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| 27 Oct 03 | Personals, This week, and reflection on past events | (27 Oct 03, 1:33 PM by firemynx_B) |
| Kelly TV's log inspired me to write, about personals. They can be a good or bad thing. The good being that it gives you reason to think about what you are looking for, what you seek, and why you seek it. The bad being that, you can place yourself within a box, and not be able to look over the sides of it. Take for example my own ad. I had placed an age restriction, location restriction, relationship status, and even orientation status on mine. 3 out of 4 of those things really did not matter when it came down to it. The person who I found did not fit the criteria of 75% of my ad, [more...] | ||
| 25 Oct 03 | A slow and reflective week | (26 Oct 03, 10:14 AM by firemynx_B) |
| I thought it was about time that I changed my name on here too. My Master chose the name a while back, and I changed it on IRC, but not here, now I feel I can change it, as I have lost that hardened 'attitude' and become something more gentle but still with a deadly playful side. [more...] | ||
| 22 Oct 03 | Is The World Still Spinning Around? | (22 Oct 03, 1:57 PM by firemynx_B) |
| This last week has been one of those whirlwind weeks again, last Tuesday my Master and I played properly for the first time. We had spent a lot of time talking, tweaking and generally finding out more and more about each other. I think I can say He knows me better than I know myself, and has made such an impact on my life, I am where I want to be, and because I need to be there and love every minute of it. [more...] | ||
| 22 Oct 03 | Welcome to the Goldfish Bowl of the net | (22 Oct 03, 4:58 AM by firemynx_B) |
| Ah well its one of those nights, where you wake and you canˇ¦t get back to sleep, so for once, I've not gone back on IRC to chat aimlessly, I thought I would catch up with weblogs. My Master broached the subject last night, and asked did I "need¨ to do a weblog. Not sure need is the right word really, maybe in the past it was the only way I could communicate when I felt strongly about something, nowadays I'm learning a lot more skills in that direction. I've allowed myself to be taught. Now though, I feel like I should weblog, just for a little while. Why? Am I upset? No, am I distraught, [more...] | ||
| 4 Oct 03 | Time after Time | (4 Oct 03, 2:26 AM by firemynx_B) |
| If you're lost you can look and you will find me [more...] | ||
| 29 Sep 03 | Everybody Hurts ....... Sometimes | (29 Sep 03, 4:35 PM by firemynx_B) |
I'm dedicating this to someone close to me right
now .... they know who they are. I'm here for You, in
every way.  [more...]
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| 24 Sep 03 | Bring me to Life ...... | (24 Sep 03, 4:45 PM by firemynx_B) |
| Today I dedicate this part of a song by
Evanescence “Bring me to life” he knows why it is
dedicated to Him
How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core
Where Ive become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home. [more...]
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| 24 Sep 03 | Trying Days and leaping ahead happily | (24 Sep 03, 12:19 AM by firemynx_B) |
| Today has been a trying day, but full of hurdles that have been leapt, in one way or another. [more...] | ||
| 22 Sep 03 | Whirlwind Time | (22 Sep 03, 10:00 PM by firemynx_B) |
| These last few weeks have been quite a whirlwind. An unexpected and wonderful one. I understand the reasons for getting to know people now; firstly as friends, I had always doubted it was possible to turn really good friends into a relationship. [more...] | ||
| 17 Sep 03 | Life and apologies | (17 Sep 03, 1:37 AM by firemynx_B) |
| Life has been hectic today, a wonderful trip to Surrey, a great meeting, lots of fun, lots of talking, lots of nice memories and more to come. I failed to hand something in on time, thats not like me. I apologise .... he knows who. | ||
| 15 Sep 03 | A few Surprises | (15 Sep 03, 8:32 AM by firemynx_B) |
| Well this weekend was certainly eventful; I will go into more detail later about the Manchester Munch and the Sheffield Needle Demo. [more...] | ||
| 1 Sep 03 | Outing my Fetish ........ | (1 Sep 03, 6:47 PM by firemynx_B) |
| Well the weekend was quite sedate actually, and gave me time to think about where I want to go with my life. Both scene and un-scene (which is a little more important to me right now). [more...] | ||
| 27 Aug 03 | Weekend, Patricians Birthday and Pervbury 2003 | (27 Aug 03, 12:13 AM by firemynx_B) |
| Wow god what a weekend! [more...] | ||
| 18 Aug 03 | BBB, Friends, Trust and My thoughts | (18 Aug 03, 2:30 AM by firemynx_B) |
Well the rest of the weekend was good, went along to
the BBB with P. LH was going to be there, so I was
really looking forward to seeing him there, kind of on
my turf as such he he. We called off for a birthday
cake on the way to the BBB and I managed to scare half
of the sainburys staff to death! I did have my big Goth
boots on, short skirt, skimpy top and shades!  [more...]
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| 16 Aug 03 | Be Friendly but careful .......... a story, a munch | (16 Aug 03, 5:45 PM by firemynx_B) |
| Got back to Midlands at gone 1pm, had a few tasks to do and shopping (hey im female, it's a necessity), then went off to the munch, was really good to do so, lost wolf, L Plates and a few other newer people were going, so I was looking forward to meeting them. [more...] | ||
| 15 Aug 03 | Trains (late ones), canes and Doms who don't charge their phones!! | (15 Aug 03, 2:32 PM by firemynx_B) |
| P and myself had breakfast and checked out of the hotel and headed over to KA and c's place, as we were off to the LFF. It has been over 4 years since ive been to the LFF so it had moved in this time. [more...] | ||
| 15 Aug 03 | SM Pride Ball | (15 Aug 03, 10:12 AM by firemynx_B) |
| We arrived at Baggleys and got some drinks (non alcoholic I might add, I don't play and drink!) myself and LH had a great connection going already, he had kept me in out and of spaciness from the moment we had met at Euston. He had asked me to let him know when I felt ready for play to commence and I was grateful for this, as it was the first time I'd played with him and was just a little nervous (equals lots!). [more...] | ||
| 5 Aug 03 | Saturday and before the SM Ball | (5 Aug 03, 10:15 PM by firemynx_B) |
| We got off the tube and arrived Vaguely near the place; I went into a bookstore to ask directions whilst P and LH were bantering and discussing embarrassing things about me! And sharing info (not embarrassing for them, highly amusing!). We must have walked like 2 miles up the road to find out we were kind of lost, of course I got the blame for this, cos id organised things, pah! I tried ringing everyone I knew might be going, eventually we asked a friendly policeman who pointed us in the right direction, we made it just in time for the march, luckily it was running late anyhow. [more...] | ||
| 5 Aug 03 | Travel on Friday and before all the chaos Saturday! | (5 Aug 03, 2:07 AM by firemynx_B) |
| Friday night, P came over to my house; we eat and then headed off on the train to London. I had booked the hotel some days before, as I did with the train tickets too. We were not sure initially if we were going to go at all, especially with the events that had happened over the last week or so. Anyway we did, we caught the train no problem and even got in a little earlier than expected! [more...] | ||
| 5 Aug 03 | The Drive, the Diversions, the Chesterfield Munch | (5 Aug 03, 12:42 AM by firemynx_B) |
| Grumble I'm going to have to do THREE web logs just to catch up from Wednesday until today!! I'll have typers tap at this rate!! He he [more...] | ||
