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Humiliation
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Posted by bunnyRys on Wed 9 Jul 03, 3:25 PM
As I was growing up my parents tried to shelter me as
much as possible. This was quite hard for them
considering I took full liberty to indulge myself in my
various hobbies at every opportunity 
My parents did not allow me to work and I was not given
an allowance so I never had money for “cool” clothes or
just to go out. Combined with my rape and submission
fantasies, I felt rather isolated from my friends. I
spent much of my time in my own world which sometimes
led to waking up to find myself in situations where I
had no idea what was happening. These events used to
humiliate and embarrass me but over time I realized
that my feelings were based on how I interpret the
situation and others views have no bearing on my
worth. Plus, most of the time what you remember to be
an uncomfortable situation most people have all but
forgotten within five minutes.
Anyway, my past has armed me with a fearsome strength
of character and stubbornness. It has given me the
confidence to follow any dream such as moving here from
Canada, but, it also means I don't humiliate.
Recently I was given a homework assignment to list ten
things that would humiliate me and I'm completely
stumped. There are things I do not enjoy and things I
do not wish to do but not because I'm worried what
others will think, some are emotional triggers and
others are just gross! So because I respect and care
for this man, I'm publishing this article and hope that
it meets with his approval.
On the other hand, a list of 10 things was requested so
without further fanfare here it is:
1) Milk
2) Ice Cream
3) Tomatoes
4) Coke
5) Cucumber
6) Salad
7) Bread
8) Croissants
9) Squash
10) Tequila
Course, it is my shopping list but hey, what kind of
Dom wants a doormat anyway  Edited Wed 9 Jul 03, 3:27 PM by bunnyRys
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