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| 9 May 12 | Ho Hum (4) | (9 May 12, 5:30 PM by S1mmer) |
Woke up...looked out of window...grey,mizzle,no sun to speak of,depressed looking folk walking to work...at least,thought I,I will be seeing my lovely friend Ama Sidero to continue my hypno-therapy(had hypno gastric-band fitted last week...is already working,tummy much less blobby and hardly hungry at all  and have a lovely squidgy hug(dont tell anyone cos it wont do Her "Uber"status any good,but she gives great hugs and snuggles...)but alas,tis not to be as my dear friend is poorly.So,I'm sitting in bed with coffee and my kindle trying to drum up the will-power to DO something...HELP  | ||
| 30 Apr 12 | I have decided..... (12) | (1 May 12, 11:29 AM by S1mmer) |
| ....that I dont like men much....does that seem too much of a sweeping statement?O.K.then...just the ones I've met | ||
| 21 Feb 12 | Is it spring yet...... (3) | (28 Feb 12, 10:10 PM by S1mmer) |
| My eyes are adjusting to the light,my tummy's growling with a return of pervy appetite and I'm having a good stretch....yep time to come out of hibernation!!HELLO EVERYBODY!!!I have been very unwell these last few months and have totally hidden away from the world but Transgression has tempted me out of my little burrow.I have,like so many others,really missed S.T.and the fact that so many of my friends,a lot of them whom I havn't seen for an age are going.So my muscles may be weak,my tummy may be flabby but I'm so excited its silly....roll on the 3rd of March! | ||
| 20 Oct 11 | having some time off.... (10) | (3 Dec 11, 7:40 AM by Qualia_Q) |
| To all my friends on I.C....due to concentrating on other things such as my health and family Im not going to be around scene-wise for a while,my closest friends know how to contact me.Im not giving up bdsm...dont think i could...but my hearts just not into the going out aspect just now,it takes too much out of me.So until im back,take care and have fun.Min xxx | ||
| 15 Sep 11 | only a week till Artemis :-) | (15 Sep 11, 6:19 PM by dominalush) |
| Time flies...doesnt seem 5 minutes since Lady Alys and I got our diaries out and decided a date...it then seemed like AGES away,plenty of time to do everything that needs doing to make an event a success.Luckily for Me,cos been suffering from brain-coma lately,Lady Alys can organize for England.I am corralling some boys into a band to provide live music for a part of the evening,sadly Mistress Krankie cant make it this time to be part of the cabaret but My trogg in his alter-ego"cream-puff"guise will be performing again.That should be a laugh.....So next saturday 24th sept in Acton will be a night [more...] | ||
| 26 Aug 11 | Totally Amazing... (5) | (28 Aug 11, 4:06 PM by Mistress_Amethyst) |
| Last week I took my youngest daughter and the troggy one to the off-grid festival in Somerset.To get there I had to drive my Mercedes long-wheel-base van,something I have been extremely nervous of doing,literally breaking out in a sweat at the thought.I am very lucky in that I have many good friends who are always there for me,one of whom is Amazonia Sidero,Ama to those of us who love her dearly.She has recently taken(and passed!!)her exams to become a qualified Hypnotherapist and offered me some sessions to help me with this fear and the panic attacks I have been experiencing.I've had hypno before [more...] | ||
| 9 Aug 11 | A whole day of therapy :-( (9) | (11 Aug 11, 4:29 PM by ClareCain) |
| Ever wanted to stay in bed with your head under the duvet?I do today.Im off for an ENTIRE day of intensive group therapy.Its less painful to stick needles in your eyes than to have your inner workings exposed and analyzed,the reasons WHY you behave as you do laid bare.whats wrong with good old denial I ask...apart from it keeps you stuck in the same old destructive and unhelpful patterns.Oh well,no pain,no gain I spose."Into the valley of death...." | ||
| 8 Aug 11 | Lady Alys (9) | (9 Aug 11, 8:35 PM by femsup) |
| Yesterday I popped over to see the new home of my special friend Lady Alys and her boy LadysFlower.They have bought themselves a nice victorian terrace and already it feels homely and warm.It did my heart good to see this special lady so happy and surrounded by her friends and family(and thoroughly spoiled moggies!)as she hasnt always had things easy.Shes lovely,my friend Lady Alys,warm,loving,honest and totally loyal to those she calls friends.So HAPPY NEW HOME Lady Alys and Flower and may it be a place filled with love and laughter!Love you!min xxxx | ||
| 6 Aug 11 | Birthday cake (3) | (7 Aug 11, 8:00 AM by Mistress_Amethyst) |
| I am just about to embark on baking a devils food cake for a very beautiful lady whos birthday it is tommorow.Its chocolate,chocolate and more gooey chocolate!I have never made it before,baking is not my forte..My sponges generally come out like pancakes and My rock cakes like...well...rocks...but NOT in a good way.However I want to make this for her instead of buying it as I know she will like having a cake made for her instead of bought even tho it may not be QUITE so lushcious..so off I toddle to the kitchen and my mixing bowl...well they do say its the thought that counts! | ||
| 1 Aug 11 | Artists sought...where to post/ask (5) | (4 Aug 11, 12:06 AM by karmacoma) |
| I have a desire to get my boring white mercedes van painted in a one-off design...something fun,that would make it instantly recognizable as mine.I really dont know how to go about finding someone to do it..I cant afford to pay much so i thought maybe an art student keen to show off their work mite be the way to go.Has anyone got any suggestions where i should advertise or who to contact?Im hopeless at art myself and am really open to whatever design someone fancied to do...I intend to keep the van ad-infinitum so lowering the re-sale value isnt an issue. | ||
| 27 Jul 11 | HELP---SEVERE CRISIS OF CONFIDENCE :-( (11) | (29 Jul 11, 12:15 AM by karmacoma) |
| Tommorow I am driving my HUGE Mercedes sprinter van 5 miles to get its M.O.T.Im really scared,its so much bigger than anything ive driven before and it bears a huge gash down one side from the first time Trogg drove it...2 minutes and he had hit a bollard when turning!A couple of friends have sat with me as I've driven it and theysay I'm fine but the nerves are really bad.However we need to go away in august and I have got to be confident by then.I think my current state of anxiety is feeding greatly into how Im feeling bout this...after all LOADS of folk drive vans...Im thinking I need to calm [more...] | ||
| 24 Jul 11 | I am really trying...honest (10) | (26 Jul 11, 1:17 AM by karmacoma) |
| I have read through a few of my past weblogs and it has occurred to me that anyone who doesnt know me would think im a real sad-sack!This is so NOT me..I am actually a really positive,happy,loving person.I dont think I bring my friends down when im with them,or that im a particularly hard person to be with(this could however,be a total delusion on my part...my mates could be shaking their heads saying"she just doesnt see it,poor cow"...if so pls let me know..private memo prefered its just that when my heads playing up and wont shut up I find it helpful to write down my thoughts and you lucky [more...]
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| 24 Jul 11 | When the sadness comes along... | (24 Jul 11, 8:09 PM by dominalush) |
| When the sadness comes along [more...] | ||
| 23 Jul 11 | I have a fancy for a female sub.... (4) | (26 Jul 11, 9:33 PM by Shamonu) |
| Recently I have been fortuanate enough to have play with a collared female who is a slave to a friend of mine.She is superb,every sadists dream.She takes an immense ammount of pain and is unbelievably sexy.As she is aroused through the beatings and pussy/tit torture she is just one amazing ball of lust and sexuality and watching her cum(which,incidently,she manages to wait for permission for)is just SOOO hot.Best of it is,her submission is not given easily,in vanilla-land she is an incredibly strong,fiesty woman,so for her to submit,with her Masters permission,to Me is a real privilege.Its made [more...] | ||
| 8 Jul 11 | Day 7...this ones for Wendy (6) | (9 Jul 11, 11:17 AM by Black0rchid) |
| 25 years ago today I gave birth to my first child,a beautiful little girl.We called her Wendy.The second she was handed to me,screwed up and smeary,i felt the most amazing rush of unconditional and amazing love,i have never felt that before or since.My childhood was one of neglect and fear and I determined that hers would be so different,she would be loved and protected and supported.Anyone who wanted to hurt her would have to get through me first,and I can be pretty formidable when defending those I love.I made that promise to her as I held her close. [more...] | ||
| 7 Jul 11 | Day 6...I think? (3) | (7 Jul 11, 10:30 PM by jenevieve) |
| Today the M.E.is extracting its revenge...I am virtually bed-bound and in a lot of pain.I knew this would happen as for the last 5 days I have been trying to live like a healthy person.But Im undeterred as thats a whole day longer than I have ever managed before and at a very very difficult time.So altho today isnt a great one I am viewing it as a minor blip and not a full scale tragedy.Normal service will be resumed shortly. [more...] | ||
| 6 Jul 11 | Day 5...things a bit tough today (8) | (7 Jul 11, 12:27 AM by karmacoma) |
| Day 5...is this the time things start to become a struggle whenever you are trying to change ingrained habits...for me,having formless,structure-less days due to long term illness has become normal life,something which I am really wanting to change.So Im getting up same time,getting in the shower and writing a(hopefully)inspiring weblog on I.C.Today Im struggling.A relationship which was very important to me was broken recently partly due to my behavior...apoligies have been given and accepted but it is still broken.Today is that persons birthday.I had thought we would spend it together,we always [more...] | ||
| 5 Jul 11 | Day 4...therapy day (2) | (5 Jul 11, 6:41 PM by djin_bleu) |
| Being fortuanate enough to live in an area where mental health spending has not been completely cut I attend a group therapy session for people with personality disorders every tuesday morning.Group therapy...sounds "cosy"doesnt it,spect you have images of us all sat round weaving baskets and crocheting dishcloths...in reality its put 20 odd people with"issues"in a room,throw in some incendiary comments,sit back and wait for it to kick off!!!But for all that I find it really beneficial.So todays thought is about humour...something that I personally find VITAL for survival. [more...] | ||
| 4 Jul 11 | Day 3 and its monday! (3) | (4 Jul 11, 11:14 AM by Ama_Sidero) |
| Good morning!Yes its monday morning again...is it just me or is time flying by...must be an age thing...caught myself thinking bout someones xmas present yesterday!So,Im up,showered(without mishap this time)and coffee-ed up and found a nice little inspiration for the day. [more...] | ||
| 3 Jul 11 | Day 2 inspiring thought (2) | (3 Jul 11, 12:38 PM by Ama_Sidero) |
| After a dreadful disturbed night I emerged blinking like a sad mole exposed to day-light and tottered down to the shower.Trogg was standing in our tiny bathroom shaving, his dirty clothes covering almost the entire floor area and bath-mat and said bath-mat full of mud as he had just returned from the allotment and his shoes were still on!!God!!Men,they certainly are sent to try us.You would think the fact that he will be the one cleaning it all up would be enough to deter him from such stupidity but no,the Trogg isnt known for his common sense.Undeterred I got into the shower,turned it on and waited [more...] | ||
