| 30 Nov 05 | strap-on withdrawal symptons | (30 Nov 05, 11:12 AM by nightowl91) |
| ever get one of those days when you just wake up and suddenly realise how much you miss something? today i realised that it's ages since i was given a good hard banging. the last time was during the summer when we went into a local park one night and i bent over under some bushes. it was only a stone's throw from the road and the thrill was such that i almost didn't notice the thorn that i impaled my finger on as my hands grabbed hold of a branch for support. we then moved onto a bench where i bounced up and down on top of her lap for several minutes. the bench was on a long walkway and we could [more...]
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| 29 Nov 05 | unusually dominant session for me | (29 Nov 05, 10:50 AM by nightowl91) |
| my wife doesn't normally swallow that often but for some reason the other day i was suddenly taken by this dominant mood which is quite unusual for me. i got dressed up in my rubber gear (leggings, gloves, hood, etc) and sent her a text message telling her to come upstairs and stand facing the corner in our bedroom and wait for me. i was waiting next door and when i entered our room i told her that she was to stay silent and obey exactly everything i told her. i then put a blindfold on her, tied her hands behind her back and covered her lips in large amounts of bright red lipstick. i then made her [more...]
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| 1 Nov 05 | When will we learn? (3) | (1 Nov 05, 3:49 PM by Andromalius) |
| Yet another day passes and yet more examples that confirm the lying, self-serving nature of the majority of politicians. Why is it that they always resign, hand back shares, etc, etc yet claim they have done nothing wrong? Maybe my memory is playing tricks on me but it seems occasionally in the dim and distant past someone would hold their hands up and 'say sorry it's a fair cop'. Is there no longer any sense of honour or decency? The trouble is that most people don't seem to realise, or care about, the danger of the situation. Our so-called democracy is a sham at the best of times - turn up every [more...]
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| 17 Oct 05 | DIY...noooooooooooooooo!!! (2) | (17 Oct 05, 7:33 PM by nightowl91) |
| if someone wants a DIY slave who can make their house look a mess then i'm their man. a simple set of shelves yesterday turned into the afternoon from hell. why is it that you can guarantee that something will go wrong with even the simplest thing u buy from b&q. u can put 99.9 per cent of the damn thing together easy as pie but there will always be at least one screw that wont go in properly. needless to say the afternoon ended in a long walk with a packet of fags and a call to a local painter and decorator. all my good intentions for doing stuff around the house today had gone out the window and [more...]
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| 15 Oct 05 | tarot reading (6) | (16 Oct 05, 12:54 AM by PrismaticElf) |
| went for my first tarot reading in years today. no great reason why i did it, just saw a sign at a local bookshop which brought back memories of a time when a weekly fixture on the social scene used to be sitting around a table with friends drinking too much wine, smoking too much weed and stupidly trying to predict each other's futures and solve each other's problems with a set of cards. was kind of interesting revisiting at least part of that, especially when i remembered that you don't necessarily expect a certain set of cards to magically appear. quite often one card selected has no relation [more...]
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| 11 Oct 05 | ho hum... (1) | (11 Oct 05, 9:07 PM by timbo1) |
| sometimes life can seem pretty directionless. you end up in a situation where you tinker around at the edges of so many interests and activities without knowing what you really desire and with no opportunity of competence or depth of experience in any of them. sometimes it feels as though i should concentrate my energies on one or two things rather than the current situation where one week's activity has been put on the shelf within a matter of days. this pattern of directionless behaviour may be merely a result or expression of other hang-ups or self-doubts, but i know i have probably spent too [more...]
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| 10 Oct 05 | how many anarchists does it take to change a lightbulb? (1) | (10 Oct 05, 1:55 PM by Shamanka) |
| you cannot change the lightbulb, it must be smashed |
| 3 Sep 05 | favourite fantasy (1) | (3 Sep 05, 3:46 PM by sub_princess) |
| my favourite fantasy revolves around a piece of fiction i once read about a mass caning at an all-girls school. i've received cp on many occasions but always as an individual and there was something about this story that raised my curiosity, the prospect of being punished as part of a large group. in the story about 15 girls are lined up against the gym wall. their parents are sat down watching the proceedings and a single chair is set in the middle of the room, the headmistress and gym mistress standing next to it. without going into too much detail, the girls are basically given a severe lecture [more...]
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| 27 Aug 05 | one day the dream will become reality | (27 Aug 05, 6:42 PM by nightowl91) |
| i was so proud as you led me into the club on the end of your chain, my hands tied behind my back as i stared at you immaculately clad in rubber, your feet in the high heels i had so expertly and lovingly cleaned with my tongue. i was your plaything as you bent me over the bench, my buttocks ready to feel the bite of your cane or the thrusts of your strap-on. everyone watched as you used me for your own needs and i saw the envy in many eyes that reflected the thought, if only i could be in his position. you were my mistress and i was your sub. i know it is all a dream but one day i hope the illusion [more...]
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| 23 Aug 05 | trouble finding a mistress (2) | (24 Aug 05, 12:24 AM by puttyinkellyshands) |
| i wonder sometimes what the ratio is of men to women in the fetish scene. i've advertised for a mistress to take me under her wing on here and elsewhere for some time now but have had little success apart from the usual responses from pros and other timewasters. some advertisers you send a perfectly pleasant reply to even cannot be bothered to give you the courtesy of a 'thanks but no'. it doesn't seem like too much to ask and i always make the effort to send a reply, even if the reply to my advert is from a pro just trying to make a fast buck. in these circumstances you can easily end up over-analysing [more...]
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| 22 Aug 05 | media bias (2) | (23 Aug 05, 10:17 PM by pat2006) |
| anyone who doubts the establishment bias of some sections of the media only had to see london tonight with a smearing non-story of a lead about how some people involved in the campaign for justice for the brazilian shot dead by the lying police happen to have been involved in groups such as the stop the war coalition. big deal. i wonder if they would have run such a so-called expose if those involved had been members of the labour or conservative parties. only a couple of weeks ago radio five was covering a demonstration against the banning of the right to protest outside parliament just as a woman [more...]
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| 21 Aug 05 | dreaming (1) | (21 Aug 05, 11:55 AM by The_Morrighan) |
| i've been thinking of keeping some kind of journal to record my dreams as, while many of them are so vivid just after waking, they quickly seem to disappear from my memory and then only the odd fragments remain. i wonder sometimes if they can truly be analysed in any meaningful way or are they just a random collection of images scrambled by the brain while you are asleep? take the other night for example: [more...]
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| 7 Aug 05 | city depression (4) | (8 Aug 05, 2:41 PM by Maudie) |
| i normally have a love hate relationship with london but at the moment it's veering towards the hate side of the coin. i guess when you've only lived in smaller places in wales and cornwall it can be pretty difficult to adjust to the concrete jungle. on the positive side i love the diversity of the city, the fact that you can indulge in things that would be difficult, if not impossible, if you were living in some small town or village. however, it always comes back to the point that i miss simple things like trees and fresh air. even when i visit one of the parks in london to try and relax i just [more...]
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| 25 Jul 05 | where is this country going? (10) | (26 Jul 05, 12:39 AM by Trickky) |
| id cards, the banning of the right to protest in certain areas, repressive legislation rushed through parliament, protestors arrested under anti-terrorism laws, every right wing tosspot jumping on the bandwagon with crap about arming all police officers and forcing schools to fly the union flag. and while all this goes on most people look at you as if you are mad when you mention the phrase 'police state'. even normally liberal people are coming up with phrases like 'oh if he hadn't run' to justify the shooting dead of an innocent man who was probably just terrified at a bunch of white goons pulling [more...]
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| 13 Jun 05 | First time in dungeon | (13 Jun 05, 8:53 PM by nightowl91) |
| Took the plunge and went for my first dungeon experience as a sub the other day. Until then had enjoyed cp, etc purely from a painful pleasure point of view and if I'm being honest quite often I wasn't really caring too much about the experience of the other person. However, what happened last week has opened my eyes to a world of new possibilities and emotions. I realise now that while simple pain has its attractions the whole process is so enhanced by the psychological input of a good domme, to the extent that you are no longer purely concerned with your own emotions but can almost feel and revel [more...]
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