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| Rosalee |
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| 2 Oct 05 | Such a strange mood... (6) | (3 Oct 05, 8:02 PM by frankx8p) |
| I've been in for months now. Ever since I finally woke up from the self-imposed exile I'd put myself in for years. [more...] | ||
| 23 Sep 05 | 42 (25) | (25 Sep 05, 3:42 AM by Rosalee) |
| The answer to everything and, as from today, my age. Yes, it's my birthday today. | ||
| 4 Aug 05 | Early Morning Ramblings (4) | (4 Aug 05, 1:06 PM by dean2001) |
| This must be the fifth or sixth attempt I've made to write this. I've been trying to say something about my relationship with IC and also Live Journal. On LJ I have another name and I mainly write a lot of pretty serious personal stuff. I find the site confusing to find my way around and to use and I also feel very exposed there, even with all my journal entries set to 'Friends Only'. On IC I seem to write mainly a lot of rather silly, trivial things. I forget it's read by lots of people or I just don't care. It's transitory and largely unimportant. I can hide any more meaningingful posts [more...] | ||
| 28 Jul 05 | Low Day - Again! (12) | (28 Jul 05, 10:37 PM by Rosalee) |
| Why do I get like this? It's not just kinkfest, I'm like this whenever I'm going on a long journey somewhere, whether it's for a holiday or just a day or two away. I'm like this at Christmas (though I am, finally, improving!). I'm like this before a party. I have never been much of a clubber and this is probably one of the reasons why! I alternate between worrying incessently and feeling low and wanting to hide (usually in bed with the duvet over my head.) And I normally leave everything to the last minute...causing more worry. Everytime it happens, I give myself a talking to afterwards and [more...] | ||
| 26 Jul 05 | Worries about Kinkfest | (26 Jul 05, 10:34 PM by Rosalee) |
| I've just posted this on one of the threads but have decided to stick it here as well. I don't normally do weblogs but I am actually feeling quite sick with worry at the moment. Maybe some wise words would help me get this under control. Or failing that, make me laugh. Anyone? Please? [more...] | ||
| 13 Jul 05 | Too Many Thoughts (4) | (13 Jul 05, 5:13 PM by LadyRed) |
| There's too much going on in my head again and I can't sleep. Feeling fucking shattered though! I have to sort out my life - again! Deal with difficult feelings. Grieve for something. Make new plans. I've started trying to write something at the eleventh hour for the SMDykes writing competition. And that in itself has stirred up conflicting feelings. And I desperately want someone who I can never really have. Or is it something rather than someone that I'm after? I just need to get on but my head won't let me. | ||
| 2 Jul 05 | A Job (5) | (3 Jul 05, 10:13 AM by frankx8p) |
| I'm obviously bored tonight as this is my second post here this evening. I need to start thinking about getting a job. Now admittedly my track record to date has been pretty crap. I've long periods of unemployment and sickness. When I was working, in roughly chronological order, this is what I've done. [more...] | ||
