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| 9 May 07 | So I see an email my colleague had written (2) | (9 May 07, 9:47 PM by candle_in_the_wind) |
| And in it, she describes me as an antisocial, uncommunicative weirdo! I don't know whether to laugh or be offended. I don't talk to her much precisely because she says nasty things about people. I find it hard to be at ease around her and thus I don't talk much when she's there. I'm not the best at conversation in the first place. And antisocial? I don't go out drinking with her because I'm more of a stay-at-home person. I don't like going out to the pub with the girls on a Friday night. I'd rather stay home in my dogbasket with ropes around my wrists, thankyouverymuch. [more...] | ||
| 8 Apr 07 | Weird sad situation (4) | (8 Apr 07, 9:19 AM by TwinkleXx) |
| Although my ex- and I split up nearly three years ago, we have remained best friends and I have remained extremely close to his family. We were together for almost ten years and I consider his parents to be my own, even after we split up. [more...] | ||
| 24 Jun 06 | Ramblings | (24 Jun 06, 11:32 AM by estella) |
| In my past relationships, which have always been very vanilla, I have felt an attraction to girls but I've pushed it deep down and ignored it. For the past couple of years, though, since Sir and I got together, I've thought about it more often. In recent months, my thoughts on it are more and more frequent. Sexual labels have never bothered me and I don't think they fit very often in any case. I guess it's the not knowing whether I truly would like a sexual relationship with a girl, or whether it's just a fantasy that's bugging me. I think it's very telling, though, that when we're in public Sir [more...] | ||
| 5 May 06 | Who's the little woman now? (1) | (5 May 06, 10:19 PM by darkdollie) |
| If Sir and I were ever to have kids, and one of them went to him and said 'my walls need plastering and tiling', you know what he'd say? [more...] | ||
| 30 Jul 05 | La vita non è bella (1) | (30 Jul 05, 12:08 PM by estella) |
| Well, it's Saturday morning and I'm sitting here all alone. My owner is doing a maths degree and, as of this morning, has gone to maths summer school in Nottingham for a week. It's also Kinkfest today and I desperately wanted to go, but I can't do it alone. [more...] | ||
| 4 Jul 05 | Stress and submission (5) | (4 Jul 05, 9:35 PM by lucky_1) |
| I find it so hard juggling a stressful and demanding job with being a submissive. At work, I have to be very managerial, make decisions for other people and be very sharp and decisive. It's so hard to turn that off when I get home. [more...] | ||
