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| 16 Mar 07 | disturbing news (12) | (18 Mar 07, 2:46 AM by hopespringseternal) |
| http://comment.independent.co.uk/commentators/ar... It was one of those rare occasions when I picked up a newspaper this morning. I have noticed over the last few years of Mugabe's rise that he is possibly as evil and corrupt as Saddam Hussein or Bin Laden, only he is wise enough to outwit us and keep a fairly low profile. His visit to France, he didn't get arrested because they were trying to keep the peace. It's a sad world where Mugabi is thought of a hero because he stands up against the west. It is also a sad world where we took over and had a mighty empire for so many years. Please [more...] | ||
| 16 Mar 07 | BBB (3) | (16 Mar 07, 6:51 PM by electricfog) |
| It looks like I will be seeing some of you on Sunday. Any suggestions on what out fit for this time??? | ||
| 15 Mar 07 | pain release | (15 Mar 07, 7:28 PM by bethy4ever) |
| I not like anger or crying, no no not do dem well at all. Dey be yucky horrid pwaces. This was a stoopid fight with me mum bout the flat when i move into it. Cos I want a cot bed or cage and dey reckon it gib me bad name with locals. Of course, dad stays out of it but mum took me down and I wanted to cry in front of her then made me feel guilty with not agreeing with what she wants. Yeah, they helps me buy de place but dey not allow me to express myself. Maybe I waits till a nice daddy or knight in shining armour comes along and takes me out ta here into safety. Right now, I feel angry nuff to [more...] | ||
| 15 Mar 07 | The Tower | (15 Mar 07, 5:03 PM by bethy4ever) |
| Okay, if anyone's interested we've kinda agreed contracts on the maisonette now and there is gonna be one large spare room availabe for a couple or single. No druggies or suicidals or abusers please people, fine with most other types but my parents have helped me buy this place and it's a little close to home and stories might get back. Yada, yada... So anyway, the price will be in excess of £400 a month, it's a two storey place with a view on Richmond Park on Cambridge Road estate. Let me know by replying or sending a memo if interested. Peace out, love and light. Bethy | ||
| 12 Mar 07 | bad yuckies | (12 Mar 07, 10:51 PM by bethy4ever) |
| not my day, it been heavy n horrid, morning were okay, spent getting ready for anticipated gender clinic ppointment. I den had a go see tara for therapy. Umm, she says i'm sorta disassociating one appointment from another and umm, well other things too like we can't helps bethy feel happys, leaast not yets. The gender ppointment i missed cos got time wrong. And den, i kinda had the worst bout an hour n half ago. A friend told me she beens rushed inna hospital coughing up blood eberwhere las nights and and it brought back the horrid intensive care, being on life support.. | ||
| 11 Mar 07 | little injun princess | (11 Mar 07, 9:50 PM by bethy4ever) |
| umm big day at SWAMP for lil injun princess bethy and had fun day, even if angelica pickles had to take beatings for her because she was too wimpy to take them herself and so blamed much on said dolly (who is after all devil spawn), thank You Mistress Donna for beating me so hardly and giving me positive experience, thank You for all others princess bethy met, Y/you are A/all awful kind to her. *curtsey* | ||
| 10 Mar 07 | regressing (2) | (10 Mar 07, 9:13 PM by bethy4ever) |
| So, I had an adult baby who had found my informed consent profile send me a message on yahoo when i was afk today. I was kinda brutal and mean telling him I was't ab but babygirl. I just don't see the point in being nappied but perhaps I would if someone did it to me perhaps i might find out more. Shrugs | ||
| 9 Mar 07 | sudden dark space (1) | (10 Mar 07, 9:03 AM by xCallyx) |
| I hads a sudden dark space, one moments i was discussing training and things and slavery and submission and now i just feel like a lost widdle wabbit, left behind that no one can be arsed to pick up and take care of. The brightness changed fast, the positivity and wit i sometimes have just dies and I'm left, lost lost lost lost lost lost lost. | ||
| 8 Mar 07 | suffering (2) | (8 Mar 07, 11:41 PM by Scherezade) |
| I feel very tired and drained because have been trying to sort out fights amongst my net family tonight, found myself in a roleplay group where bullying and physical violence is okay which i struggle with and have had really what can be called a horrid evening. It makes me want to scream and blow up my computer, I come online to avoid the problems of the real world and not to face them here too. | ||
| 6 Mar 07 | S.W.A.M.P (3) | (10 Mar 07, 2:31 PM by BristolTop) |
| Hiya, I'm a little nervous as never been there before so is anyone else coming from London down to SWAMP on sunday and willing to travel togeter? | ||
| 6 Mar 07 | the blog is going pro (3) | (21 Mar 07, 3:58 PM by bethy4ever) |
A few days until lift off but watch out please for www.bethanywrites.com , minor set back but all being dealt with.  | ||
| 4 Mar 07 | gothic princess (1) | (4 Mar 07, 8:19 PM by bethy4ever) |
| I've been exploring my more adult gothy side today. I love it, it makes me feel more beautiful and in touch with the spiritual elements of bethy. I think I gotta be careful not to be too dark otherwise I'll scare others off. For example, I want justice served against people who brought up ancient history, made manipulate lies about threats of cyber rape and sent me back quite a bit. I also want revenge on Robert and Henry, my exes (both of whom mindfucked me). I know revenge is an evil thing but I've got a right to stand up for myself. | ||
| 3 Mar 07 | safe playing (1) | (4 Mar 07, 9:51 AM by Patrician) |
| Hi, I'm looking to explore my teenage, more mystic and spiritual and less bright and floaty side. I think for me it's a question of finding safe players who really won't make me do what I don't want and understand about limits and boundaries. Most of the Daddy figures I come across seem to be Daddies for blowjob fantasies so, as usual, I ran a mile. That's a really yucky thing that scares me much as I enjoy butt sensations when done right. So how do I find a safe and caring player? How do I find someone willing to take me in as their Own without having to submit to a hard limit for me? Bethany | ||
| 2 Mar 07 | superhumans - x people (1) | (2 Mar 07, 11:34 PM by electricfog) |
| I think if Freud ever met me he'd be so interested he would have to cancel all his other patients. So full of moods and life and spirit that instead of being the one getting shrunk perhaps I'd be running rings aroun him. [more...] | ||
| 28 Feb 07 | super bethy (1) | (28 Feb 07, 5:06 PM by werewolf) |
| ta ta ta ta ta taaaaaaaaaa pupppppppppppy powers, bethy saves another day and defeats those foolish meanheads once again. All those stuck up bottoms who think that i gotta fit in don't know what they dealt with when they tangled bethy. Pow, whap, she beats dem alls. Zap, kaping, they're busy serving fries at MaccyD's in their supposed real world and I'll just hang around right here where things are better. | ||
| 26 Feb 07 | sacrificial lambs (2) | (26 Feb 07, 7:39 PM by GazUK1963) |
| When we are born, if we are lucky, we think the world is beautiful. Everything is safe and peaceful and quiet, and dare I say full of falsehood. It is a sad mistrustful place with many bitter, arrogant and selfish people who will try deliberately to hurt us. I feel sorry for children, little lambs brought into this disturbed existence, a place of tragedy and sorrow and little mirth. I am only grateful to be too late now to have children myself unless I gave up hormones for six whole months, and even then my libido would not be great enough. Maybe one day the world can be bright but until then i [more...] | ||
| 25 Feb 07 | bitter evil world | (25 Feb 07, 7:08 PM by bethy4ever) |
| there's no God, no fucking way he can exist and those Christians can go around bashing other religions and things. If he did he'd teach them a fucking lesson. You, you evil Evangelists have fucked my head up, twisted me and made me regret ever once being interested in sex those years ago. You damned me for being mortal but I am more than mortal for I have powers, I have rage that I have chosen not to use for a long time but now with recent events I think it can return to the surface. It can boil out my mouth and perhaps bring forward an Armageddon. [more...] | ||
| 24 Feb 07 | playmates and things (1) | (24 Feb 07, 5:01 PM by rehtael_ni_dal) |
| I'm sorta embarassed by how few I have on my friend list here at InformedConsent. I would love to find playmates and safe people but unfortunately I have very little luck at this. Part of the problem is probably that I don't want to go to clubs by myself and I am much shyer offline. I'm considering going out tonight, not sure which club to but one in London wh singles can fit in and possibly find playmates in my adult romantic mode. | ||
| 24 Feb 07 | way to make things worse, oh yeah, great everyone | (24 Feb 07, 1:12 AM by bethy4ever) |
| Geezus, it seems like i get offended by Someone every time i come into the room never giving me any proper fucking reason except that she finds me irritating. Then the one time i actually come in feeling happy and confident enough to do something about it it's me who gets jumped on. Never mind the fact that the evil one chooses to victimise others, myself included, and all i am doing is letting her know i won't be a victim. Oh no, it has to be bethy's fault doesn't it? Half the room jumps in to defend that hateful sourpuss. I've never said one bad thing about her before, does it bother anyone? Naaah, [more...] | ||
| 21 Feb 07 | songs n stuff | (21 Feb 07, 7:26 PM by bethy4ever) |
| You think that you can take care of my life, [more...] | ||
