Ravens_metalmiss's weblog on Informed Consent http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/weblogs/Ravens_metalmiss/ The IC RSS Gadget webmaster@informedconsent.co.uk 360 Thu, 01 Jan 2009 23:25:34 GMT Thu, 01 Jan 2009 23:25:34 GMT Thu, 01 Jan 2009 23:25:34 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/221158/ Covered in Daddy's piss.. and loving it.. Sat, 20 Dec 2008 21:44:29 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/219772/ Disaster has struck.. My 2 month old external hard drive just went bonkers.. Clicking noises galore and its now telling me that none of my files exist.. When my laptop decides to actually acknowledge its presence that is.. Though funnily enough if i look how much space is on it, it tells me its capacity minus the size of my files.. Thu, 18 Dec 2008 00:51:08 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/219452/ Yikes.. It's been so long since i blogged here.. i think i must be getting addicted to LJ ~grins~ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 07:39:53 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/216070/ Well, i can't believe it.. Time seems to have gone flying by like nothing.. But i can honestly say that the last 12 months have been the happiest and most content of my life so far.. They do say time flies when you're having fun! But so much really has happened since I took the red pill and tumbled down the rabbit hole.. Fri, 31 Oct 2008 21:51:01 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/213622/ Maybe i'm just a slut.. Tue, 28 Oct 2008 22:50:16 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/213263/ its snowing!!! Its snowing!!! Mon, 20 Oct 2008 22:26:26 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/212253/ The silence is deafening.. Punctuated by the buses coming and going at the stop outside.. The general traffic.. The world passing by.. Evidence of life in a busy city.. But it only really serves to make the silence deeper. Mon, 29 Sep 2008 23:02:03 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/210137/ Is the bestest time of day.. Sat, 27 Sep 2008 00:16:02 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/209742/ she said: i am only allowed to put my cam on for my family and close real life friends Wed, 24 Sep 2008 21:08:28 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/209441/ When i think about You i go all fuzzy inside, i smile alot and sometimes.. i make puddles. :-) Which is nice.. Unless i'm at work :-( Sun, 21 Sep 2008 03:44:32 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/208905/ This is me.. Just me.. Utterly humbled, embracing my submission more deeply than i can steadily, consciously contemplate without curling into a ball and trembling. An attempt in finding the words to accurately describe what You have done to me would doubtlessly render me non-verbal. To put it simply, there are no words.. It's something that can only be felt, something that touches so deeply that it leaves our meagre language lacking.. And in the same vein, You have to feel it to have any hope of understanding. Your control is absolute in all areas of my life, sometimes i resent You for that.. Sometimes i love the fact that You make me resent You. A lifestyle constructed from solid duality, with its foundations in reality.. And here i have found myself property, a cherished object, toy, bitch, slut, Your slut.. Slave.. My rights given away freely, "the lowest of the low".. Though perversely I doubt many out there really understand what it is to feel this high, this content or this complete. Wed, 17 Sep 2008 23:05:03 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/208517/ Wandering home from work today, trying as hard as i could to go "slower" i was fiddling with my phone, about to send a text to Katykinss to let her know i was out of work and free to natter.. When something caught my eye.. Mon, 15 Sep 2008 21:47:59 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/208238/ Who ever thought that a whole day spent deprived of nicotine, sitting on my arse, staring at a key pad and fiddling with little bits of paper, all the while desperately trying to avoid paper cuts could make a person THIS tired.. Sat, 13 Sep 2008 02:22:16 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/207879/ i have an urge.. Thu, 11 Sep 2008 00:32:49 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/207635/ i think what i'm (still) experiencing is that floaty kind of subby happiness you get from needle play & don't seem to find anywhere else.. Probably something to do with that slow deliberate building up with each needle, the pain barely more than noticeable, the slow, gentle intimacy of it, compared to the kinds of pain that i am used to taking on much higher levels from my Master.. Tue, 09 Sep 2008 17:39:41 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/207455/ i've been thinking a lot about compatibility.. Relationship compatibility specifically and all that comes with it.. All in all i figure i'm a very lucky girl (yes another one of those).. Tue, 09 Sep 2008 00:04:41 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/207359/ Last night following our trip to Camden to celebrate the birthday of the lovely and radiant Marquis, a long standing friend of my Master.. We set off back on what was possibly one of the more interesting and traumatising journey's on London's transport system that i have ever had the pleasure of experiencing. Sun, 07 Sep 2008 17:43:58 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/207144/ And i'm still alive. Fri, 05 Sep 2008 23:58:06 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/206929/ And then my fate will be sealed.. The end is nigh.. Wed, 03 Sep 2008 00:49:39 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/206543/ For books that is.