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| 23 May 12 | Subjugation | (23 May 12, 10:17 PM by poutanaki) |
| Sometimes I cling to him. [more...] | ||
| 20 Feb 12 | Bruises. (5) | (20 Feb 12, 11:38 PM by darkdollie) |
| On reluctant heavy legs I stomped into work this morning. [more...] | ||
| 18 Feb 12 | Whoever I am... (3) | (19 Feb 12, 6:32 PM by MissMorrigan) |
| Whoever I am, I am because you loved me. [more...] | ||
| 4 Jan 12 | 2011/2012 (Getting out of debt, gratitude & goals) (3) | (4 Jan 12, 8:07 PM by Muttley68) |
| I've seen a couple of the recent blogs reviewing 2011/setting resolutions for next year and as usual with most things, I'm late to the party. I wasn't going to write one because I didn't think I actually had anything to say, I thought that 2011 had ticked along the same as every other year, with nothing new or interesting happening. I feel most of the time that nothing ever changes, life just plods along year after year. [more...] | ||
| 15 Nov 11 | Worship (1) | (15 Nov 11, 9:43 PM by inappropriate) |
| I've been made to drink piss before, both mine and other peoples. In fact the other people didn't ask, they inflicted it and I accepted it out of service. It has always been humiliating and subduing because I didn't like it but I submitted to it. That humiliation and submission was erotic and affecting and delicious. [more...] | ||
| 10 Nov 11 | Room wanted in Manchester! (1) | (13 Jan 12, 6:20 PM by Khalia) |
| Hello, [more...] | ||
| 7 Nov 11 | Control. (2) | (7 Nov 11, 10:27 AM by flamesdesire) |
| I'd forgotten how it feels. [more...] | ||
| 9 Oct 11 | I adored you. (8) | (10 Oct 11, 9:56 AM by tallulahme) |
| I adore you. [more...] | ||
| 25 Sep 11 | Burn (4) | (25 Sep 11, 11:06 PM by poutanaki) |
| When hurting me makes him hard, this makes me happy, and I want to take all he wants to give. I want to see the fire in his eyes, and I want to burn for him. [more...] | ||
| 21 Sep 11 | the absence of you | (21 Sep 11, 4:01 AM by poutanaki) |
| Almost 4am and I should be asleep. [more...] | ||
| 15 Sep 11 | In the absence of pain? Chips! | (15 Sep 11, 7:54 PM by poutanaki) |
| Today I tweeted: "Maybe I should stay in the house and not speak to anyone when I have #pms I think I may go a teeny tiny bit crazy :S" [more...] | ||
| 22 May 11 | The wolf at the door. (2) | (1 Sep 11, 11:13 PM by HalloweenWhite) |
| I am only a smidgen of wanting away from climbing the fucking walls. [more...] | ||
| 11 May 11 | The habit of a lifetime... (4) | (15 May 11, 1:26 PM by femsup) |
| Emotional repression. It's the habit of a lifetime. [more...] | ||
| 4 May 11 | The big C | (4 May 11, 10:18 PM by poutanaki) |
| Three years ago, just after I lost my sister I told the universe, "that's it now, don't let anyone else in my family get cancer, that's enough". The idea of going through that ever again was horrific. [more...] | ||
| 10 Apr 11 | The importance of being earnest. (6) | (1 Mar 12, 11:32 PM by custardpowder) |
| I am sure I am not the only person in the world who has trouble deciding what they want. Though in fact, in all honesty I know exactly what I want. The difficulty lies in finding it. I am not sure it even exists, not fully formed and complete, the way it is in my head. [more...] | ||
| 9 Apr 11 | Fuck I'm horny. (7) | (11 Apr 11, 12:32 AM by darlingnicki) |
| Fuck I'm horny. [more...] | ||
| 12 Mar 11 | Piss pig. (10) | (21 Apr 11, 10:02 PM by Mistress_Shy) |
| When I think about it now, I get a slight shiver of disgust. I am reminded of the stickiness of the piss on my face and the acrid bitter taste in my mouth. [more...] | ||
| 7 Mar 11 | Cocks and Cunts (1) | (8 Mar 11, 8:14 PM by femsup) |
| Cocks are quite nice, I don't find them ugly I mean, I quite like looking at them from time to time, they can be rather beautiful and arousing. [more...] | ||
| 27 Feb 11 | I miss you. (5) | (28 Feb 11, 12:40 AM by Grownup_Frankie) |
| Big Sis, I miss you. [more...] | ||
| 24 Feb 11 | The idea of you (3) | (25 Feb 11, 1:39 AM by flintheart) |
| I don't really know you, not really, not really at all. [more...] | ||
