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| 9 Mar 06 | Supermarket Snooping (6) | (9 Mar 06, 9:55 PM by alexandraa) |
| You know when you do that thing in the supermarket?…. You know, look at other people's shopping, especially at the tills? Oh go on you know you do. I know it's not just me that does that. Well why do you do it? I look and think, cuh that's SOOOO unhealthy, or yuk how can you possibly eat that, or my god you can't possible live off beer and crisps what are you doing? or oh you can get that at Tesco for 15p less, or oh I wish I'd bought one of those, or oh I NEED a cheesecake too. [more...] | ||
| 7 Mar 06 | Odd Thoughts About Stone Steps (3) | (8 Mar 06, 3:29 PM by akussa) |
| Sometimes I get distracted by odd thoughts, today it was… funny how stone steps wear down. They look like they go all squishy, all rounded and smoothed out, dipping down in the middle like they're made of clay. Well not unrelated I suppose. But stone really, don't you think it's amazing how it wears down? [more...] | ||
| 1 Mar 06 | How Romantic? (1) | (1 Mar 06, 10:49 PM by mini_velvet) |
| What does it mean to you? Swept off your feet by a wave of roses? Carried away on a white charger? Heart shapes and flowers, maybe little cupids twittering, or poems perhaps, being read poetry does it for you? Diamonds? Gold? Jewellery? M&S vouchers? [more...] | ||
| 28 Feb 06 | Confidence and challenge (2) | (1 Mar 06, 11:26 AM by The_AntiSub) |
| I have a picture of me as a five year old, dressed in the winter uniform of my boarding school, complete with boater. Winter uniform and summer boater, I never have figured that one out, guess the photographer thought it looked nice. [more...] | ||
| 26 Feb 06 | Weblogs, How Do You Eat Yours? (4) | (27 Feb 06, 8:56 PM by augusta) |
| I looked back through some of my old weblogs yesterday, I think mostly I'm pretty restrained. OK so I can blog about sex & kink with abandon, but what other way is there to blog about sex & kink? I could trace my history and key things that had happened over the past couple of years but unless you are me you wouldn't understand nor realise what I was writing about much of the time. [more...] | ||
| 22 Feb 06 | But Sometimes.... (1) | (22 Feb 06, 11:26 PM by northernwench) |
| Sometimes it's just the little things that make you feel the depth of your connection, a hand on your throat, a finger running across your body, a small touch, a whisper, his breath in your ear. [more...] | ||
| 20 Feb 06 | How Does It Happen? (1) | (21 Feb 06, 3:49 PM by LadyRed) |
| Sometimes when you examine something really closely you can't see what it is. Take a microscope and look at a slug's tongue. I know, why would you want to? Lord knows, but I've done that. That's what a biology degree gets you, intimate knowledge of slug's tongues. They have masses of teeth on a plate, 30,000 teeny tiny teeth all rasping away, it's called a radula in case you wondered. Think of that next time you're having a lick of something. [more...] | ||
| 19 Feb 06 | Fleetwood, Days Gone By (2) | (20 Feb 06, 2:49 PM by alexandraa) |
| I visited where I lived in my formative teenage years last week. A place called Fleetwood. When you look at the name it sounds kind of olde worlde, makes me think of smugglers and caves and ancient taverns, mysteries, crashing waves, screeching gulls and men with peg legs talking riddles. But then I always did have a vivid imagination. Think more - tired and worn out Victorian resort cum depleted fishing town, clinging to the edge for years, deprived, run down, a resort for children and families who really, really, really can't afford anything else. [more...] | ||
| 13 Feb 06 | I Vh'ant to be Ah'lone (1) | (13 Feb 06, 6:28 PM by TwinkleXx) |
| I've a few days away soon and on the one hand I am looking forward to the break and on the other hand I'm thinking ermmm why have I tried to pack in seeing so many people? Am I turning into a recluse? [more...] | ||
| 12 Feb 06 | Monkey Minges & Weight Issues (2) | (12 Feb 06, 3:35 PM by alexandraa) |
| I went for my usual swim this morning and I noticed two things. One, after swimming I jumped in the jacuzzi (well stepped carefully, so I didn't fall flat on my face and look like a twat). Opposite me there was a very skinny blonde lady. I don't think it's a good look, no siree, baggy swimsuit, rake of a body, drawn face, nasty yack, but she had that lady whom lunches look about her and no doubt has striven for such a look, living off a lettuce leaf a day. [more...] | ||
| 10 Feb 06 | Fuck, Fucked, Fucking (6) | (11 Feb 06, 8:59 AM by alexandraa) |
| Sometimes there's fucking and sometimes there's FUCKING. Sometimes there's bloody-bastard-brilliant fucking and sometimes there's oh-my-god-I-can't-take-it-is-this-how-people-get-fu cked-to-death-my-body-is-going-to-explode-or-someth ing fucking. We've never done crap fucking, which is pretty amazing considering all the fucking that's gone on. And buggery, well that's all part and parcel of it. [more...] | ||
| 7 Feb 06 | D/s or Management Development? (3) | (8 Feb 06, 3:20 PM by PaganDiver) |
| Five weeks since I started my new job. It's proving an interesting thing. The work isn't so different. However my skills currently being tested are those around management. It's a big team with just a few people directly answering to me but a whole bunch I need to influence, provide leadership and indeed manipulate into doing what I want them to do. [more...] | ||
| 4 Feb 06 | The Hardest Part | (4 Feb 06, 7:09 PM by alexandraa) |
| Just kneeling quietly, my cheek on his thigh, his hand on my hair. A hushed and gentle moment, a lull while he thinks about what he wants. If I looked up he'd probably be gazing at the array of sex weapons on the wall. Or maybe not. Maybe he too is savouring a moment of quietness, peacefully absorbing my submission. Feeling the power flow between us. I wait patiently for his gesture. Knowing much as I want it now, it will come, when he's ready. [more...] | ||
| 2 Feb 06 | Afterburn Horn© (2) | (2 Feb 06, 11:02 PM by CoeurDeLion) |
| Yes that well known condition. You know, after the big shagarama fuckfest buggery beating thing that's gone on for hours. You've orgasmed all over the place and he's come more times than the Jubilee tube on a weekday. Your arse has met more types of sticks and pieces of leather than any arse should meet in one day. Then an hour or so later… after a little rest… dinner…. a snooze maybe. It's AFTERBURN HORN© time. [more...] | ||
| 30 Jan 06 | Balderdash Piffle & Cunt (10) | (31 Jan 06, 1:10 PM by Calic) |
| Interesting programme on Beeb2 about the origin of words, today we were on C words. Germaine Greer (wouldn't you know it) did cunt. Entertainingly enough cunt is the only real word for, well, a woman's cunt. The totality of a woman's sex organs, ie all those bits between her legs including the vagina and pudendum. [more...] | ||
| 29 Jan 06 | Those Three Little Words (3) | (30 Jan 06, 7:45 PM by DewiCinci) |
| I wouldn't say such a thing as complacency has ever entered my relationship with the Evil One but over time there comes a well-oiled-smooth-running machine feeling to it. The power dynamic, my responses and behaviours, I understand and know how to behave without thinking about it. I know how to please him and what he expects of me. It would seem strange to write about a vanilla relationship in that way wouldn't it? [more...] | ||
| 28 Jan 06 | Little Things That Have Annoyed Me Today (7) | (29 Jan 06, 6:38 PM by akussa) |
| Speed bumps. London has recently gone mad on speed bumps and has installed them willy nilly all over the place. You can't drive 2 yards without hitting one. Some are so outrageously high you have to come to a dead stop and inch over them otherwise you feel like you're in a Dukes of Hazard film. [more...] | ||
| 26 Jan 06 | Whose Pleasure? | (26 Jan 06, 10:53 PM by alexandraa) |
| So submissive, so eager to please. To shape and take, to hold and tease. Temptation for the sadist, temptation for the Dominant. She's all but a blank canvas, one that screams to be filled. To have lines drawn across her and clear rules laid down plainly. [more...] | ||
| 23 Jan 06 | Desperately Seeking Dominance (5) | (25 Jan 06, 12:18 AM by krystle) |
| So what is it you really seek? The fundamentals, the things you couldn't live without? For me its that sense of peace and security. Imagine yourself curled in a cosy little ball in the middle of acres of fluffy duvets. Safe, secure, content and happy. Sleepy and satisfied. I think there are many people who enjoy that outside of a Ds environment too. [more...] | ||
| 22 Jan 06 | Definitions and Doubts (1) | (22 Jan 06, 11:01 AM by Bbdspls) |
| Early on I thought I'd got it wrong. You see I made the heinous mistake of coming into the BDSM scene with the attitude of wanting a good spanking, a bit of control and lots of evil teasing, from a delicious man I could have a decent relationship with. Wrong, wrong, wrong. Or was I? [more...] | ||
