| 2 Oct 03 | Chocolate Maths | (2 Oct 03, 6:16 PM by melody_A) |
| Try this it works, weird! It only takes a minute. [more...]
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| 30 Sep 03 | Having a bitch. | (30 Sep 03, 8:32 PM by melody_A) |
| Ever thought someone couldn't upset you anymore….. then
they just do? [more...]
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| 28 Sep 03 | Public speaking.... oh not on this subject | (28 Sep 03, 4:43 PM by melody_A) |
| Just spent a lovely weekend, all vanilla, on a
residential course to improve my 'Public Speaking
Skills' ….. if anyone on the course is reading this I'm
the one who did my first speech on belly dancing…. Yes
you know who I am now! [more...]
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| 26 Sep 03 | My body and mind has been taken...... | (26 Sep 03, 10:19 AM by melody_A) |
| ...... much further than I thought possible. [more...]
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| 21 Sep 03 | Can't chat, and no I've not been gagged! ..... UPDATED! | (21 Sep 03, 6:19 PM by melody_A) |
Now call me dim but how do I get into the IRC
chatrooms? I can do the msn one's ok so what's the
difference? I'd really like to be able to come in and
chat, but I've tried a few times and can't. Am a
complete dinosaur when it comes to things like this,
I'm even amazed I can upload a weblog. If anyone can
help (in baby talk please  – no it's not a fetish,
just rather dim!) I'll accept any help gratefully. [more...]
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| 20 Sep 03 | Long distance Lover | (20 Sep 03, 2:49 PM by melody_A) |
It's hard having a relationship with someone who lives
almost 300 miles away.  [more...]
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| 18 Sep 03 | Whipping's for Services? | (18 Sep 03, 6:48 PM by melody_A) |
| Went to see my solicitor today, final touches on the
divorce. I simply couldn't concentrate as he had the
most fantastic office in which a scene could be
played. I've never seen such a huge desk, walnut with
a green leather top, he had deep leather chairs, and
mmmm I love the smell of leather. My mind stopped
thinking boring things and started thinking BDSM'y
things. [more...]
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| 17 Sep 03 | S/M porn and me....... | (17 Sep 03, 8:33 PM by melody_A) |
| When I was last staying with 'A', he showed me some S/M
porn (is it called porn when is S/M?) both pictures
and a few films. If I'm honest it knocked my
confidence a bit. 'A' loves caning and whipping, he
loves welts that last and last, that can be played
with, felt and enjoyed for days afterwards. [more...]
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| 15 Sep 03 | Also Timewasters | (15 Sep 03, 9:27 PM by melody_A) |
| I agree with Rainmaker, before I met A I corresponded
with a number of Masters both online and on the
telephone, even met a few. [more...]
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| 13 Sep 03 | Clearing out | (10 Mar 04, 11:44 AM by melody_A) |
| Had a day sorting through junk and made a trip to the
local tip to get rid of so much rubbish. Throwing it
away knowing you'll never see it again was a wonderful
feeling, therapeutic. I am almost divorced, just a few
short weeks to wait and then I can experience that
feeling of 'clearing out the old to welcome in the
new'. It's funny because we've been separated over two
years now but this final dealing with unfinished
business makes me feel powerful and optimistic for the
future. [more...]
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| 12 Sep 03 | Am I bi? | (12 Sep 03, 11:31 PM by melody_A) |
| Just had a discussion with Master on the telephone
regarding bisexuality. I am certainly bi-curios and I
love to watch woman, but consider myself straight – am
I wrong? Gay friends had told me that they always knew
they were gay, but I don't have those feelings. I
suppose I should try, have a go, so to speak, I have
discussed this with Master and he is more than happy
for me to experiment as much as I want/need. But the
thing is when I have these thoughts and fantasy's it's
never in a BDSM sense. I could never Domme a woman nor
do I want a woman to Domme me, my thoughts on any
sexual [more...]
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| 11 Sep 03 | Offically no longer a virgin....... | (11 Sep 03, 7:46 PM by melody_A) |
……… on ebay. What an earth did you lot think I
meant?  [more...]
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| 9 Sep 03 | I Need a Cuddle.... | (9 Sep 03, 8:02 PM by melody_A) |
| Had a stressful couple of days. A close family member
had some work hassles that needed to be sorted, and
today they've been sorted and she can get on with her
life. I feel like a weight has been lifted from my
shoulders and compared to her my angst has been
nothing. [more...]
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| 7 Sep 03 | My First Role Play | (7 Sep 03, 3:26 PM by melody_A) |
| Partook of my first role-play a couple of months ago.
Yeah I know a late starter! I wasn't sure how I would
be or react, but I'll share my story. [more...]
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| 6 Sep 03 | Gently getting in for a swim.... | (6 Sep 03, 2:05 PM by melody_A) |
| Been having a ponder about my first log and now I've
come to the conclusion the only thing you now know
about me is that I am a nosy cow…. or voyeur to making
it sound better. [more...]
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| 6 Sep 03 | mel comes out of the shadows........ | (6 Sep 03, 11:31 AM by melody_A) |
| I've been lurking around IC for a few months now and
felt it time to join this auspicous group of 'bloggers'. [more...]
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