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| 12 Jun 07 | Does my Fetish make me less of a person? (8) | (18 Jun 07, 7:45 AM by guernica) |
| I have decided to restart this weblog just for sexual/fetish thoughts and contiune my vanilla postings and philosophical/arty/spiritial posts on my livejournal account. As there are some things you can't really debate with non believers lol. So here goes, I welcome any comments. [more...] | ||
| 21 Mar 06 | What I did on my holidays (2) | (10 Apr 06, 9:45 PM by guernica) |
| Still not managed to recover from my holiday, though I had a fabulous time. I didn't realise how much I needed it. I always find that going away helps to focus my mind, not so much on how other people and cultures function, but how I function. I always learn a lot about myself and I suppose you can say 'evolve' I mean I always over analyse myself on a daily basis anyway, but its only where your in a different environment that you can actually see clearly all the little quirks and flaws that make up your character. Anyway I'm getting ahead of myself. [more...] | ||
| 5 Mar 06 | Plant commincation and higher forms of life (10) | (6 Mar 06, 2:09 AM by Strummy) |
| I was interested in this and wondered what people think. [more...] | ||
| 31 Jan 06 | Hades and 'us and them' (10) | (2 Feb 06, 8:09 AM by guernica) |
| Well Hades was great, I wasn't really on form for some reason but it was a fab night, I wont go into it here as plenty of people have spoken, better than I could about the night. Though I have to mention how wonderful a concept the couple's room is! It was also great meeting up with so many people from IC and indeed B.com, you're all such a lovely bunch! There was a really nice sort of community vibe. Its funny that you walk round seeing people hurt each other and yet there's less of an air of menace than you would get at a vanilla club. [more...] | ||
| 3 Jan 06 | 2005 the year that never was, my festive period and plans for this year. (1) | (3 Jan 06, 7:57 PM by guernica) |
| Well it seems like an age since I have updated properly. It's been rather frustrating as well as there has been a phenomenal amount to jot down! Ahh well its all spared you boring prose, but now it's a new year and I plan to get my act together with my online life! [more...] | ||
| 31 Dec 05 | To you all (2) | (31 Dec 05, 7:06 PM by electric_warrior) |
| God I am so behind on everything. I have been desperate to update for a while as I have so much to say, however I have had a cluttered social life, a very busy sex life and any other spare time has been spent eating chocolate and drinking booze. [more...] | ||
| 17 Dec 05 | Collective subconscious, the 100th monkey test and BDSM (2) | (19 Dec 05, 7:12 PM by guernica) |
| I have always been interested by the works and ideas of Carl Jung - particularly his theory of collective subconscious, where he concluded that humans share one collective unconscious that lies deeper than the unconscious of each individual. He had observed a surprising similarity between deeply seated ideas of widely separated peoples. Similar basic concepts exist in the psyche of all of us, revealed by recurring dreams and subconscious ideas expressed spontaneously, without prior knowledge that they are shared by others. Jung called these concepts "archetypes", which can be seen as the unconscious [more...] | ||
| 10 Dec 05 | Can you reason with insanity? and the conundrum of hidden powers of the mind (6) | (11 Dec 05, 11:14 AM by gekkolick) |
| Found this very interesting, it was in a book I am reading by Colin Wilson on the history of Charlatan Messiahs. He generally writes about the psychology, crime and philosophy the arts and the occult, so naturally he is one of my favourite authors. [more...] | ||
| 8 Dec 05 | Automatic writing and the 28 possible types of human beings (4) | (10 Dec 05, 10:20 PM by Skinowner) |
| I find this very interesting I was reading about Yeats in my lunch break and this really struck a core. Four days after his marriage in October 1917 WB Yeats was startled to discover that his wife could produce automatic writing. She would go into a trance with a pencil in her hand, then her hand would write strange and fascinating fragments. After a while, the “communicators” began to speak through her mouth when she was asleep. Their aim, apparently was to describe all the possible types of human being - 28 of them- and to relate these to the 28 phases of the moon. It took 3 years for the 'communicators' [more...] | ||
| 5 Dec 05 | Wasting my life and the second sitting of the last supper (4) | (6 Dec 05, 12:33 PM by DK1369) |
| I'm not sure how to start this entry, which in many ways is somehow appropriate, as I wanted to write about 'focusing' on life, or indeed my lack complete lack of focus. I am 27 now, the age when Jimi Hendrix, Brian Jones, Robert Johnson, Jim Morrison, Janis Joplin, Kurt Cobain died and George Best retired. Now I am not being melodramatic. I certainly don't think I will die in my 27th year (it just won't be convenient!) I just think that I should be achieving things now. When I was young I always imagined that by this age I would be married have my own home, car and children (I was a very deluded [more...] | ||
| 3 Dec 05 | I tell you what I'll do tonight.. I'll nutmeg Cruyff first chance I get. (6) | (6 Dec 05, 7:58 PM by guernica) |
| Well I wanted to say something abut the passing of George Best. [more...] | ||
| 2 Dec 05 | My childhood, and why we are here? (6) | (3 Dec 05, 6:02 PM by Litany) |
| I suppose one of the many reasons why I am always searching for interesting or unusual people (through the web and in daily life) is because I actually find it hard not to be around interesting or alternative people (its not a handy label 'alternative' and I use it here to mean, sexual, spiritual, political all in one go) because of my childhood, and this is all down to my mother. Now by nature I like usual things and to explore hidden boundaries, but really you can trace it all back to my childhood. [more...] | ||
| 1 Dec 05 | D/s life again and death on the underground (3) | (3 Dec 05, 2:00 PM by guernica) |
| I'm not sure if my last post about D/s reflected me very well or gave the right impression, I probably come across as a kinky vanilla, and that's far from the truth! Lol . Ah well perhaps I am over analysing things but I would still like to hear peoples opions and their own thoughts about it, so anyone feel free to comment on any of my pasts posts as I want to gather as many opinions as possible. My mind and desires are expanding at a phenomenal rate which is exciting but I am aware there's so much out there, and well other peoples views and desires are fascinating to know and from time to time [more...] | ||
| 26 Nov 05 | My D/s life. Am I out of sync with everone on the scene? (5) | (3 Dec 05, 12:16 AM by guernica) |
| One of the things I love about BDSM is how varied it is and how different some of the elements are, I love to experience and learn about all aspects of it and have completely open mind about it all (though I will not switch or sub! Lol). Indeed as it is so varied I thought I should clarify my own views in this blog and write about my D/s desires and interests and also to hopefully get peoples feedback and thoughts about my D/s views. A lot of my interests overlap with many in the scene though I feel it would be useful to state what type of Dom I am so people can have a better idea of what I am about [more...] | ||
| 22 Nov 05 | How I met loulou and why the net is the best place to meet your partner (10) | (24 Nov 05, 7:54 PM by guernica) |
| It's occurred to me that despite all my scribbling I have never actually documented how Loulou and me got together. Sometimes when I actually stop and think about how I got to this point here I realize how bizarre it actually was and how lucky I am. It really was fate taking a hand. [more...] | ||
| 25 Oct 05 | the "open" relationship and Hades again (1) | (25 Oct 05, 12:39 PM by Litany) |
| The past few weeks have been great with Loulou I am very loved up and things are definitely changing for the better, slowly perhaps but definitely improving. At the end of the day I just think she is fab! People are often curious about our open relationship, and I am too so I will explain it a bit, little things have been cropping up, actions, comments, views etc so I will try and address it and just talk about our relationship in general. [more...] | ||
| 29 Sep 05 | Getting laid off, drunken rants and the club "Hades" | (29 Sep 05, 8:09 PM by guernica) |
| Well I was given my notice at work on Monday. They have restructured the budget for my section and they have to let me go next week, just before I'm off to Paris for a few days! Grrr talk about timing. In many ways though this is a blessing, I really hate my job, I loathe everyday. I've had a good innings and been here for a year, but that's a year of endurance. The author Douglas Adams can sum it up with that horrid feeling you get late on a Sunday afternoon when you've not made the most of you time before work the next day and your bored. “The long dark tea time of the soul” well pretty much everyday [more...] | ||
| 27 Sep 05 | Ramblings | (27 Sep 05, 7:12 PM by guernica) |
| Well I have so much to write about. The question is, shall I write about it in order or not? as my life is generally chaotic and random not structured and normal (hey that would be boring! I get enough boredom with my job!) [more...] | ||
| 22 Sep 05 | the introduction... (5) | (27 Sep 05, 7:12 PM by guernica) |
| Well I have finally decided t start my weblog. I have been meaning to do it for ages but the lure of going to the gym or watching porn proved too much, and I can be a lazy bugger. [more...] | ||
