darkdollie's blog on Informed Consent http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/weblogs/darkdollie/ The IC RSS Gadget webmaster@informedconsent.co.uk 360 Sun, 05 Feb 2012 18:13:30 GMT Sun, 05 Feb 2012 18:13:30 GMT Sun, 05 Feb 2012 18:13:30 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/324735/ Ha made you look, now I can join in the craze of weather reporting and tell you.......... Sat, 04 Feb 2012 11:40:26 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/324641/ This made me giggle so much, it's a valid question for any relationship.... Wed, 01 Feb 2012 13:44:38 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/324477/ I'm growling, i can hear myself but i can't stop. Growling and trying to tear at flesh with teeth and nails, to break free. I've lost it, finally lost it and you knew what you were doing getting me to this stage, i'm certainly not giggling any more! Im feral, just noises and feelings with no way to escape. The restraints cut tighter into as i pull helplessly against them, against the pain and the anger thats overwhelming me. I want it to stop now, so angry and hurt. But it doesn't, it carries on and on and you taunt me, hurt me. That laugh, god i hate you! Everything is burning, the world has turned red with pain. Now i'm screaming, the anger is starting to leave me and its being twisted into fear that stabs my chest like a knife. I'm scared, i can't take it, finding it hard to breath and my heart is pounding so hard, such a struggle. And still that chuckle, that amusement and i scream some more until my throat is sore with it. Now the tears, i just can't escape it, i'm helpless and i just beg and cry. The tears dry and its just sobs, a pliant body now. Finally given in Wed, 29 Jun 2011 00:40:00 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/308064/ I've been thinking about this a lot recently. Tue, 07 Jun 2011 01:46:51 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/306490/ Some days I want to be hurt. Brutal hands, teeth and boots laying in hard. Close up and hands on violence, the rawness of it. The anger that always takes over as I uselessly fight it, fight back, the realisation there's nothing I can do, I'm not strong enough, that overwhelms me until the tears flow and I just accept Tue, 09 Nov 2010 02:14:15 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/288686/ I blink as the van door opens and light floods in. After the dark of the never ending journey, it stings my eyes, making me wince. I blink again and almost wish i hadn't as i see pairs of lecherous eyes staring in, taking in ever part of my helpless, naked body. My only saving grace is that my legs were taped close together and by curling up i could shield myself. Sun, 25 Apr 2010 23:52:57 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/270649/ I keep catching myself doing it, I always have done. I just can't help poking the nasty tiger with a stick until it gets pissed off and pounces, teeth bared!! And i wouldn't mind but half the time there's just no need for it - well except for the fun factor *giggles* Tue, 20 Apr 2010 00:57:09 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/270107/ Ok I'm restless and bored tonight, nodody around *stamps foot* Mon, 19 Apr 2010 00:05:46 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/270007/ I feel like growling. Sat, 24 Jan 2009 00:19:34 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/223868/ Been out of things for a while, not for any reason as such, just sometimes life gets in the way of all things pervy. Wed, 13 Feb 2008 00:42:56 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/179800/ Well i was discussing pinnochio with a certain female tonight and we were trying to figure out who would be my conscience if i was the said puppet (it's late ok :-P)....... and do you know, i couldn't think of anyone i knew that is good enough to be my conscience! Sat, 19 Jan 2008 00:43:11 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/176323/ I just had to share that i am now the proud owner of 2 gorgeous knives. I just want to stroke them, lick them and have lots of naughty things done to me with them....did i mention that i adore blades!! It's just that cold, sharp steel, so hard and unyielding, mmmmmmmmm :-D Sat, 12 Jan 2008 00:58:49 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/175478/ It's un-consensual i tell you!!! Tue, 08 Jan 2008 01:13:29 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/174967/ I was in a crappy mood tonight all round (yeah i know, what changes :-P) but it was helped by me and co decided that tonight would be classy. Tue, 27 Nov 2007 23:39:34 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/169911/ Ok i may be exaggerating slightly but that's how it feels right now. Mon, 26 Nov 2007 03:00:00 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/169664/ I'd just like to share my excitement that i'm off to see Within Temptation on Thursday in Manchester *bounces* Fri, 23 Nov 2007 01:16:56 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/169269/ It's only for 2 days but i'm heading up to Edinburgh to invade!! Mon, 19 Nov 2007 05:06:01 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/168774/ Yep internet connection and computer both working again in perfect harmony so i'm all happy. It's been driving me crazy not being able to keep in touch with all you lovely people. It's funny how cut off you can feel without the option to come on, catch up and have a giggle with friends you can't be close to. Wed, 17 Oct 2007 17:15:06 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/164817/ Hope you've had a fantastic day and got lots of nice (and naughty ;-)) things! Sat, 04 Aug 2007 23:34:48 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/155198/ Or so it felt..........