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6 Oct 08 recently I am mainly watching this......... (6 Oct 08, 7:59 PM by Sadistia)

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24 Sep 08 Proud (1) (24 Sep 08, 9:59 PM by legitimate_target)

I am proud that my boy sent this to me: "When we play, I feel used, abused, bullied and taken for granted, as if I don't matter one bit… and it's fantastic. Then when it is done and I see Your pleasure and melt into Your arms, experience the appreciation You have for being given such a free reign over me and the care You have really, takes things a bit further towards a deeper place. Thank you". Sometimes when we are looking we may doubt what we are seeking. His words brought so much clarity to me that this IS what he sought also that what I do and want to do has this much impact.
20 May 07 clubs what I have been to (7) (1 Jul 07, 5:54 PM by Sadistia)

I went to Nemesis last night, wow wow wow. As part of becoming a member they ask you what clubs you have been to, the memories come back slowly it seems. Republique, cognitive dissidents, Ceasers, Moonmans dream, The Bridge, Swamp, something in London I have forgotten the name of, Taboo, Dominion in Derby and in at Utopia, The Beehive, urm. I wonder how many more I have forgotten. Remember when we travelled the country for a national munch”. Nemesis gave me a feeling I haven't had for years, new and overwhelming, it was all very perfect and very evocotive,


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