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| 20 Sep 11 | wow! it's been quite a while.... | (20 Sep 11, 10:20 AM by LeatherDaddi) |
| yes, indeedy been quite a while since I last posted on here. So, what's new with me?..hmmm...Well I had another spinal surgery in January, spent more time in hospital than I liked/wanted too, due to nasty reaction to the steriods they put me on! Quite scary for a few hours. Finally got out, only to find my main support/carer had a very nasty infection, so a mad phone call and a quick car trip to my "other" Family, and I was looked after so well, it was a shame to have to go home, but I needed to see if I could cope at home on my own. The next few weeks were difficult to say the least, but I had [more...] | ||
| 26 Jun 10 | dreams.. (2) | (26 Jun 10, 4:16 PM by tanken) |
| I have been having awful dreams now for some time, they all seem to have the same theme to them, although in different settings. The main points of the dreams are personal loss/ pain/betrayal and a very vicious black dog. The dreams of the dog have been happening over many years, sometimes i don't dream for months, then I dream every night. After talking to my mum, she remembers me having night terrors about a black dog in my young teens. I have looked at a lot of dream interpretation sites, and they don't really make much sense. I have had a few opinions from people, as to what/who the dog could [more...] | ||
| 30 Apr 10 | stuff... (2) | (12 May 10, 1:52 PM by DK_Leather) |
| I have finally moved into a new place, spent a year in the place from hell, even the removal bloke said he "wouldn't put a rabid dog" in my old place. It's been a slow and sometimes a long journey. But, spending the 1st night in my new home, so quiet, so amazingly peaceful, made all the stress worth it. Now I can go ahead with my surgery, and come home to recover in a really nice place. As for the other aspects of my life, not much has changed, my heart is still closed and hard, my friends and family have been incredible, I can honestly say, that without them all I would have struggled massively [more...] | ||
| 28 Jan 10 | sad pathetic nasty minded gits! (30) | (29 Jan 10, 8:04 PM by Eclectic_shock) |
| Some nasty twat has emailed my family, with a link to my IC profile page. The reason, I can only guess at, was to cause real trouble and heartache for me and my family. Fortunatly it didnt work, and my family are more concerned that someone wanted to cause me hurt and stress, than they are about my life and love choices. But, this could have all been so very different, this could have caused major hurt and stress, this could have caused serious family problems. So, if the sad pathetic twat who did this, is reading this, I want you to know something, you FAILED in your pathetic attempts, and when [more...] | ||
| 25 Dec 09 | This Year.. (2) | (25 Dec 09, 6:57 PM by epona74) |
| Wow! This year is almost over, and it has gone by so quickly. A year full of ups and downs, and the occasional curve ball. But, I have ducked and dived, and come away fairly un scarred. My family has gotten bigger, new nephew to love and cherish, new partners for loved ones and my friendships strengthened and grown, immensly. [more...] | ||
| 7 Oct 09 | back to beginnings.. (8) | (8 Oct 09, 11:19 AM by LeatherDaddi) |
| My journey into BDSM/Leather life began some years ago. I had the good fortune of meeting people, who lived the "Leather Life", in America. People that helped me realise my dreams, my darkest fantasies, helped me to find answer to so many questions. [more...] | ||
| 9 Aug 09 | quickie... (4) | (9 Aug 09, 10:21 PM by LeatherDaddi) |
| Time flies when your having fun..or so they say..lol..can't believe we are in the middle of august..where have the last few months gone? Moving into my own place seems so long ago now..life has settled into a calm routine..new home..new begginings..yet comfort in those old familiar things/people. My BDSM life has been lacking for a while now..trying to figure out where my life/role is heading..enjoying the journey so far..physical issues have blighted my activites..but my mind is very much starting to head in the right direction.. the past 11 months have seen so many changes..some good, some not [more...] | ||
| 10 Jun 09 | It's been quite a while... (10) | (11 Jun 09, 10:36 AM by LeatherDaddi) |
| Well it's certainly been a while since I last posted..Life has changed a lot. I have my own place, it's home and one hell of a butch crib<g>..I am single and enjoying every second of it..it's quite invigorating to look in the mirror and like what you see. My health is fairly good, cept for the various lurgs that's been hovering, my pain level is pretty much in control, I am waiting a date to see a new neurosurgeon for my next spinal operation, which will happen when the time is right for me, and knowing I have a briliant support network makes the prospect much more bearable. I'm still a crip..but [more...] | ||
| 26 Jan 09 | All sorts of goings on... (6) | (26 Jan 09, 9:00 PM by Katena) |
| January has almost been and gone, xmas seems a longtime away in the past now. There have been lots of things happening, some really good, some a bit shitty, but hey, "That's life". After the emotional train wreck I was left with, after going to the last VE, I had almost decided to hang up the leathers. But, friends are the ones to cry with and turn to, they are the ones who give you hope and strength, and my friends are the best there is. I have cried, wept until I vomited, let the anger out, dealt with the demons and came out the other side a hell of a lot stronger and more determined. Health wise [more...] | ||
| 21 Dec 08 | another year over... (7) | (30 Dec 08, 1:02 PM by Artisano) |
| What a year this has been!! It started of incredible, engagement, great relationship, good family ties. But the past is now the past, and 2009 is the start of another new year..new things to happen..good times ahead. Yes, there are still some medical things to deal with, it's pretty much a given that I will have more spinal surgery, but I am stronger, mentally, emotionally, and I am working on the physically. I will have a new home to move into, eventually! [more...] | ||
| 13 Dec 08 | tears.. (5) | (15 Dec 08, 3:15 PM by Gate_Keeper) |
| I shed tears tonight.. for love lost..for hurts caused..for those that have stood by Me no matter what..those that have stood on the sidelines..watched Me grow..watched me learn..watched me fall from a great height and pick myself up again..the arms that have held me while I wept..the words that have kept Me strong..when all I wanted to do was curl up and dissappear in a fog of self pity..the words "thank you" seem almost empty..seem so little..but My tears are full of the thanks..the love..the "I'm sorry's"..so I shed tears with pride..with humility and with faith..that no matter what happens in [more...] | ||
| 13 Dec 08 | change of plan.. (1) | (13 Dec 08, 5:18 PM by DK_Leather) |
| I decided not to go to VE last night, as much as I was looking forward to seeing some folks, I was close to family incase I was needed ~s~ So firstly, let me apologise to anyone who was expecting to see me..I will be at the January Velvet Eden..The night was spent in excellent company, enjoying the laughs and smiles..and the dancing was pretty damn hot..~g~..making dongles and coffins, drinking copiuous amounts of coffee and scoffing nuts..perfect night. There are certain things that happen in our life's, well my life anyway, that are life changing..humbling..powerful..and emotional..some simple [more...] | ||
| 12 Dec 08 | Happy Birthday Flirtycrazykinky (3) | (12 Dec 08, 3:53 PM by redimp) |
| Happy Birthday Holly..hope you have a good one [more...] | ||
| 9 Dec 08 | such is life... (12) | (9 Dec 08, 7:59 PM by LeatherDaddi) |
| The past few months have been crazy to say the least, starting over has it's emotional pitfalls, it's also kinda strengthening in a warped kind of way. I have spent so much time alone, too much time sometimes..but I am finally stepping out of my "cocoon". The things that haven't gone exactly to plan are slowly coming together..I may have found myself a nice little place to live, but I won't be making any firm decision until after Xmas. [more...] | ||
| 13 Nov 08 | what a couple of weeks can do... (4) | (13 Nov 08, 6:30 PM by Jezzebelle) |
| The last couple of weeks have been insane, a complete rollercoaster of emotions..thankfully the majority have been positive ones. I am waiting to see if I "meet the criteria" to be rehoused by the local authority, if not then I am on the look out for a suitable place in the private lettings sector. I saw the surgeon yesterday,it seems things are not so simple to fix. The fusion that he did in July hasn't really begun to heal/fuse yet, realistically it could take up to 2 years for it to stabalise my spine! The only problem with things not healing, is that I am left with a lot of pain and terrible [more...] | ||
| 20 Oct 08 | I am an abuser.. (16) | (25 Oct 08, 5:55 PM by speedplay) |
| I have a "very violent temper", I am "extremely aggresive", I inflict "mental and emotional cruelty"..it seems, yet again, someone knows me and my past partners better than I/we do. The alleged remarks above were made to me at the weekend, I was told that it was being circulated that " anyone who wanted to play/scene with me must not under any circumstances consider any involvement with me, on any level whatsoever". So, obviously after being told this I was stunned to say the least. Now I KNOW who/what I am, I KNOW what kind of personality I have, and so do ALL my past relationships/partners and [more...] | ||
| 13 Oct 08 | yanno sometimes.... (11) | (17 Oct 08, 4:37 PM by Bathsheba1) |
| Some while ago I wrote about being a stone butch, http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/45690/0#4.... had some amazing responses and 98% were all positive ones. There were a few exceptions.." your a freak of nature, you belong in a freak show, your too ugly to have a man so you try and pretend to be one, why would anyone want to be with someone like you ", I could go on, there is a long list. I was born butch, that's official from my mother..lol..I came out wearing doc marts and smacked the midwife..lol..no seriously, I truely believe I was born butch, holly aka flirtycrazykinky see it like this" [more...] | ||
| 8 Oct 08 | to much to conquer (10) | (12 Oct 08, 9:46 AM by lucky_1) |
| I must have been a real bastard in a previous life, because someone is really kicking my arse in this one..I am still reeling from the end of my relationship, and discovering who your friends really are is fuck upped, although, I thank all those who have contacted me, especially those who I really didnt expect to. [more...] | ||
| 26 Sep 08 | healing and strengthening thoughts please (5) | (26 Sep 08, 8:44 PM by lucky_1) |
| My sisters ex husband died of a massive brain tumour at the weekend, now most would turn their nose up at the term "ex", but, if there was ever a "perfect" ending to a divorce they had it. They became the bestest of friends and he always put their 4 kids 1st. He even gave my sister away when she re-married. My neices and nephew are incredible young people, and today they have the worst day of their so young lifes, it's their Dads funeral. They will have all the family there, to support and hold them. [more...] | ||
| 12 Sep 08 | shit (4) | (12 Sep 08, 10:26 PM by DK_Leather) |
| I feel like shit, I look like shit, I'm full of shit, shit happens!! | ||
