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| 11 Jun 10 | This... | (11 Jun 10, 12:50 AM by poutanaki) |
| This girl… [more...] | ||
| 16 May 10 | Home. Safe. (2) | (17 May 10, 7:34 AM by deviant_sub) |
| Home. Safe. Feeling kind of relieved. I'm a fucking liability sometimes. [more...] | ||
| 16 May 10 | Fight or flight? | (16 May 10, 5:15 PM by poutanaki) |
| There is a sudden lack of oxygen in the air, though maybe I had just stopped remembering to breathe for a moment. Either way, the big deep breaths are not helping. [more...] | ||
| 15 May 10 | Rambling Man | (15 May 10, 12:32 AM by poutanaki) |
| Oh, give me to a rambling man. Let it always be known that I was who I am. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yvOCrRVDPpI | ||
| 11 May 10 | Trepidation | (11 May 10, 6:12 PM by poutanaki) |
| Ive been pondering today what it is about fear that is making me chase it. Of course there is an element of control about this fear, it's maybe the same as deciding to jump out of a plane. In choosing it, I am experiencing it in a whole different way from unexpected, unwanted fear. [more...] | ||
| 18 Apr 10 | Craving (1) | (18 Apr 10, 4:14 AM by sparklydolly) |
| Sometimes I crave violence, or control or bondage. Sometimes I crave the feeling of belonging to another. Sometimes my cravings are specific. Sometimes I crave it all. [more...] | ||
| 3 Apr 10 | There I am. | (3 Apr 10, 9:53 PM by poutanaki) |
| There I am. In the way I ache. In my neck, my shoulders, my thighs, my weary frame. In my stomach muscles smarting. [more...] | ||
| 30 Mar 10 | Broken | (30 Mar 10, 4:27 AM by poutanaki) |
| Well I think I've finally broken myself, at least for now I'm numb, unable to come. [more...] | ||
| 14 Mar 10 | fear (1) | (20 Mar 10, 8:38 PM by totallycoverme) |
| It's been a while now since I last played. Since I was hurt till the point that I was left covered in bruises. [more...] | ||
| 27 Feb 10 | Smoke it...(a story - re edited) (1) | (28 Feb 10, 1:44 AM by Princess_Dragomiroff) |
| He smiles as he hands her the joint, and she accepts it nervously before taking a slow drag. She's still nervous, despite the couple of glasses of wine she's drunk and the numerous joints they've shared. [more...] | ||
| 21 Feb 10 | 8 years! | (21 Feb 10, 10:49 PM by poutanaki) |
| 8 years! [more...] | ||
| 21 Feb 10 | It doesn't feel nice anymore (3) | (23 Feb 10, 12:41 PM by bad_sector) |
| It doesn't feel nice anymore. It hasn't for a while now, but you know that. With every thrust pain radiates through my cunt, into my belly. I wince as I drive it home, deeper and harder. Tears form at the corner of my eyes and roll slowly down my cheeks. I cringe silently at the loud squelchy noise, every time it pushes into me and air rushes out. I pound it into my swollen tight hole. Wondering if the wetness is the last remnants of my juices, or more blood from this abuse. It hurts, cunt contracted in pain, violated and bleeding. Yet still I pitifully, desperately continue to fuck myself for [more...] | ||
| 12 Feb 10 | Choked (with loss) (5) | (12 Feb 10, 5:52 PM by Relaxed_and_Chaotic) |
| Choked. [more...] | ||
| 7 Feb 10 | I want my mind to be quiet (5) | (26 Feb 10, 2:18 AM by femsup) |
| I want my mind to be quiet. [more...] | ||
| 2 Feb 10 | Last Day (5) | (2 Feb 10, 11:55 AM by just_tope) |
| Written some time ago.... [more...] | ||
| 24 Jan 10 | Just over 10 years ago | (24 Jan 10, 3:16 AM by poutanaki) |
| Rapture. [more...] | ||
| 17 Jan 10 | I want to call you... (3) | (18 Jan 10, 3:55 PM by Hercules1279) |
| I want to call you, and tell you everything's going to be ok, but I won't, because I know its not. [more...] | ||
| 3 Nov 09 | My heart | (3 Nov 09, 9:11 PM by poutanaki) |
| My heart sang, [more...] | ||
| 1 Oct 09 | My Model of Success (6) | (27 Feb 11, 7:41 PM by Amante_Velora) |
| The book I'm reading about procrastination has a section about models of success and failure. People in our lives when we were young, who were either the kind of people we wanted to be, or the kind of people we knew we didn't want to be. I have been thinking who my models were. [more...] | ||
| 3 Jul 09 | Wish (1) | (3 Jul 09, 9:56 PM by switch_bitch) |
I'm restless again, itchy… no not itchy, just uncomfortable in my own skin. Feels like I could scratch my own skin off somehow  . [more...]
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