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| 16 Jan 04 | Where am i ? | (16 Jan 04, 9:45 PM by dizziblonde) |
| Good question, not even i can answer that, i seem to be stuck between a rock and a hard place, my heart isn't in it anymore i feel like i am just going along with life,turning more nilla everyday, i need more than this so what do i do. [more...] | ||
| 31 Dec 03 | Happy New Year To You A/all | (31 Dec 03, 9:06 PM by dizziblonde) |
| Hope you a/All have a fantastic new year and that you A/all stick to those resolutions you make tonight. I know i won't. lol | ||
| 14 Dec 03 | feeling despondent | (14 Dec 03, 1:17 PM by dizziblonde) |
| As some of you may know i haven't been round much for the past few weeks, i have hardly been into #ukbdsm, i dunno whats gotten into me i used to love chatting but lately things seem to have gone stale, i don't know if i am going more nilla or i am just at a crossroads in my life. [more...] | ||
| 1 Dec 03 | thanx | (13 Sep 04, 6:19 AM by dizziblonde) |
| Westlife On Angels Wings [more...] | ||
| 23 Nov 03 | Changes | (13 Sep 04, 6:18 AM by dizziblonde) |
| Gabrielle out of reach [more...] | ||
| 21 Nov 03 | sorry i haven't blogged for a while ..... | (13 Sep 04, 6:18 AM by dizziblonde) |
| I still get my really bad days of insecurity but i don't get then half as often as i used to, i am still having really big problems with my neighbours recently they have become down right abusive towards me, why ? i dunno i guess because i am the person that lives on my own and because i am different i am not the perfect person, so thie following song has inspired me over the past few weeks [more...] | ||
| 25 Oct 03 | Bad Moods | (25 Oct 03, 5:05 PM by dizziblonde) |
| This week has been a particularly bad one for me one minute I am up happy and very positive the next I am down unhappy and confused about my collar thinking that maybe I have done the wrong thing. [more...] | ||
| 19 Oct 03 | Happiness | (20 Oct 03, 6:19 PM by dizziblonde) |
| i am now discovering what its like to be controlled, to beg to plead and then to be placed on an orgasm ban and yes all the above are making me happy well not the orgasm bit... [more...] | ||
| 17 Oct 03 | Thanx for your concern | (17 Oct 03, 9:21 PM by dizziblonde) |
| Thanx to those folks that mailed me and spoke to me in #UKBDSM regarding my headache and sickness, its now friday and the headache is still lingering ... [more...] | ||
| 15 Oct 03 | Orgasms and Headaches | (15 Oct 03, 9:05 PM by dizziblonde) |
Well folks there is no need to explain this title is
there.. lets just say i was very sick last night with a
bad head and throwing up  [more...]
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| 14 Oct 03 | What a difference a day makes | (13 Sep 04, 6:20 AM by dizziblonde) |
| this post no longer matters | ||
| 12 Oct 03 | Confused & Scared | (13 Sep 04, 6:16 AM by dizziblonde) |
| i am going to put the lyrics to a song that remind me of me, ok its a britney spear record but this is how i feel right now. - [more...] | ||
| 11 Oct 03 | Moral Dilema | (11 Oct 03, 6:31 PM by dizziblonde) |
| I don't want to go into details here but I need help..... [more...] | ||
| 10 Oct 03 | Excitment | (10 Oct 03, 4:16 PM by dizziblonde) |
Yippeeeeeeeeeeeeee i have done it i have finally booked
my 2 week holiday ... Tunisia here i come, just imagine
dear people christmas day lied around a swimming pool
with not a christmas tree in sight and if you expected
a christmas present ... tough  [more...]
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| 9 Oct 03 | Things are looking up ;) | (13 Sep 04, 6:14 AM by dizziblonde) |
| This posting no longer matters | ||
| 8 Oct 03 | Love Life The Universe | (8 Oct 03, 4:13 PM by dizziblonde) |
| I don't really have very much to write here today but I did take the first steps to changing my life. [more...] | ||
| 7 Oct 03 | A song that means so much to me | (7 Oct 03, 4:57 PM by dizziblonde) |
| You look at me and see the girl who lives inside a golden world but don't believe thats all there is to see you'll never know the real me [more...] | ||
| 6 Oct 03 | my first attempt at blogging | (7 Oct 03, 3:50 PM by dizziblonde) |
| Well this is my first go at weblog so I guess if you don't know me you are wondering who I am and what I am about……….. [more...] | ||
