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| 16 May 04 | To kittymcr re: Submissiveness and self esteem | (16 May 04, 1:46 PM by ntwman) |
| Wow I think that you have hit the nail on the head!!!! I have been banging on about trust and honesty in my past logs but you have summed it up. Yes my submission is precious gift but I give it only to those people that are worthy and yes I have the power just didn't think about it that way!!!! [more...] | ||
| 9 May 04 | S.W.A.M.P. | (9 May 04, 7:11 PM by ntwman) |
| Well I went to SWAMP in Bristol today had a great time looking around. Think that I am going for one of those trench coats. Might give people the wrong impression though???? But hey I haven't got a mistress who can tell me what to wear!! [more...] | ||
| 7 May 04 | A thought for all you pet lovers out there “a dog has an owner but a cat has sta | (7 May 04, 6:41 PM by ntwman) |
| Well I may be going to a local fetish fair this weekend have to see. [more...] | ||
| 4 May 04 | On face slapping | (4 May 04, 5:16 PM by ntwman) |
| I have had my face slapped at various times in my life. Not every time was enjoyable!! [more...] | ||
| 18 Apr 04 | If at first you don't succeed, then skydiving's not for you. | (18 Apr 04, 11:03 AM by ntwman) |
| Seriously though I have had no interest in my advert so far but I have had some contact with a few people on I.C. and this has been positive thing as far as I am concerned. I will reply to any adverts that I might think could lead at least to a possible email friendship/relationship and then maybe more have to see. If at first you don't succeed, try (etc) again. I have come to the conclusion that things never change in a small town so I can either ignore and rise above or stay away. [more...] | ||
| 7 Apr 04 | So what is a sub?? What is a slave? What's the difference? | (18 Aug 04, 10:06 AM by ntwman) |
| Been looking at the weblogs again today there seems to be an interesting debate on what it means to be a sub or slave. So what is a sub?? What is a slave? What's the difference? Should you give absolute control over yourself to your partner? So many questions!!!!!!! [more...] | ||
| 4 Apr 04 | when the springs break | (17 Aug 04, 11:03 AM by ntwman) |
| What is love? I have a deep affection and respect for my mate I suppose what I mean by that is she is more than a friend or an attractive female to me, “she is in my bubble” in some respects I understand her more than any person that I know. When “tigger's springs break” I am there to help her to put them back together again. Tigger is bouncing high now and doesn't need me but I will be there if she falls again is that love? I don't know. | ||
| 3 Apr 04 | bloody computers!!!!!!!!! | (3 Apr 04, 10:15 AM by ntwman) |
| you would think just fitting a disk caddy to a computer would be simple, slot it in connect it up and there you go. wrong!!!! I have had to backup my data, reinstall windows and mess about all last weekend. what happend to "plug and play" ho well at least I am back on line now. Thinking of going to the fetish fair in Bristol soon an old work mate has expressed an interest in going with me so it should be fun. | ||
| 21 Mar 04 | Unexpected encounter in vanilla land………………… | (21 Mar 04, 7:49 PM by ntwman) |
| I was in my local the other night and met up with a couple of girls, one who I kind of know a bit, and the other I didn't know at all. [more...] | ||
| 14 Mar 04 | Well what a quote thank you to Miss N. wow!!!!!!! | (17 Aug 04, 10:57 AM by ntwman) |
| “Sometimes... When it hurts you to look back and you're scared to look ahead, You can always look beside you And your Best Friend will always be there waiting” [more...] | ||
| 6 Mar 04 | Well had an interesting day!! | (6 Mar 04, 7:53 PM by ntwman) |
| Well had an interesting day, went to my first munch with a mate. Have to say I didn't participate that much to begin with but after a few beers got chatting to one or two people. I didn't know what to expect but it was quite low key!!! I will go again as it was ok. My friend quite enjoyed it as well, he said it “gave him an excuse to get out”!! Good beer and nice venue but I did wonder about the reception from some comments made by one of the bar staff anyway sod them!!! Oh and by the way my female friends expect a full report by Monday!! | ||
| 28 Feb 04 | To bethany Bullying and abusive partners has nothing to do with BDSM !! | (28 Feb 04, 2:57 PM by ntwman) |
| To bethany Bullying and abusive partners has nothing to do with BDSM as far as I am concerned, some people might think that they can get away with it but I wouldn't even contemplate having a relationship without a real bond of trust and love with a mistress. If that bond is broken or abused then its not right!!!! I know only too well the difference between bullying and consensual submission. I might be a male sub but I hate bullies in any form, dom, vanilla or otherwise [more...] | ||
| 15 Feb 04 | Well contact at last!!!!! | (15 Feb 04, 11:53 AM by ntwman) |
| Well contact at last!!!!! Not quite what I was expecting To the person having difficulty with hotmail,I hope my suggestions have sorted out your communication problems and I was glad to help. To the other people I would like a reply to my email even if it is to say no thanks!! [more...] | ||
| 30 Dec 03 | If you were wondering about my user id it's supposed to be the night watch man i | (12 Sep 04, 6:27 PM by ntwman) |
| Well I have been a bit nervous about posting my ad in the personals. I am not sure what sort of response I will get but anyway I have done it now. I just find myself wanting to check my email just to see but my ad hasn't been there for very long. Haven't told my told my close female friend yet!! she is away with her boyfriend until the New Year I will let her know soon. If you were wondering about my user id it's supposed to be the night watch man it's a nickname I got due to the fact that I tend to wear a long black suede coat. Nothing to do with fetish although hum…………… I am looking [more...] | ||
