| 8 Jan 09 | Help desperately needed (11) | (9 Jan 09, 6:46 AM by Malinki) |
| Hi everyone, [more...]
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| 5 Jan 09 | My Ultimate Act of Submission (24) | (8 Jan 09, 8:33 PM by newfavourite) |
| Yes folks, today I submitted my PhD thesis: [more...]
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| 13 Dec 08 | Kinky Housemate Needed for NW London Flat! (3) | (14 Dec 08, 3:46 PM by maidtina) |
| Hello! [more...]
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| 2 Nov 08 | When Knickers Attack (4) | (15 Dec 08, 9:10 PM by Tim_the_Merciless_x) |
| I arrived home this morning at 8.30am (yeah, yeah... dirty stop out) to find the postman sprawled out at the bottom of the concrete steps that lead to my house bleeding profusely with his arm bent at a very un-natural angle. There was post scattered everywhere. A few feet from his face was a parcel for me containing my new knickers, which he was delivering when he slipped on some leaves and fell. [more...]
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| 23 Oct 08 | Naked, Outdoors in Milan and 60 Other Things (4) | (27 Oct 08, 12:32 AM by SweetLordBabyJesus) |
| In typical me-blog style here are 60 things I've learnt in the last 7 days: [more...]
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| 14 Oct 08 | 99 Things (4) | (14 Oct 08, 10:23 PM by Malinki) |
| In keeping with all my weblogs of late, here is the run down of what I have learnt in the last 10 days (aka Blog of Fun!) [more...]
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| 29 Sep 08 | 50 Things I Have Learnt in the Last 5 Days (15) | (6 Oct 08, 3:56 PM by Misstreat_10) |
| 1. I rock at Connect 4 [more...]
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| 10 Sep 08 | Looking forward... (5) | (15 Sep 08, 11:10 AM by Malinki) |
| I ended up going to bed sad last night. I posted on a thread last night which caused me to look back rather than to continue to look forward - just writing all that stuff down knocked it out of me. Cue lots of tears and soul searching. Looking back has its place. There is always some to be learnt but in this particular instance it just felt too sad. Weirdly, I didn't feel sad for the obvious reasons - I just missed him despite all the problems and sadness that being with him brought, last night I missed the way he smelt, the feeling of being held tight with my head on his shoulder. I missed [more...]
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| 8 Sep 08 | Robotniks (4) | (9 Sep 08, 11:29 AM by Malinki) |
| So about a week ago I semi came out to the people I work with. It came up naturally so it seemed like a good chance to get it out there rather than it potentially emerging in a less controlled way. I have been deliberately vague about the details of what I am into as it feels rather too personal and not really any of their business. There were some initial guesses that I am a Domme, due to the visual clues of wearing particular clothes (black, heels etc) and being quite confident, which although not true, works well for me professionally. I think most people in the office have forgotten now, [more...]
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| 4 Sep 08 | Hitting the wall (9) | (6 Sep 08, 4:28 PM by harley_quimm) |
| I have always assumed that subdrop was a purely psychological issue brought about by the fun being over and feeling a bit sad about it. I have certainly had that kind of despondent 'well that's that' feeling a few times after having good experiences - feeling generally a bit low etc. It is not surprising after a good scene or whatever that you feel sad that it is over. I have been joking with people about how I wasn't looking forward to the drop, referring to this kind of slightly low feeling. [more...]
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| 3 Sep 08 | You know you are exhausted when... (5) | (4 Sep 08, 4:19 PM by Malinki) |
| ... you wonder why your mouthwash looks thicker than normal and realise it is handwashing laundry detergent you were about to swill. [more...]
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| 1 Sep 08 | 100th Post, 100 Things (14) | (1 Sep 08, 11:49 PM by harley_quimm) |
| 1. I have had a really good week [more...]
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| 28 Aug 08 | Coming Out (2) | (28 Aug 08, 3:14 PM by Malinki) |
| Just had a very interesting chat in the office (not started by me) where my boss was telling us that she had been to a fetish club a few years ago and how lovely and inclusive it felt. I kind of felt proud that that was her lasting impression of the 'scene'. We had a really productive conversation about bdsm. She said she felt for her that it was an expression of the darker fantasies most people have but few feel able to express. Whilst I have never been particularly secretive about my sexual preferences or particularly overt (I tend to see my private life as just that) it is good to openly say [more...]
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| 27 Aug 08 | "Submission" (5) | (28 Aug 08, 9:15 AM by Ouroboros) |
| Was the title of an email that appearing in my inbox yesterday - I was quite excited to see who was sending me such as message until I saw it was from my PhD supervisor to remind me of my thesis hand-in date. 31st December. Agggh! I really need someone to kick my arse about this because I am procrastinating terribly, particularly whilst I am so busy at work (franking machines have been replaced by butt lifts and labia reshaping interviews - seriously) [more...]
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| 18 Aug 08 | Achievement (7) | (18 Aug 08, 10:39 PM by gentleguy) |
| Today, I have achieved the following: [more...]
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| 7 Aug 08 | Hotels (2) | (8 Aug 08, 6:45 AM by Malinki) |
| I am staying in Leeds tonight; I am doing some work here tomorrow. [more...]
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| 7 Aug 08 | Urgh! (5) | (7 Aug 08, 8:59 PM by Malinki) |
| I am on day 6 of having insomnia - this is really not fun. Insomnia for me is always related to my brain being over active; I just haven't been able to switch it off. There is all this stuff whirring around in there. It is a potent combination of work related stress and emotional stuff. I can't sleep which is making me feel more stressed, so I can't sleep. [more...]
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| 5 Aug 08 | Late night activity (2) | (5 Aug 08, 11:47 AM by Malinki) |
| Tonight, I really want to sleep. But unfortunately I am on a conference call (yes, at midnight) with Australia. Just as I left the office at 5.30, there was a little "can you do me a favour?" Grrr... why can't I just say no?! [more...]
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| 18 May 07 | Edible Paperclips... (1) | (18 May 07, 6:41 PM by EmeraldReverie) |
| Today I am on a mental go-slow. Having finished a chapter yesterday and being all excited about my discovery, today I am tweaking a couple of earlier chapters and rewriting a conclusion. This should be easy, but I don't seem able to motivate myself to do it, so something which could have been doene in a couple of hours has taken all day dotted around reading the BBC website, IC, gazing out of the window, eating an apple, popping to tescos for things I didnt really need and so on. I am usually pretty good at getting on with it, but today I feel restless. I don't even need outside distractions, [more...]
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| 17 May 07 | Bouncing up and down... (9) | (27 May 07, 7:45 PM by Romola) |
| ... I have just made a major break through with my research - I am so excited I am jumping around in glee! [more...]
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