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| 31 Jan 05 | A meeting of minds | (31 Jan 05, 10:04 PM by northern_light) |
| Its so easy to make promises to yourself, this time I wont ......... and then despite them all you find yourself sliding back and forgetting all your good intentions. Past hurts still play on the mind and yet, the excitement, the laughter, the fun, the maybe this time it will all be different make you take the risk of being hurt again. [more...] | ||
| 16 Jan 05 | Time flies ................... | (16 Jan 05, 10:32 PM by northern_light) |
| Friday was one of those should I go to Lash or shouldnt I nights. But then knowing myself well I decided to go rather than stay at home and regret it later. Met up with a few friends in the Retro Bar first and headed straight to the ladies to get my corset laced up and catch up on some good old gossip and then on to Lash. Its been quite some time since Ive been unaccompanied to Lash and so the toybag was an unusually scaled down version of what I usually take. It was quite a change to spend the evening just socialising and catching up with friends and bumping into someone who recognised [more...] | ||
| 8 Jan 05 | Annoyed at myself | (8 Jan 05, 2:28 AM by northern_light) |
| I started smoking at 16 and really wish I hadnt. Ive given up in the past and swore that I would never start again but of course I did. I desperately need to give up for financial as well as health reasons. Its either give up my two nights away at Lash and The Alternative a month or give up smoking, which should have been incentive enough, but I managed just 3 days this time and now Im cursing myself for giving into temptation again. The withdrawl symptoms this time were far far worse than I can ever remember, I was grumpy, angry, irritable and I havent slept for the past 2 nights at [more...] | ||
| 25 Dec 04 | Almost over for another year | (25 Dec 04, 11:49 PM by northern_light) |
| Only 15 minutes left and then Xmas day is over for another year. I hate the whole run up to the day itself, the expense, the hype, the running round like an idiot buying presents, but once it actually arrives seeing the expressions on the kids faces is priceless. Ive spent most of the day in the kitchen feeding what felt like the 5,000 and was glad to sit down an hour ago and open a nice bottle of red. But guess what, Im really bored now. Time to make a few plans for the new year to keep me occupied. | ||
| 7 Dec 04 | For michellecd | (7 Dec 04, 10:00 PM by northern_light) |
| Im a great believer that there is someone out there for us all, the hard part is the waiting. In time you will find the person you seek, you dream of, and your smile will return. Hang on in there hun, there are lots of us out here that love you to bits, even though I do hate you for having far better legs and and a bigger wardrobe than me. | ||
| 23 Nov 04 | Friends before and after (for "e") | (23 Nov 04, 8:37 PM by northern_light) |
| Ive never found it easy to play with someone Ive just met, for instance at a club. I need to get to know them, the whole of them, to find out what makes them tick. Its hard to move from being just friends to D/s, but harder still returning to just friends once a relationship has ended. 18 months ago I met someone via b.com, we chatted online, eventually met and things progressed from there. In May this year we acknowledged that I wanted much more than he could give and so we parted, the night he returned my collar was extremely difficult for both of us. However we stayed in touch [more...] | ||
| 20 Nov 04 | Friends and angel cards | (20 Nov 04, 9:23 PM by northern_light) |
| Phew, am I glad this weeks over. I had an important hospital appointment with my youngest daughter which went better than expected,a business course and an interview which went pretty good too. Im just waiting to hear if I got the job now and then hopefully I will manage a decent nights sleep. I usually turn to my angel cards when Im seeking inspiration/help and as always they brought me the guidance I needed. I had so many friends calling, emailing and texting me wishing me luck with the interview too, hopefully all the positive energy will give me the result I want. The next couple [more...] | ||
| 1 Nov 04 | Halloween celebrations | (1 Nov 04, 11:32 PM by northern_light) |
| Why do the good nights always go so fast? After a pretty crappy couple of weeks which included problems at work and a bout of depression, I was so in need of a fun night out, and that is exactly what I got at the Alternative. Its always so good to see friends but I also had the pleasure of meeting someone I recognised from online and her Master. Its so good to put faces to names. why do the fun times always pass so quickly? After a good few hours of play I was buzzing and still am today .............. 11 days and counting | ||
| 19 Oct 04 | Formerly known as | (19 Oct 04, 10:10 PM by northern_light) |
| Priestess is dead, but northern_light is alive and kicking. [more...] | ||
