poutanaki's blog on Informed Consent http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/weblogs/poutanaki/ The IC RSS Gadget webmaster@informedconsent.co.uk 360 Wed, 04 Jan 2012 19:30:00 GMT Wed, 04 Jan 2012 19:30:00 GMT Wed, 04 Jan 2012 19:30:00 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/322718/ I've seen a couple of the recent blogs reviewing 2011/setting resolutions for next year and as usual with most things, I'm late to the party. I wasn't going to write one because I didn't think I actually had anything to say, I thought that 2011 had ticked along the same as every other year, with nothing new or interesting happening. I feel most of the time that nothing ever changes, life just plods along year after year. Tue, 15 Nov 2011 01:27:47 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/319057/ I've been made to drink piss before, both mine and other peoples. In fact the other people didn't ask, they inflicted it and I accepted it out of service. It has always been humiliating and subduing because I didn't like it but I submitted to it. That humiliation and submission was erotic and affecting and delicious. Thu, 10 Nov 2011 22:27:54 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/318731/ Hello, Mon, 07 Nov 2011 03:12:35 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/318386/ I'd forgotten how it feels. Sun, 09 Oct 2011 16:08:48 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/316137/ I adore you. Sun, 25 Sep 2011 18:25:49 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/315060/ When hurting me makes him hard, this makes me happy, and I want to take all he wants to give. I want to see the fire in his eyes, and I want to burn for him. Wed, 21 Sep 2011 04:01:45 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/314685/ Almost 4am and I should be asleep. Thu, 15 Sep 2011 19:54:07 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/314229/ Today I tweeted: "Maybe I should stay in the house and not speak to anyone when I have #pms I think I may go a teeny tiny bit crazy :S" Sun, 22 May 2011 03:43:24 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/305275/ I am only a smidgen of wanting away from climbing the fucking walls. Wed, 11 May 2011 08:39:32 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/304526/ Emotional repression. It's the habit of a lifetime. Wed, 04 May 2011 22:18:37 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/304035/ Three years ago, just after I lost my sister I told the universe, "that's it now, don't let anyone else in my family get cancer, that's enough". The idea of going through that ever again was horrific. Sun, 10 Apr 2011 16:51:27 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/302234/ I am sure I am not the only person in the world who has trouble deciding what they want. Though in fact, in all honesty I know exactly what I want. The difficulty lies in finding it. I am not sure it even exists, not fully formed and complete, the way it is in my head. Sat, 09 Apr 2011 16:53:23 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/302158/ Fuck I'm horny. Sat, 12 Mar 2011 17:13:58 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/299913/ When I think about it now, I get a slight shiver of disgust. I am reminded of the stickiness of the piss on my face and the acrid bitter taste in my mouth. Mon, 07 Mar 2011 00:31:55 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/299452/ Cocks are quite nice, I don't find them ugly I mean, I quite like looking at them from time to time, they can be rather beautiful and arousing. Sun, 27 Feb 2011 19:18:00 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/298829/ Big Sis, I miss you. Thu, 24 Feb 2011 00:45:13 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/298544/ I don't really know you, not really, not really at all. Thu, 10 Feb 2011 22:38:20 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/297438/ God I need a slap! Fri, 04 Feb 2011 22:35:20 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/296960/ After all this time... Mon, 10 Jan 2011 17:25:38 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/294681/ Please don't think you know me,