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| 3 Feb 09 | Crazy, fun times in sweden! (6) | (4 Feb 09, 7:08 PM by SyrBoots) |
| I could write a really long meaningful blog about what i have been up to but i don't have the time so here are the bullet points:- [more...] | ||
| 17 Jan 09 | Small things in life that amuse me.... (1) | (17 Jan 09, 4:18 PM by Katena) |
| The fun of learning a new language is the odd word amuses me. For example 'fitta' is cunt but my new word for the week is 'pulla' which is the swedish verb for finger-fucking. Such a simple word! | ||
| 11 Jan 09 | Happy Birthday | (11 Jan 09, 11:00 AM by janiya) |
| With fondest loving memories [more...] | ||
| 7 Jan 09 | Good things (1) | (8 Jan 09, 9:10 PM by SyrBoots) |
I have been quiet of late. Quite a lot going on in my life, though not much to share on here  [more...]
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| 12 Dec 08 | Déjà vu (2) | (12 Dec 08, 10:28 PM by janiya) |
| Someone said to me the other day 'How nice' with a smirk across their lips. This won't mean much to many people out there but to me... it stopped me in my tracks! [more...] | ||
| 5 Dec 08 | I did it! (12) | (15 Dec 08, 5:53 PM by SyrBoots) |
| I will be EMPLOYED in the New Year. [more...] | ||
| 27 Nov 08 | Just to share (4) | (30 Nov 08, 11:44 PM by corriander_THM) |
| Someone shared this with me today [more...] | ||
| 20 Nov 08 | Life is ... (1) | (20 Nov 08, 3:33 PM by Sweetiejar) |
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| 1 Nov 08 | What a day! | (1 Nov 08, 10:06 PM by janiya) |
| Today, i took a chance... trusted my gut instinct... went with the flow... and had a fab if somewhat unexpected day. [more...] | ||
| 1 Nov 08 | And the snow came | (1 Nov 08, 6:53 AM by janiya) |
| It came yesterday actually... not a huge amount considering my location, but after a freeze last night and temperatures of -7 this morning, the slush has turn into sheets of ice. Unfortuantely i was due to get my winters tyres put on today, but that is not going to happen. Doubt i can get the car out of the car-park and i'm certainly not going to take the risk of driving today. All i can say is buggery bollox! [more...] | ||
| 31 Oct 08 | Sex(uality) crisis! (2) | (1 Nov 08, 12:07 PM by Katena) |
| I've only ever really done fairly long term relationships - two lots of seven years with a bit of swinging / f*ck buddies thrown into the mix during those 14/15 years. Now i'm on my tod for the first time since i was 20, have just turned 35 and seem to be going through some kind of mid-life sex(uality) crisis! [more...] | ||
| 31 Oct 08 | Satisfaction | (31 Oct 08, 8:35 PM by janiya) |
| I had a very rewarding day yesterday at my practice placement. I was properly 'tooled up' for the job for the first time (though i did think to myself at one point 'so this is what it's like for a Dominant to have a zillion things hanging off a belt ), i had a great co-worker who supported me 100% but from a distance and i was buzzing on the way home. [more...]
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| 28 Oct 08 | Job hunt (1) | (28 Oct 08, 8:04 PM by janiya) |
| 110+ applications sent off now to no avail. Frustration is an understatement but i sent another batch of application forms off today. I think my best chance of a job is through my practice placement and recent feedback would confirm that. Sometimes i'm not sure if i'm being just downright stubborn staying here or whether i can focus that energy positively and make a life here. [more...] | ||
| 28 Oct 08 | Beautiful words (2) | (28 Oct 08, 12:39 PM by janiya) |
| Death takes the flowers, not the wood | ||
| 27 Oct 08 | A little jewellary | (27 Oct 08, 8:41 PM by janiya) |
| At long last i got my nipples pierced - a birthday present to myself. I've had piercings before, but because of surgery and other things, none of them exist today. I know Thomas was keen for me to get my nipples pierced but we never got round to it, so i guess this was my birthday present from him in a way. [more...] | ||
| 27 Oct 08 | I want a magic pill (3) | (28 Oct 08, 9:15 AM by boi_Kase) |
| My memories and thoughts of Thomas come in waves, though at the moment i feel as if i'm experiencing a tidal wave. I want to talk to him, for him to be there for me, to support me, to tell him what i've been up to... almost let him know what he has missed.... crazy huh? [more...] | ||
| 26 Oct 08 | Frugal Living (2) | (26 Oct 08, 8:36 PM by janiya) |
| Since January i have learnt how to live within my means. I have a strict budget to keep to in order to fund my stay in Sweden as long as possible and to give me the best possible chance of securing a job. I have never really had to do this before out of necessity. [more...] | ||
| 26 Oct 08 | A place | (26 Oct 08, 2:03 PM by janiya) |
| For the first time, i have wanted to find a place where i could go and visit Thomas. There is no grave... the water is inaccessible now... i want somewhere that i can go to and have a jolly good natter with him. After my Nain passed, i used to go and sit by her grave and talk for ages with her about this and that about 6months after she passed. It gave me a special place... a private space to share and reflect. [more...] | ||
| 16 Oct 08 | When to admit defeat. | (16 Oct 08, 4:11 PM by janiya) |
| Life is giving me a funny 'ol ride at the moment. Up, down... up down... i might as well be a lift! It's weird, i'm sat here typing away in my really sexy uniform (sarcasm is lost on here!) after a mixed day at work. It started of badly, to the point i just wanted to move back to the UK, but at the end of the day i'm proud of myself and what i have achieved. The big question is, how long do i continue to fight for something that may or may not be achievable? How much time, money, tears, heartache, frustration can i invest before it is time to admit defeat? That is a tricky question to answer. [more...] | ||
| 15 Oct 08 | Sleep | (15 Oct 08, 8:17 PM by janiya) |
| I just need some sleep. I have been lying in bed for the last two hours trying to drift off but it's just not happening. I am lacking so much sleep over the week, that i'm actually finding it difficult to function. I am emotionally and physically exhausted... too tired to even sleep if that makes any sense. I just need sleep... peace... and quiet. | ||
