| 8 Jun 07 | Things we do for our loved ones (8) | (9 Jun 07, 2:02 PM by Praes_girl) |
| My beloved has been told that he has to stop smoking, which is good advice seeing as he does have asthma. [more...]
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| 7 Jun 07 | another night in there | (7 Jun 07, 9:03 PM by Praes_girl) |
My beloved is getting better. He is still haveing problems breathing but its alot better than yesterday. He is still on the oxygen and has taken so many pills that he rattles when he walks. Last night he had problems because (as he puts it) he was sleeping next to champion the wonder horse. At least he has kept his sense of humour.  |
| 6 Jun 07 | Keeping him in overnight. (15) | (7 Jun 07, 9:28 AM by Praes_girl) |
| They have my beloved on a drip and he has got to stay on the oxygen. His heart rate is 115bpm and they are keeping him in overnight. [more...]
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| 6 Jun 07 | He is ill (6) | (6 Jun 07, 10:32 PM by Praes_girl) |
| My beloved is so ill. [more...]
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| 2 Jun 07 | I love her (8) | (2 Jun 07, 3:26 PM by Praes_girl) |
| 14 years ago i was in slow labour, emotionally, mentally and physically tired. Wanting my baby in my arms so badly that my heart ached. [more...]
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| 28 May 07 | The little sparkler is going to be 14! (2) | (28 May 07, 5:24 PM by Praes_girl) |
| Where have the years gone? [more...]
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| 21 May 07 | Wax, ice and ouchy things! (2) | (21 May 07, 3:35 PM by Praes_girl) |
| Today has been alot of fun. [more...]
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| 18 May 07 | Made to feel bad (8) | (18 May 07, 10:40 AM by Praes_girl) |
| I have been working my butt off to shift some weight. In the past 7 months i have lost almost 4 stone and am so happy for it. I still have a long way to go but i will get there. I have been complaining for a few months now about how none of my clothes fit anymore and everything i am wearing is baggy but i never gave a thought to my underwear. Yesterday i woke up and decided i would get my bust measured, so i dragged by friend L into town and headed towards bhs. WOW! I never realised how much i had lost off my boobs and am now very happy as it means that i can buy nicer undies alot easier. L decided [more...]
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| 14 May 07 | He is home (8) | (15 May 07, 10:44 AM by Praes_girl) |
| I am happy now. My beloved is home. I've had the most wonderful morning.
*sigh* Life is good. |
| 12 May 07 | Ouch! (24) | (12 May 07, 5:12 PM by movedonuk) |
| My head hurts! I am not sure why. It could not possibly be because of the two empty vodka bottles and the half empty whiskey bottle.
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| 11 May 07 | Happy but sad (6) | (11 May 07, 11:06 PM by Praes_girl) |
| My parents moved to Turkey almost four years ago taking my little sister with them. I stayed behind as schools out there would not be able to give the education the little sparkler needed. It has been hard not having my family around but i got used to it as we phoned each other every week plus the wonders or the internet and web cams made it possible for us to chat face to face. Then about 3 months ago my folks broke all contact with me. I got nothing, no calls, they blocked me on msn and no explanation as to why. I have always been very close to my parents, they are my best friends and between [more...]
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| 9 May 07 | My home was searched by the police (14) | (9 May 07, 10:08 PM by Praes_girl) |
| My next door neighbour is only 17, her friends range from 14 up to 20ish and they are all a pain in the arse. The noise that comes from that flat is unreal at times and the less said about some of the characters that visit my neighbour the better. She has lived next door for about 8 months now and i have lost count of the number of times the police have been called out by other neighbours or because they are looking for one of her chav mates.
This morning my door was hammered in that oh so special way the police have. They had come to search my home for a girl called kerry. I don't have a clue as [more...]
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| 8 May 07 | I said my safeword (3) | (9 May 07, 3:44 PM by Praes_girl) |
| I said my safe word for the first time last week. I never wanted to ever use it, i know there is no shame saying it but i still could not help feeling.....well, i don't know what i felt but just knew i never wanted to say it. To be fair though my Master is very good at judging when i am approaching my limits and has always stopped so i have never had to say it but he felt that it was a barrier that needed to be broken.I was very nervous knowing that it was the night where i was going to pushed in ways i had never been pushed. Corpral is one of my favourite things and i never fail to get all excited [more...]
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| 8 May 07 | many more miles apart (6) | (8 May 07, 11:48 PM by Praes_girl) |
| My Dom went away today and i am missing him already. So now the countdown to his return has started...only 6 more days to go. Now i am off to my bed armed with chocolate, cigarettes, ashtray, 2 pints of milk and a good book. I may get up later, then again i may not.
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