Sort by last reply . janiya's profile
| 14 Oct 08 | Busy busy busy | (14 Oct 08, 2:56 PM by janiya) |
| Arrived home shattered not so long ago after a whirlwind visit to the UK. A lot to cram into a few days can be stressful but i think i managed to catch up with most of my family. [more...] | ||
| 8 Oct 08 | Hehe! | (8 Oct 08, 10:29 AM by janiya) |
I'm on my way  [more...]
| ||
| 6 Oct 08 | Only when it makes me happy? | (6 Oct 08, 9:18 PM by janiya) |
| I have tried to write this blog on numerous occasions but each time the final article has not sat right with me. So here i go again and fingers crossed that this time it will become what i want it to be. [more...] | ||
| 1 Oct 08 | So what's new? | (1 Oct 08, 3:46 PM by janiya) |
| Not a lot other than me getting a little hyper and bouncy, however i still need to exercise patience (flippin' eternal patience it feels like!) for now. Good things come to those that wait... right??? lol [more...] | ||
| 30 Sep 08 | A 'normal' life | (30 Sep 08, 8:43 PM by janiya) |
| I knew that it would eventually happen but i just didn't know how long it would take. All i have ever wanted the last few months is a 'normal' life and it is starting to feel that way. I have my routines, whether it be at school or at home and i am also starting to establish my routines in my free-time. These routines are in-turn giving me security which is something i have needed since January. [more...] | ||
| 29 Sep 08 | keep going... keep going... | (29 Sep 08, 4:54 PM by janiya) |
| Keep going... keep going... you get the picture! [more...] | ||
| 28 Sep 08 | It sneaks up on me (1) | (28 Sep 08, 8:12 PM by sheGives) |
| Over the months, i have become better at dealing with certain dates. I knew tomorrow is the date i do not like and have been keeping myself busy most of the weekend in order to distract myself. I was watching Miami Ink and that started to make me think about an idea i have for a tattoo that i have been thinking about for quite a while now. I'm 100% sure of what i want but i just don't know where to have in relation to my other tattoos. All in all it's 21 characters and i would have it across the small of my back except my backpiece would be in the way. Another thought i had was along my outside [more...] | ||
| 28 Sep 08 | Distance | (28 Sep 08, 8:18 AM by janiya) |
| It is so hard at times being so far away... wanting... needing that physical contact... to have a real hug. [more...] | ||
| 28 Sep 08 | Extreme mushroom picking | (28 Sep 08, 7:28 AM by janiya) |
| I had an invitation to go mushroom picking with a colleague the other day and i said yes. So nothing strange there. We set off yesterday, her 4x4 taking us up through the most wonderful sceanary into the middle of absolutely nowhere. She opens the boot and then i realise this a little bit more than wandering through pretty forrests listening to birdsong and picking the odd edible mushroom. Out come the rucksacks, army boots and other bits n bobs and instructions what to do if we should come across a moose or bear - she means serious business! [more...] | ||
| 22 Sep 08 | Friends | (22 Sep 08, 8:09 PM by janiya) |
I bet that's made a few of you look  [more...]
| ||
| 18 Sep 08 | Stop spooking me! | (18 Sep 08, 2:49 PM by janiya) |
Was sorting through some of T's tools... the first time i have touched them since... Got VH1 on and guess what... REM's Everyone Hurts comes on... Stop spooking me! If Sheryl Crow comes on... I will know that you're having a laugh!lol I don't know whether to laugh or cry or what... so i'll just smile and remember for now  | ||
| 16 Sep 08 | Proud of me (1) | (16 Sep 08, 8:45 PM by SemiTrainedApe) |
| because... [more...] | ||
| 15 Sep 08 | How to... | (15 Sep 08, 8:31 PM by janiya) |
| ...make those important decisions. [more...] | ||
| 14 Sep 08 | Life choices | (14 Sep 08, 8:59 AM by janiya) |
| I have never really planned my life that much... things just kinda happen but those decisions i have made have been impulsive. I 'fell' into my first job at the local chippy when i was 14 and when i flunked my A levels it became half decent employment as i managed the place till i was 21. I then bought a house and changed jobs within a few weeks. I made up my mind about the house within 5 seconds and as it was an inheritance property things moved very quickly and smoothly. [more...] | ||
| 13 Sep 08 | Saturday mornings (2) | (13 Sep 08, 12:28 PM by janiya) |
| Autumn is most definitely here. The colour of the leaves are changing... the birds are coming onto the balcony reminding me to start getting the food in though for now the trees and hedges are just bursting with berries. There is also that autumn misty smell at dawn and dusk... when the paper factory smells aren't blowing in my direction. [more...] | ||
| 12 Sep 08 | Craving (3) | (15 Sep 08, 2:35 AM by SyrBoots) |
| Spareribs Peking Style [more...] | ||
| 11 Sep 08 | Getting rid of stuff/recycling | (11 Sep 08, 3:57 PM by janiya) |
| I have never known a nation so passionate about recycling as Sweden is. The rules are very specific and strict. I got rid of a few things in the 'household burning' section at the start of the year, but now i have a lot more personal items and toys that i no longer want to keep, especially my sharps box/case (a few hundred needles, scalpels staplers etc...). The trouble is, is that i don't have a clue how to get rid of them. Gasmasks aren't too much of a problem, it's the floggers and metal items and of course the sharps box with stapler, needles, scalpels. I want to be responsible with them. I [more...] | ||
| 11 Sep 08 | Anniversaries (3) | (11 Sep 08, 7:09 PM by BlueVelvet) |
| Seven years ago he collared me as His. A year previously we first met. If only we knew... [more...] | ||
| 9 Sep 08 | Time heals (3) | (9 Sep 08, 2:59 PM by Ms_Amaranth) |
| I do not believe that to be true... it is what you do with that time that helps the healing process. Another anniversary is on it's way 11.09.2001, when he collared me as His - this is starting to feel like the hardest one yet. It won't be too long now till the first year is completed. Only my birthday to go now and that is pretty insignificant, so i hope the worse is over. [more...] | ||
| 8 Sep 08 | Bitch - moan - rant - whine (1) | (8 Sep 08, 4:31 PM by ShadowRose) |
| Take your pick! [more...] | ||
