| 24 Dec 09 | 'Twas the night before Christmas | (24 Dec 09, 8:26 PM by relaxed1) |
| Well, that was how it felt. In the silence, she could hear her heart beating. Perhaps it was the anticipation of what might happen, perhaps fear of the unknown. Except none of this was unknown. [more...]
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| 23 Dec 09 | Response to 'Thought_Policeman' (1) | (23 Dec 09, 7:45 AM by Amber_Light) |
Evelyn Beatrice Hall wrote: I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it. | [more...]
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| 22 Dec 09 | Friends (3) | (23 Dec 09, 9:12 AM by jules9) |
| I am sick and tired of it all. Everything I do seems to turn to crap, particularly relationships and friendships. I hasten to add that I'm not referring to anyone in particular in this blog – if you think I'm referring to someone you know, you're probably wrong. [more...]
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| 18 Dec 09 | Emotions (2) | (7 Mar 10, 7:15 PM by newbie38) |
| I will admit, ab initio, to being a fairly emotional person. I have never had any issues with myself, either with seeking an emotional connection or showing emotion. Not excessively, I don't think, but emotion nonetheless. Perhaps this is incompatible with D/s, but I'd much rather be too free with my emotions than too 'cold'. [more...]
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| 17 Dec 09 | Ignore (5) | (18 Dec 09, 4:22 AM by ocimum_sanctum) |
| I was musing, as I often do, on the 'ignore' option. Looking at my own ignore list, I was amused (or perhaps amazed) to note that in my time on IC, I have never felt the need to ignore anyone. Not once. [more...]
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| 14 Dec 09 | London Fetish Fair (1) | (14 Dec 09, 11:31 PM by JustBlue) |
Following my first visit to SWAMP last month, I thought I'd give LFF a shot this month and I have to say that I thoroughly enjoyed it. Although I couldn't stay for too long (and not for the afterparty ) it was a very enjoyable outing. [more...]
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| 12 Dec 09 | Introspection (3) | (15 Dec 09, 9:29 PM by relaxed1) |
| I was very touched this evening to receive a series of memos from a very kind person and, as is so often the case with such correspondence, it made me think. [more...]
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| 12 Dec 09 | When things go wrong (12) | (13 Dec 09, 2:31 PM by De_Luxe) |
| This isn't a confession, but more of a meandering introspection. The questions are largely rhetorical. [more...]
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| 3 Dec 09 | Going back to school :-( | (3 Dec 09, 11:07 AM by relaxed1) |
| I thought that school was a distant memory, a mere blip on the horizon. But no, I have kids. So now I am having to re-live those days of deadlines and head-scratching. [more...]
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| 1 Dec 09 | Speechless (3) | (5 Dec 09, 3:13 PM by stormywaters) |
| Today I learned a valuable lesson. [more...]
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| 29 Nov 09 | Reflecting (5) | (9 Dec 09, 8:37 AM by american_girl) |
| I wanted to write a blog, but everything in my head was too personal, too emotional, too… I don't know, perhaps too inappropriate. [more...]
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| 25 Nov 09 | Fantasy III - a story | (25 Nov 09, 5:41 PM by relaxed1) |
| As she stood against the wall, she felt the blood trickling down her back. The pain was the most intense she had experienced, the bruises deeper than ever before, but the feeling of contentment was greater and more satisfying. [more...]
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| 25 Nov 09 | Chocolate digestives (10) | (25 Nov 09, 10:52 PM by DoraExplorer) |
| Why oh why do I keep buying chocolate digestives, knowing that far from being something in the cupboard to offer to guests, they will serve only as a substitute for real food? |
| 24 Nov 09 | Solitude (2) | (24 Nov 09, 9:30 PM by crystaltips) |
| She felt alone. [more...]
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| 17 Nov 09 | Free at last (3) | (18 Nov 09, 8:40 AM by relaxed1) |
| I am free, I think at least. Free of my past, free of the mistakes I've made free of any need to apologise for them. [more...]
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| 14 Nov 09 | Fantasy II - a story | (14 Nov 09, 7:53 PM by relaxed1) |
| As she lay alone, her mind wandered to the men she had loved. How she hated that word, the implicit insincerity of it, the ease with which it was so often used and abused. [more...]
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| 12 Nov 09 | Fantasy - a story (3) | (13 Nov 09, 3:34 PM by stormywaters) |
| It was cold. Perhaps the coldest night she had known. She pulled the duvet round her tighter and tighter, but it didn't seem to make any difference. [more...]
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| 10 Nov 09 | SWAMP | (10 Nov 09, 10:26 PM by relaxed1) |
| I had heard about SWAMP, of course, but had never been. It's a bit of as long way for me. Yes I know Bristol's only down the M4, but still. I live on the edge of the capital, with two markets of its own. Why travel to Bristol for more of the same? [more...]
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| 10 Nov 09 | Jenny, who was once loved (10) | (10 Nov 09, 9:23 PM by relaxed1) |
| As He stood over her, Jenny felt her legs turn to jelly. If she had not been kneeling, she would undoubtedly have fallen. When He removed his hand from her chin, her head instinctively dropped back to staring at the floor. [more...]
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| 7 Nov 09 | Jenny, who was once loved (9) | (7 Nov 09, 12:04 PM by relaxed1) |
| Jenny was lonely. Not that she lacked friends, although they sometimes felt distant, but she longed for the closeness of a man – someone who would be her man. [more...]
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