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| 2 Apr 07 | Down and out... (5) | (3 Apr 07, 9:15 AM by Rhoobarb) |
| Y'know, as time goes by I figure the whole closed off bitter don't need friend's game I've been playing for so long has its down sides. At present I can't say I'm particularly happy. My girlfriend wants to 'experience sex' and I know a lot of people are all for the more than one playmate thing but I'm not. I don't like it, and I don't honestly think I should have to. I know she has someone in mind because why else would it be such a big issue all of a sudden? The worst, most hurtful thing is, she hasn't told me who. I mean I haven't asked but should I have to? Not to mention she talks to a guy online, [more...] | ||
| 4 Jan 07 | Electrical Play (8) | (4 Jan 07, 5:53 PM by EStim_Si) |
| Hi. Well it's been a while since I last posted, but I thought you guys might be able to help me out. My girlfriends birthday is coming up and I want to get her an electric play set... type thing... and I was wondering if you guys know any good sites I can ponder? [more...] | ||
| 24 May 06 | Love And Kisses (8) | (25 May 06, 5:53 PM by Ppengy) |
| To all who think they are better then others because your spelling/grammer/experiance/age/weblog count/cock size/etc. [more...] | ||
| 14 May 06 | Secret Meanings (2) | (14 May 06, 9:51 PM by Amaranth) |
| Lets keep this nice and short: [more...] | ||
| 11 May 06 | Job (9) | (11 May 06, 11:11 PM by Amaranth) |
| I got the job, I got the job, I got the job, I got the job!!!!!!! YUS! I now work for sony! I PLAY GAMES FOR A LIVING! YAAAAAAAAY! | ||
| 2 Mar 06 | Mistakes... (2) | (3 Mar 06, 2:48 AM by Koneko) |
| To be honest I don't really know how to write this. The fact is I messed up and I didn't just mess up me. I messed up the one person I could see myself being with for the rest of my life. I don't promise an interesting read but I need to vent. [more...] | ||
| 19 Feb 06 | Just Thoughts 3 (1) | (19 Feb 06, 8:32 PM by elderflower) |
| Well today has been fun so far. I've been installing the new kitchen with my dad since 10am this morning. Tis hard work but fun times. Though I was reading a magazine earlier about women who work on the phone as sex thingies and I must say it frustrated me quite a lot. These people were mostly happily married and were just working for money. As you do. However one said that some of the things she hears were quite weird. Like people with fetishes of feet and so forth. I mean why is that weird? It's not exactly my cup of tea personally but I wouldn't go as far as saying it was weird. It's just a fetish, [more...] | ||
| 6 Feb 06 | Happy Birthday Brother (2) | (6 Feb 06, 2:31 PM by Amaranth) |
| Today is my brother's birthday. That's kind of obvious because of the title. All this really means is I'm going to go on a rant, of a size I cannot foretell, that will probably be quite sad. You see my brother died 2 years ago. It was a very sad time and lots of tears etc etc. two years down the line, although still sad, it's not as hard to talk about. He would have been 21. When he died on the 5th of January 2004 I was at my friend's house. I'd spoken briefly to him during the day, but I never invited him out with me. I hardly ever did at this time. I mean we hung out for most of our teenage years, [more...] | ||
| 3 Feb 06 | Well Done Adalia (6) | (3 Feb 06, 5:52 PM by MisterBear) |
Today my little Adalia got her results and passed um all  WELL DONE BABY!! [more...]
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| 19 Jan 06 | Drugs... (4) | (20 Jan 06, 8:35 AM by SirStephen1) |
Now days, drugs are seemingly a big issue, yet the concept that alcohol and nicotine are the biggest killer and are also drugs in themselves, cab often infuriate people. The reason being it is much more known that "illegal drugs" can kill. This is mostly because they are illegal and the government, for whatever reason, wants to discouroug the use of them. (Probably because they aren't taxed). Now just because you never hear of people dieing of natural causes instead of being murdered, doesn't mean it doesn't happen. Are you following? Good  Marijuana has a death toll (to my knowledge) of 1. In [more...]
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| 15 Jan 06 | Just Thoughts 2 | (15 Jan 06, 10:35 PM by Shamaros) |
| Here I am again, just sitting in my room thinking. At the moment I'm quite hyped to be fair. My brother's band is doing really well, I'm feeling pretty happy and my relationship couldn't be better. I'm pretty keen on starting to draw and paint again. Something I love doing but never actually do. I guess I just miss the fun of taking 30 minuets to draw a picture and the 1 or 2 hours it took to make it look good with Paint Shop Pro, and I'm not being sarcastic, it really was fun. Having a giggle when a funny idea works out, watching it develop. And the general swelling head when someone really likes [more...] | ||
| 11 Jan 06 | Just Thoughts (1) | (11 Jan 06, 8:03 PM by MisterBear) |
| The best pass time, in my experience, is sitting in my room thinking. Not often is it about anything useful, creative or even interesting, but it's nice to think. To figure things out. It's also a good way to stop you sleeping, which is my biggest problem. I say its insomnia but I know quite well its not, its excess energy that I don't use because I'm always just thinking. (I assure you this probably isn't going anywhere, it's just a vent) but in that where else would I use energy? On a bus ride to see a friend? Sure, it's a nice change of scenery for my sity lifestyle, but it's hardly tiring. I [more...] | ||
| 11 Jan 06 | My First Mercy (8) | (11 Jan 06, 5:24 PM by Amaranth) |
| Well we did it. I and Adalia went to Mercy. She's wanted to go for ages, and in all honesty I wasn't interested, but I must say. What a night. It was fantastic. One of the best nights I've had...ever. Amaranth and her Dom where really nice and so where everyone else we met. I shan't give names as I don't actually know their IC names. But they know who they are. I would recommend it to anyone who's new and a little scared of what it's all about as well as the long termers who like to play. The equipment was impressive to say the least and the atmosphere was so tranquil. I was shown how to do a few [more...] | ||
