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| 2 Aug 06 | Blame Is A Hard Limit (10) | (7 Aug 06, 8:38 AM by commuter) |
| To me there is nothing nastier than blame attitude. It's the one thing without question that can make me despise a person within a matter of nanoseconds. Not my fault but your fault because…. [more...] | ||
| 1 Aug 06 | The Big Why? (6) | (2 Aug 06, 8:09 AM by LittleEl) |
| I had one of those moments today. One of those “why everything” occasions. You know, the “What's it all about Alfie?”. The Big Why. Why am I here, why are we here, why work, why live, why breathe, just why. Why? I lost all sense of self and meaning, ambition and purpose. It just fucked off. Gone with the wind. (My word and wasn't it windy today? My contact lenses are killing me. Pain in not a nice way). [more...] | ||
| 31 Jul 06 | Sexual Must Haves..... Or Are They? (2) | (31 Jul 06, 8:35 PM by EricStanton) |
| So many wants, so many demands, so many needs and desires. Is it unreasonable? Does there come a time in life when you should stop making compromises? Or is there a time when you should make more? More more more… oh sorry, wrong blog… [more...] | ||
| 26 Jul 06 | So Hot, Too Hot, Even For Spiders (6) | (27 Jul 06, 7:32 AM by Da_Pix) |
| So hot. So clammy. Even first thing in the morning it's warm where it should be cool. There should be soft chill in the air and an opportunity to vent the flat. Cold breeze to fill my home. I can barely remember what it's like. But no, just warm, so warm I can't tell if it's warmer in or out. Feels like the heating is on, and the oven and the laundry. Seems everything is churning out heat. Yet nothing is. [more...] | ||
| 24 Jul 06 | Laughter and Limits (2) | (25 Jul 06, 2:23 PM by Prunesquallor) |
| Isn't laughter the best medicine? Why do I have a sore throat then? I think it's one of my reasons I soooooo can't be doing with negative people, negative attitudes, victim behaviour etc etc. You need to laugh people, until you can't breathe properly. You make your choices and if you want to have a massive wallow in self pity then so be it. Not of course that I don't have massive wallows in self pity but they tend to last about 3 minutes until I'm bored with myself. [more...] | ||
| 23 Jul 06 | The Bows And Trappings of Sado Masochism (8) | (24 Jul 06, 10:31 PM by goldeneyes) |
| What takes us down the fantasy route? Why for example read about O or Gor and think ah yes that is my path? Or feel you want to be a head master or school girl/boy, write lines and be caned? [more...] | ||
| 21 Jul 06 | A Culture Of Fear And Bullying (4) | (21 Jul 06, 10:54 PM by Mac_rame) |
| No not here, although it does go on too in all arenas of life don't you find? But the last place I worked for, the place I left with a happy heart seven months ago. [more...] | ||
| 19 Jul 06 | Past It, Washed Up, Left On the Shelf....... (6) | (20 Jul 06, 7:48 PM by caprycorn) |
| I'm past it apparently. In a moment of madness I had a browse on (looks over shoulder) “vanilla” singles sites. Mmmm. I know. That's shocked you hasn't it? Singles as in match making, not singlets as in vests. In a moment of even further madness (OK so I saw the banner and thought I wonder how much they charge) so I rang this elite dating agency for London based "professionals". I know I know. Well it's really really hot hot hot and I was bored and all my friends appear to be out, probably having sex in the woods the bastards. Anyway.... [more...] | ||
| 17 Jul 06 | How Ridiculous!!!!!!!!! (6) | (18 Jul 06, 6:40 PM by MykelO) |
| It's completely hot still. How hot is it? Way too sodding hot to sleep. Ridiculously hot. Stupidly hot. Impossibly hot. It's hot did you know? [more...] | ||
| 16 Jul 06 | A Right Good Kneading (1) | (19 Jul 06, 5:21 PM by Fcuk_Nose) |
| Cor gorgeous day or what? Hot as a freshly baked loaf. I was too. I'm a lucky bugger did you know? One of my friends has just qualified in something or another (I know great attention to detail huh?) but what this means is she is now performing massage duties for the chosen few at greatly reduced rates. Hurrah! So with gay abandon I tripped across London today to submit myself to her ministrations. [more...] | ||
| 15 Jul 06 | Just a Blog.... did you guess? (1) | (15 Jul 06, 9:24 AM by buttockup) |
| All in all, what a flipping week. Completely knackered last night. Fell asleep around 9.30, thankfully on the sofa not face down on the keyboard, although I've done that before too. I finally woke and crawled to bed. Then woke at 2.30am ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! [more...] | ||
| 13 Jul 06 | Technical Help (9) | (13 Jul 06, 9:58 PM by alexandraa) |
| I'm sure. You're kind of stuck with no recourse but to use it though, you know your internet connection isn't working properly, what else can you do? You have to turn to “Technical Help”. [more...] | ||
| 9 Jul 06 | Bar, Balls and U Bend (4) | (14 Jul 06, 10:31 AM by Thor50) |
| Some things you just shouldn't try doing when you're tired, you just know it's all going to get completely fucked up. Dress making and alterations count among the things that should be left till you're fully compus. Which is my excuse for never getting round to doing the kind of stuff that needs doing one day… [more...] | ||
| 9 Jul 06 | What price submission? (4) | (9 Jul 06, 11:05 AM by kneelinggem) |
| And indeed why do we seek it? In some ways I question more not the desire to submit but the existence of dominance in the absolute breadth of all that can mean. Isn't it a great deal of responsibility to ask of someone else? [more...] | ||
| 6 Jul 06 | Scruffy Bastards (5) | (6 Jul 06, 10:35 PM by Sweetiejar) |
| Don't you think it's a bit weird people buy clothes that already look knackered? And wear them. (Go on, admit it, you've bought things that have stayed in your wardrobe forever, never destined to see the light of day, just to end their stay with you in a plastic charity clothes bag). Lately I've been noticing 2 things. Well actually I've noticed lots of things but we won't go into that. (Well…. the hot weather seems to bring out weighty baby arm cocks clad in skimpy shorts, have you noticed or is it just me? I must be a pervert, maybe). [more...] | ||
| 4 Jul 06 | Hot Throbbing Heat | (4 Jul 06, 9:17 PM by alexandraa) |
| Hot, hot, hot. Not a breath of air. Something about it. Uncomfortable and yet I enjoy suffering in it. It reminds me of books I've read where it's hot, hot, hot. Something years back about rats and architects by Mary Gentle, and then the film, The Postman Always Rings Twice (1981). I have a vivid image of Jessica Lange clad in next to nothing, standing sweat drenched in front of a fan as Jack Nicholson runs his hands over her throat. Sigh. [more...] | ||
| 3 Jul 06 | Facial Fetish (7) | (4 Jul 06, 10:18 PM by subsumed) |
| I've got a new fetish. While on holiday my sister and I went and spent a half day at a spa, we were massaged and pummelled and pampered over every inch of our bodies. So what's different I hear you ask? Well for a start there was very little pain involved and it was all women who were doing it. [more...] | ||
| 2 Jul 06 | The Ultimate Bratty Submissive (4) | (2 Jul 06, 9:21 PM by angelina1) |
| Children. Bugger me sideways but don't you just hate them to pieces? I could so, so happily, slip into the child-catcher role on Chitty Chitty Bang Bang, no problem at all. Catch the little fuckers and lock them all away, out of sight and out of mind. No really, come on even if you love them you have to admit they are the most profoundly annoying creatures on the face of this planet. Growl. I have just spent the last two and a bit weeks with gritted teeth. I'm very tense. I need to go and swim or get a big massage or something. [more...] | ||
| 29 Jun 06 | What can go wrong, will go wrong (3) | (30 Jun 06, 1:10 AM by TheProf) |
| Just back from holiday, looking forward to a couple of days recouping my jet lag, chilling out in the blissful peace and quiet of my flat, devoid of animal and child life, and what happens? [more...] | ||
| 28 Jun 06 | Large Erections and Other Elevations (3) | (28 Jun 06, 7:38 PM by caprycorn) |
| Where to start? With 3 foot cocks, two mile high elevations or more on overseas toilets? Or maybe just a general session on what makes so many people from the good old US of A appear so dim? Obviously there are some very clever Americans out there, Ben & Jerry for starters… or more appropriately dessert, oh but they're Canadian aren't they? I'm not having a general go at Americans here… but…. stupid comment of the year goes to the girl in the beauty products bargain store who said “my greatest ambition is to have an English accent”. However she did undercharge me $5 for my nail varnishes, [more...] | ||
