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| 25 Dec 08 | Contemplating the year... (3) | (9 Jan 09, 11:27 PM by Shaydes) |
| 2008 will not be a candidate for best year ever: actually it had bloody better be worst year ever as i don't want another one like it... i'd thought that 2007 had been tough enough, and when 2008 came i was convinced life was going to turn around and get better. It got far, far worse, and i've spent the majority of the year in a state of depression, feeling like i was holding on by a very thin thread, that almost broke, many times. It's been almost as though i've been trapped in a nightmare that i couldn't escape from. 2009 doesn't need to rock. my only expectation for 2009 is that its not [more...] | ||
| 24 Dec 08 | the sick rose (3) | (24 Dec 08, 11:20 PM by Iphis_me) |
| i love this poem by William Blake from the Songs of Experience... and since i'm really not well right now, it seemed a good time to post it... [more...] | ||
| 21 Dec 08 | 300th post (1) | (21 Dec 08, 3:28 PM by Iphis_me) |
Oh my god! My 300th post! That means over the past year or so, since i started posting, i really must have written a whole load of cr*p!!!! So, i think its really good advice to ignore anything i've ever written, and anything i will... (Although, if you follow that advice, you need to ignore this too, which means ignore the warning, so really you can't obey!!! Maybe, i've got a Domme bone in there somewhere... Must be that tiny bone in the ear...  ) [more...]
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| 7 Dec 08 | Wanted: escort for ST NYE (5) | (14 Dec 08, 7:58 AM by rose_in_chains) |
| Being a VERY hopeful little sub, i bought a spare ticket for New Year at Sweet Torments... As it would be nice to spend New Year with someone... So..., if you didn't get a ticket to ST for New Year, and would like to go, there is a small possibility that i might like to take you with me (i say 'small' because i'm very discerning...)... [more...] | ||
| 31 Aug 08 | lush rose... (3) | (31 Aug 08, 11:36 PM by Littleboots) |
| Oops, i did it again.... i must NOT go to a club when drinking! This time it was a little different though, no spaz attacks, and nothing to be too embarrassed about... i think.... (A little unsteady on my feet, may have fallen over once or twice, or three times, but then that happens without the benefit of alcohol, so nothing too bad....) [more...] | ||
| 23 Jul 08 | End of Innocence (6) | (25 Jul 08, 3:48 PM by Heart_shaped_Bruises) |
| I used to be a person who saw the best in people, who knew that life was inherently good and that all was well that ended well – and if things weren't well, they just hadn't ended yet. Someone said to me recently that I was at my core a happy person, and I would be again. I really hope that person was right. [more...] | ||
| 22 Jun 08 | What is it about Dom/mes and assumptions? (7) | (23 Jun 08, 8:16 PM by senseofsuffering) |
| Really, really f*cked off... Do Dom/mes really think that if you're friendly they have some type of ownership over you...? No discussions, no conversations, no setting of the goal posts, no agreements made...? Even, making it clear that you're just friends...? i'm free to make my OWN decisions, and i'm going to make them... Maybe people who i thought were my friends, just aren't... i'm learning that this friendly, inclusive world i thought i'd found, is maybe very superficial. Well, i may be a sub, but i know the rules of friendship, and if some people think there has to be some deference or [more...] | ||
| 6 May 08 | Farewell Master xxx (4) | (7 May 08, 10:39 PM by rose_in_chains) |
| i am no longer my Master's sub. i feel as though my world has been ripped away and whilst i totally understand why it had to happen, i want to shriek and scream and cry. D/s is intense, and i felt very intensely about Him, i loved Him, i still do, i can't help myself. W/we were essentially incompatible from the beginning, each wanting different things from a D/s relationship, but somehow W/we made it work for quite a long time. Vanilla events in both O/our lives conspired against U/us and He had the integrity and strength to make the difficult decision. i understand, i just don't like it. [more...] | ||
| 30 Dec 07 | Changes (4) | (8 Jan 08, 4:40 PM by LondonBlue) |
| A new friend suggested it would be cathartic to let go of 2007 whilst still in 2007… And put it behind me, and move on to 2008 with a clean slate… [more...] | ||
