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| 22 Jun 07 | Wise advice ;) (5) | (22 Jun 07, 7:57 PM by strawberry_kisses) |
| One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. [more...] | ||
| 29 May 07 | Happy 40th Birthday Darkknight1369 ;) (10) | (30 May 07, 8:19 PM by Blackvelvet) |
| Hoping you have a great day, and even though friends are far away.. you are close in thought! [more...] | ||
| 5 May 07 | I had a dream.......... (9) | (6 May 07, 12:57 AM by reflex) |
| I had this dream when i was younger; like most kids, to be a celebrity - to be a famous film star! Alas, shyness, a crushing lack of self confidence combined with a total inability to act, ensured this was not to be. [more...] | ||
| 4 May 07 | A bad joke... (11) | (5 May 07, 12:58 PM by Litany) |
| Far away in the tropical waters of the Caribbean, two prawns were swimming around in the sea - one called Justin and the other called Christian. The prawns were constantly being harassed and threatened by sharks that patrolled the area. [more...] | ||
| 21 Apr 07 | I am once again a masochist. (16) | (16 Jul 07, 8:41 PM by Shaydes) |
| Oh sweet pain, how I missed you. NOT! [more...] | ||
| 11 Apr 07 | Happy Birthday to Whipkicks_Mai :) (13) | (11 Apr 07, 6:16 PM by RebelT) |
| Hope you have a wonderful day hun, you deserve a good one! love and hugs xxxxxxxxxxx | ||
| 1 Apr 07 | A message from Pagandiver :) (11) | (5 Apr 07, 11:42 PM by fen_fatale) |
Have just got off of the phone from the man Himself  and He has asked me if i wouldn't mind popping on a little message from Him to all He knows and cares about, to say "hello" and to say that all is going really well for Him out in Thailand. He asked me to mention personal hellos to some but i am declining to do so, as knowing me i would forget someone and cause offence! He thinks about His friends often, and He thanks those who have sent Him messages and good wishes, which i have been passing on to Him. [more...]
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| 19 Mar 07 | Goodbye | (19 Mar 07, 6:00 PM by fen_fatale) |
| I promised myself that I wouldn't blog, that I wouldn't vent my emotional spleen on here about this, but I have always found blogging cathartic and right now I need all the catharsis I can get! So please bear with me if you chose to read, and please remember this is a very personal blog, and a long-winded and emotional recording of where I am at right at this moment, it will serve as a benchmark for when I think I am not getting over things, to realise how bad I felt at this precise time, and that in a few months.. I will feel better. It also serves as a vessel to say a few things I need to say [more...] | ||
| 8 Mar 07 | Happy Birthday to Sunhillow :) (24) | (8 Mar 07, 8:08 PM by Dr_Merciless) |
| 21 again today! huge birthday hugs, kisses and choccy buttons to you! hope you have a fantastic day love you loads xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx | ||
| 28 Feb 07 | A surreal evening. (8) | (28 Feb 07, 10:47 AM by Sunhillow) |
| Well, I never thought I would see the day that I would hear such wise words said about BDSM. My faith in Ds relationships was fully revitalised earlier on this evening; the lecture that was given was wholeheartedly extolling the virtues of a Master/slave relationship, saying that when two people get together and one takes control, and the other submits, this can be completely healthy as long as both consent and both respect one another. That the relationship is done in such a manner as to help and heal, to build and guide, to nurture and to love, and is done in a respectful manner and that the slave [more...] | ||
| 14 Feb 07 | My very HOT valentines night. (9) | (15 Feb 07, 11:36 AM by x_Thunder_x) |
| Well, as it was after midnight, that counts as being Valentines day. [more...] | ||
| 8 Feb 07 | I hate my dog!! (14) | (8 Feb 07, 8:44 PM by fen_fatale) |
| 7.01am.. happily snoozing under 15tog duvet, not a care in the world, snug as a bug, kids were up already and had undone the dogflap to let the dog outside to do what dogs need to do first thing in the morning. [more...] | ||
| 7 Feb 07 | Love is blind. (11) | (8 Feb 07, 10:45 AM by RavenMuse) |
| There is a general acceptance that when we love someone, we become completely immune to the faults of our partner or lover, we skip with wild abandon into a relationship, ignoring things that others see as faults. Perhaps it is because our partner has long greasy hair, has bad teeth, or has a particular personality flaw that irritates another person. Whatever the fault, often when we fall in love, or accept that person into our lives the faults no longer matter, we become immune, blind to them and accept them for what they are, we love them and defend against their faults. It happens regularly, [more...] | ||
| 1 Jan 07 | Rope not included (5) | (2 Jan 07, 12:35 AM by Universe) |
| I have changed so much in the last few months, and one of those changes are how my interests have developed or decreased and increased depending on the activity. For as long as I have been into the scene I have been fascinated by rope, i loved bondage, and hemp rope in particular had a slightly notable effect on me, to say the least, primarily for the feelings it instilled in me while i was constrained within that bondage. [more...] | ||
| 31 Dec 06 | Why do i submit to pain like this. | (31 Dec 06, 7:12 PM by fen_fatale) |
| Why do i submit to pain like this?.... I am already naturally submissive, i always have been! I serve others automatically, i submit and defer to the stronger person if they deserve respect (most of the time). So where is the submission to Master in doing something i would automatically do anyway? That would lead to complacency and a lack of respect for Him and from Him. So i have to do something to actually give Him more! How can i possibly give Him something that goes any way to showing how much i desire to serve Him and make Him happy. [more...] | ||
| 31 Dec 06 | 2006 (5) | (31 Dec 06, 3:33 PM by Littleboots) |
| This year has been a wonderful year, and this is my memory jogger for me. It started off in 'Glasgow baby' after nearly missing the train and standing all the way to Scotland, piping the New Year in with an Argentinian bagpiper, amidst friends at Club Noir, scaring the locals and chatting up the unsuspecting good fun. [more...] | ||
| 30 Dec 06 | Something wicked this way comes (14) | (31 Dec 06, 5:20 PM by pod333) |
| I don't get to watch as much tv as I used to, but well, last nights viewing on tv was superb! My favourite person was on telly; Derren Brown, in 'something wicked this way comes' I am surprised that more people haven't commented on the show actually! Last night was a televised stage show that he did, which contained his usual mix of showmanship, manipulation and shocking stunts. Last night was a complete BDSM fest!! I sat there with my glass of wine, my choccies and indulged in my passion! [more...] | ||
| 26 Dec 06 | My obligatory Christmas day blog. (4) | (26 Dec 06, 10:52 PM by Littleboots) |
| Well Christmas this year has been another up and down one. I enjoy the preparation, I love the gift buying, the excitement from the kids even if they do drive me nutty when they get hyper, although scolding them for being hyper is done with far more of a smile on my face than normal. I prefer the giving of gifts to the receiving by far!! So making sure the kids have what they want is important, always a bit of a struggle on single parent part time wage, but I somehow managed to come through and get them everything they wanted. Even when at 8pm on Xmas eve the eldest decided to pray to Jesus to pass [more...] | ||
| 24 Dec 06 | You can't beat a bit of waxplay! (4) | (25 Dec 06, 10:23 AM by C4G_and_dd) |
| Well being xmas eve, i had the highly Masochistic task of taking the kids to church this evening! now this is not something i tend to do regularly enough, i struggle with keeping my kids under control in normal conditions and to keep them quiet in a church would be considered impossible, but twas a kids service so i figured i could risk it. [more...] | ||
| 20 Dec 06 | Ooops (6) | (20 Dec 06, 11:50 PM by Littleboots) |
| A point to remember; [more...] | ||
