| 24 May 06 | The Best Bit? (3) | (24 May 06, 7:52 PM by sub_mezereon) |
| Is it that moment when he walks into the house? Or before that when you hear him pull up? Or when he walks past the front windows? Or when he gestures to go into the bedroom? When he looks at you and looks away? Sex written all over him but what is he thinking? To fuck, to cane, to crop, to cuddle? [more...]
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| 24 May 06 | Work Life Balance (2) | (24 May 06, 6:38 PM by caprycorn) |
| I've learnt a lot about myself over the past few years. Particularly since coming to London. I've learnt there is a work life balance to be had and held on to. There was a time when working all hours seemed important. Driven to achieve and prove, to compete in the world. What is it with competition and humans? Why do we turn everything into winner and loser? It's really very tiresome. [more...]
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| 21 May 06 | Fear and Fast and Furious Fucking (1) | (21 May 06, 11:06 PM by lucky_1) |
| The pain, the lash, the sharp bitter sting. The slice and the bite of it. Hear it cut the air. Hear it crack. My body sweats and trembles. Fear pulsing through me, far more intense than anything else. Yet the pain isn't more intense, so why the fear? It's sharp but it's manageable. A knife edge of pain but soon to dissipate. It's the whip, it's frightening. Look at it, so scary and vicious. It's more what it could do, than what it does. It terrifies me. He terrifies me. I struggle to calm my mind, to still myself. It's a test of trust like no other sex weapon we have. [more...]
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| 21 May 06 | Lazy Sunday Afternoon (3) | (29 May 06, 7:52 AM by pinksparklygytha) |
| It's raining. It's Sunday afternoon. There's only one thing for it, a Sunday afternoon film. What? What do you mean you can think of something else? Thank god for DVDs because there is of course nothing entertaining on the TV. It took me back. Do you remember when there was always a film on TV on Sunday afternoon? Sunday's were probably the most predictable day in our household. [more...]
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| 18 May 06 | What is the Watersports Pecking Order? (12) | (18 May 06, 9:19 PM by lipstickdyke) |
| So imagine you're a Dominant. You can be male or female I don't mind, and you can dress up as either too, you can be TV, whatever you fancy, it doesn't really matter for this scenario. OK, so, you're this Dominant person, into SM and all sorts of deviancy. You have two submissives you torment. [more...]
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| 16 May 06 | The Moors (6) | (17 May 06, 4:58 PM by alexandraa) |
| A mixed bag blog of wandering thoughts today. [more...]
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| 15 May 06 | A Bit of Erotica (3) | (15 May 06, 7:46 PM by lucky_1) |
| Her breasts nicely rounded, a fullness without heaviness. Nipples you could brush your thumb over so easily and nicely. Feeling them harden suddenly under your touch. Waist in, swelling out, soft flesh. What does it cry for? To be touched, stroked and played with. Slapped. To hold it, grasp it, twist it and mark it. [more...]
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| 14 May 06 | Pain, Fear and Pain and Fear (2) | (14 May 06, 12:05 PM by arwenNS) |
| What brings the thrills? Is it the fear or the pain, or the fear of the pain, or the fear of the desire for the pain. While my desire for pain can ebb and flow, I never get comfortable with pain. I want it, indeed need it, it is so completely interwoven with my sexual satisfaction that even before I came into a Ds/SM relationship, I knew pain gave me that extra push to sexual fulfilment. [more...]
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| 13 May 06 | Prejudice (8) | (14 May 06, 9:17 PM by Prunesquallor) |
| I grew up exposed to prejudice. White, female, blonde, blue eyed, not pig ugly, middle class, private education, what prejudice might I have come across day in and day out and had to learn to live with? I think most of us grow up exposed to prejudice but we learn to adapt, to become part of the crowd, to adopt herd mentality. We yearn to be accepted to find our group of peers to feel at home and comfortable with. Most of us will adapt till we fit. Few will stand up and say well fuck you, this is me, accept it or go to hell. [more...]
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| 10 May 06 | Ice Cream (4) | (12 May 06, 5:01 PM by Prunesquallor) |
| Now there's a funny thing. I just got a taste for Ribena cordial poured over vanilla ice cream. Right on my tongue, Ribena. Where did that come from? I can assure you that wasn't exactly what I currently had in mind for my tongue. It just suddenly popped out of the blue, Ribena and ice cream. [more...]
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| 9 May 06 | Ahhhhhhhhh That Hurts So Good (3) | (9 May 06, 10:26 PM by lucky_1) |
| I decided to treat myself to a massage tonight. Special offers abound and after a couple of days humming and harring about whether it was a consensual act to force my lash marked back under someone's professional touch, I finally thought bollocks, I'm going for one. Bit of a stiff shoulder from Friday's exertions too, so hey I thought, here I come, an hour of cut price rest and relaxation under the administrations of a svelte Swedish masseur. Yeah!! [more...]
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| 8 May 06 | Lolling About In London (4) | (9 May 06, 12:01 PM by Smartarse) |
| A fairly quiet weekend. Saturday I creaked and stumbled around the house like an arthritic robot. Stiff as a board, fluid and graceful were not appropriate adjectives to my actions that day. Mind you I managed to loosen up enough by tonight for essential services to mankind. But Saturday, the slightest movement reminded me of every whip/flogger/crop/cat stroke. Shame huh? Yum yum. Nothing like a good beating. I did have to go to bed again in the afternoon for a recovery nap. Shhh don't tell anyone. [more...]
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| 7 May 06 | And Then Came The Dungeon (1) | (7 May 06, 11:22 PM by lucky_1) |
| The session (see previous blog) with Alex ended and he moved on to set up the dungeon with a more intimate ambience for our private use. Suddenly this large practical room turned into a den of iniquity. Flickering lights, music, atmosphere, it was all there. He helpfully showed us the other weapons of submissive destruction he had, obligingly pointing out the viciousness of a particular cat/flogger type instrument. For those of morbid curiosity you can see this obscenely vile piece on his web site -click here. [more...]
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| 6 May 06 | A Complete Whipping (6) | (6 May 06, 5:09 PM by x_pixie_x) |
| Well finally Friday Whip Day had arrived. An afternoon with Colbeh for whip tuition under Alex Jacobs. [more...]
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| 3 May 06 | Back Into Line (2) | (3 May 06, 9:45 PM by alexandraa) |
| It's such a huge rush. That moment where power exchange is clarified. He slips it in here and there. A word, a gesture, a raised eyebrow and I feel admonished, protected, scared and cared for, all at once. Both secure and apprehensive. It seems like a conflict and yet it feels so right. [more...]
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| 2 May 06 | Silly School Girls (8) | (3 May 06, 11:52 PM by Prunesquallor) |
| I had a lovely day yesterday. A kind of silly school girl day. No, no before you start tugging your trouser snakes, not that kind of “nudge, nudge, wink, wink get the uniform and cane out” school girl, more a girly day of nonsense. Met a friend and we did the posh bit of London. Swept, scorned and smirked like professionals. Professional window shoppers that is. [more...]
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| 27 Apr 06 | Dominance and Mentoring (2) | (27 Apr 06, 10:22 PM by alexandraa) |
| I was chatting with my boss today about our staff. Talking about who we think has potential and how we'd like to develop them. The boss sees mentoring as the answer to many aspects of personal development. Made me think how very Ds it all is really. I think many of the qualities of good leadership and staff management hold the same traits as Dominance. Out of the blue he asked me who had mentored me. With barely pause for thought, “Colbeh,” I said. [more...]
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| 25 Apr 06 | Over Excited (5) | (25 Apr 06, 4:45 PM by alexandraa) |
| “She's over excited”, was always my mother's explanation of my sisters and I being nauseous or vomiting when we were young. No 24 hour bug, no food poisoning, no flu, no infection, no upset stomach for any other reason than being "over excited". [more...]
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| 20 Apr 06 | Mentally Deranged Singing (5) | (25 Apr 06, 7:52 AM by colbeh) |
| I think I'm mentally deranged. I've been noticing for a long time now something bizarre happens when I'm immersed in water. Shower or bath. It's very odd. And now I've started thinking about it I realise it is in fact a long established habit, I can remember doing it at quite a young age. [more...]
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| 17 Apr 06 | Faking It (4) | (17 Apr 06, 6:11 PM by DewiCinci) |
| So what's the big deal? Really? Come on? Does it really matter if you fake it? It's about giving your partner pleasure too isn't it? Sometimes that can mean faking it. You've never said a little lie or two to massage your partner's ego, make them feel good and happy and proud? [more...]
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