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| 4 Jan 11 | I don't play this game with you (12) | (6 Jan 11, 6:20 PM by hunnysuckle) |
| I've known you a while now, more than a while, 5 or 6 years perhaps. We used to play quite regularly at one point, but I haven't seen you in about 11 months, and that had been the first time in over 2 and half years. The game we play is about use, denied or forced orgasms and pain, bondage and some light humiliation. [more...] | ||
| 6 Dec 10 | The crux of the problem. (2) | (6 Dec 10, 10:12 PM by Taintedinnocence) |
| I don't know what's wrong with me of late. Despite aching to play, aching to be hurt, I turned down a beating yesterday. [more...] | ||
| 15 Nov 10 | This little piggy fucked a parsnip. (4) | (16 Nov 10, 10:08 AM by Rigour) |
| This little piggy fucked a parsnip. [more...] | ||
| 9 Nov 10 | A little bit of torture. | (9 Nov 10, 11:40 PM by poutanaki) |
| A little bit of torture might be nice. [more...] | ||
| 13 Oct 10 | Crudeness. (3) | (16 Oct 10, 2:52 AM by poutanaki) |
| I need. [more...] | ||
| 23 Sep 10 | Chances are... (3) | (3 Dec 10, 8:35 AM by floggermeister) |
| Chances are that when we meet you wont be you, and I won't be me... somehow. So if I never feel it and I never say it. I want to say here, that now, right now, I adore you. [more...] | ||
| 16 Sep 10 | I'm not sure how (4) | (9 Feb 11, 12:52 PM by Salararius) |
| I'm not sure how to love you. [more...] | ||
| 15 Sep 10 | "You fucking whore" (fiction) (5) | (12 Jan 11, 11:57 AM by sparklydolly) |
| My first attempt at writing complete fiction, eeek... [more...] | ||
| 13 Sep 10 | Consumed. | (13 Sep 10, 11:04 PM by poutanaki) |
| Consumed. [more...] | ||
| 11 Aug 10 | That is what I live for (3) | (12 Aug 10, 9:25 AM by Lascif) |
| There's a moment, [more...] | ||
| 3 Aug 10 | I suck at life! :( (8) | (6 Aug 10, 8:11 PM by sparklydolly) |
| Well not all aspects of life, some things I'm really rather good at. It's the simple everyday mechanics of life I can't seem to master. [more...] | ||
| 3 Aug 10 | But you do. | (3 Aug 10, 1:45 AM by poutanaki) |
| I don't know why, you make me shed a tear. [more...] | ||
| 31 Jul 10 | Feel the fear and do it anyway! | (31 Jul 10, 4:09 AM by poutanaki) |
| There have been a couple of threads on here recently about fear, and it made me remember the phrase “feel the fear and do it anyway“. [more...] | ||
| 30 Jul 10 | Owned. (6) | (27 Feb 11, 7:32 PM by Salararius) |
| I want to hate you a little bit sometimes [more...] | ||
| 10 Jul 10 | A kiss with a fist... (4) | (14 Jul 10, 12:17 AM by femsup) |
| I wasn't expecting play that night, not at all. I had offered myself, in an off the cuff remark a week or so before. I had made it clear I was available, if you were at a loose end… the way I often do. Though you commented that the last time we had been in a play space socially it had seemed different somehow. The dynamic between us had changed, that play hadn't seemed possible somehow. [more...] | ||
| 10 Jul 10 | If you should ever wish to talk to me (rant) (7) | (12 Jul 10, 10:57 PM by poutanaki) |
| I am probably going to sound really narky here, well I am I guess about this particular subject. [more...] | ||
| 3 Jul 10 | Shush little girl (2) | (4 Jul 10, 3:06 PM by shake_and_vac) |
| Shush little girl, [more...] | ||
| 17 Jun 10 | Please (1) | (18 Jun 10, 9:01 AM by Hartless) |
| Hurt me. [more...] | ||
| 14 Jun 10 | Needy | (14 Jun 10, 1:16 AM by poutanaki) |
| I am a needy person, of a sort I guess. Because I am driven by a need to be submissive, to be controlled and owned. I'm also driven sometimes by a need for sex or pain. Sometimes I covet bondage or degradation. Or one of the many other possible proclivities that this lifestyle can offer. [more...] | ||
| 13 Jun 10 | Wanker | (13 Jun 10, 11:51 PM by poutanaki) |
| It is fair to say, that I can be a little bit of a wanker. I suspect that if you often read what I write, you'll notice a regular theme of self pleasure, of desire and frustration and need. So much so, that I often worry that my regular expressions on the theme of my consuming needs, may underplay my submissiveness (but that's another blog entirely). It's as regular as fucking clockwork, a hormone driven need. It's natures way of trying to get me pregnant, by making me want sex, at the time that I am most fertile. [more...] | ||
