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| 26 Nov 10 | In favour of sleep.......... | (26 Nov 10, 10:06 PM by The_Bringing) |
| Good Evening people. [more...] | ||
| 23 Nov 10 | Speaking out..... | (23 Nov 10, 7:17 PM by The_Bringing) |
| My first intention when I began this weblog thing was largly personal and quite selfish I suppose. I wanted to attempt to clarify to my personal satisfaction out in the open of the BDSM world why I am even here at all. I was questioning and still am to some degree whether submission in the sense that I have known it most of my adult life was even a plausable aim any longer. BDSM play is now almost out in the main stream, certainly at a swinging level, everyone seems to be tying each other to beds to be fucked, your turn today, me tomorrow hun! “Oh! that must make us both switches,”........grins.... [more...] | ||
| 12 Nov 10 | What really does matter is honesty.... | (12 Nov 10, 9:41 PM by The_Bringing) |
| Hello People, [more...] | ||
| 7 Nov 10 | Victims in the darkness....... | (7 Nov 10, 8:59 PM by The_Bringing) |
| I am sitting in my favourite autumn/winter room, I just love this time of year as winter approaches. Looking at the blackness, transfixed by the the vague ghostly outlines of the trees moving as the next westerly roars in from the Atlantic. The 'Allegri Miserere' resonating, full of passion. As the weekend draws to a close, the house is quiet and still....I am alone in my world. My mind drifted to the week ahead I step back into the little room tomorrow, (no not that one) after ten days break from therapy......Got quite a few session during the next few days and I was sitting here pondering [more...] | ||
| 6 Nov 10 | Mountains, submissives and floods. | (6 Nov 10, 8:46 AM by The_Bringing) |
| Rather too late the thought has occurred that yesterday I indicated that I would be climbing in Cumbria today.... [more...] | ||
| 5 Nov 10 | Adjustment..... | (5 Nov 10, 4:58 PM by The_Bringing) |
| Another crowded week coming towards the end. [more...] | ||
| 3 Nov 10 | Dark and Light/ Light and Dark...... | (3 Nov 10, 2:18 PM by The_Bringing) |
| Thought I might venture back into the rhelms of clinical depression once again.....The subject has been floating in and out of my mind ever since last Thursday when I got the big dose of insight I was talking about last weekend. [more...] | ||
| 1 Nov 10 | Pondering and 'ammering... | (1 Nov 10, 2:19 PM by The_Bringing) |
| Done It! [more...] | ||
| 30 Oct 10 | From the Bull Ring to Enlightenment! | (30 Oct 10, 3:29 PM by The_Bringing) |
| Back again, I can't believe that its been ten days or more since I got to my favourite addiction these day. Well favourite at the moment eh! Nothing would get ahead of exploring submission in real life. But as I seem to be totally not in demand on the submission front these days, I shall have to resort to my fav place, the blank web log page... [more...] | ||
| 19 Oct 10 | Time and submission... | (19 Oct 10, 9:15 PM by The_Bringing) |
| Where does this time go, it passes us by that's for sure. There was a time not that long ago back in January this year when I was feeling the thing, this 'time' weighing very heavily on my mind. That weighing situation was one of the reasons, perhaps the main reason why I ventured back onto i/c after such a long gap. I guess what brought me back was that ten years earlier when life had felt similarly empty I had found what I needed around i/c. I discovered during that period of change in my life that I need something substantial to keep my mind stimulated. I found that stimulation in submission [more...] | ||
| 13 Oct 10 | Testing, PTS and Miners | (13 Oct 10, 4:17 PM by The_Bringing) |
| 'Testing', that's how today I would best describe my feelings about working in mental health. Perhaps by 'testing' I mean the degree of uncertainty around the whole exercise which could perhaps be alternatively classified as, “What the fucks going to happen today?” [more...] | ||
| 10 Oct 10 | The Basics of Life | (10 Oct 10, 10:11 PM by The_Bringing) |
| On the occasions when the black mood strikes back at me, I usually dig deep in my mind to recapture the words I used to kick start life, the big bang of psychological change that gave me the foundation stones of recovery that lead me to where I am now.......... [more...] | ||
| 6 Oct 10 | Testing times | (6 Oct 10, 9:49 PM by The_Bringing) |
| The past few days have proved rather testing to be honest on the emotional front, beginning when a good friend over some years told me she had breast cancer and would be facing a mastectomy in the coming weeks. Rather chastening when one here's news like this out of the blue. I mean I hear other people's bad news all the time as I sit with people in a therapy room. This can produce a double edged sword I feel. People often ask me, “Doesn't it get you down hearing that constant barrage of bad stuff from other people's lives?” Well the easy answer is generally, no it doesn't. Of course it could do, [more...] | ||
| 2 Oct 10 | Developing ideas. | (2 Oct 10, 10:11 PM by The_Bringing) |
| Some interesting threads on mental health around on i/c during the past day or so. Most people making some very pertinent points and there would seem to be a far enhanced understanding of the general issues around mental health and depression in particular on i/c than in the population at large. Not really surprising I suppose, open minds are generally more evident around here. Although I am often surprised by some who seem to bring the more routine vanilla attitudes and prejudices into an alternative world, but I guess its inevitable that even attempts to create a more human friendly setting such [more...] | ||
| 1 Oct 10 | Poetry of the body..... | (1 Oct 10, 10:23 PM by The_Bringing) |
| “The poetry of the body, the testimony of the senses. Like a poem, it is not linear, it meanders and twists back on itself,shows us what we do not see with our eyes, but in the eyes of our spirit. Eroticism reveals to us another world, inside this world. The senses become servants of the imagination, and let us see the invisible and hear the inaudible.” Octavio Paz [more...] | ||
| 1 Oct 10 | Satisfaction & Clarification | (1 Oct 10, 11:45 AM by The_Bringing) |
| Wet Friday mornings who'd hav em... [more...] | ||
| 29 Sep 10 | Just a self indulgent rant! | (29 Sep 10, 8:56 PM by The_Bringing) |
| Sometimes I really don't know whether to laugh or cry in my cosy little therapy room. [more...] | ||
| 28 Sep 10 | Life changing stuff.... | (28 Sep 10, 10:21 PM by The_Bringing) |
| My eventual response to Jannine's enquiry of me with its intentionally heavy emphasis on the 'you' word, was very tentative, yet because she had put me right on the spot and I had nowhere to go, except perhaps to run back to my mates with the drinks, I was focussed upon this moment, upon resolving this predicament I felt. The barman stood there, looking at me, it was as if, he and I were frozen in time by the presence of this erotic sensual women. During the coming months I had this sensation many times as I witnessed her in situations, physical and sexual that at the moment in this bar were outside [more...] | ||
| 24 Sep 10 | Life with women | (24 Sep 10, 11:32 PM by The_Bringing) |
| This proved to be a long writing process folks. More a mind clearing exercise for me than anything else. The work comes from the heart though as always. [more...] | ||
| 22 Sep 10 | Steam hammers in the head! | (22 Sep 10, 8:37 PM by The_Bringing) |
| Good evening to you all [more...] | ||
