowls from Dumbledorf office, my own Pensieve to put all my thoughts and questions in, so i can pull them out one at a time, so my head wasn't so jumbled.


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