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| 4 Mar 03 | an interesting twist | (10 Mar 03, 7:48 AM by Hislilpuppy) |
| Having wanting more than anything for christmas for sometime a partner who was as every bit as perverse as my self. i had settled upon the fantasy and was not really thinking on the reality or so i thought. totally unaware and unthinking , what does one do when indeed ones wish comes true and one is faced with a relationship . [more...] | ||
| 26 Feb 03 | What dreams may come | (26 Feb 03, 11:58 AM by Hislilpuppy) |
| For the first time last night i slept really well.. due to stresses in love life and work for the past 9 months i have not had the best nights sleep . I dream in colour normally i have fantastic adventures , i go all over the world in great detail and vivid colours. I see people and have amazing relationships with mere figments of a dreams imagination. i have erotic dreams that litereally feel so real that i think i actually orgasm sometimes but most of all the best dreams i have are the flying dreams. [more...] | ||
| 25 Feb 03 | a sudden thought | (18 Jan 04, 5:40 PM by Hislilpuppy) |
| i suddenly thought last night in bed reflecting on recent events and cureent weblogs that to the reader my life so far seemed to be that of sadness of woe etcetc victim!!! i really didnt mean this to come across in my writings but then if i think that then you are sure to. i will admit alot has happened , but the way i look at life is...life isnt fair no one ever said it was you must take each experience and learn as much from it as is possible you must make an effort not to repeat mistakes , even when really bad things happen you must take the fighter spirit and learn and survive . [more...] | ||
| 24 Feb 03 | The Good The Bad and The Horrendous! Part deux | (18 Jan 04, 5:39 PM by Hislilpuppy) |
| cont....i sat in horror i was confused and felt sick to my stomach. a little voice inside my head was doubting what she was saying though i was doubting my certainty and thought but what if its true . i settled on ...my friend loves me she is really angry she is telling the truth now what?? [more...] | ||
| 24 Feb 03 | The Good The Bad and The Horrendous! | (18 Jan 04, 5:36 PM by Hislilpuppy) |
| if i have already said this i am sorry but i feel it is relelvent to this story. When i say story i mean account of what really happened though i wish it had been simpply a story or nightmare. Now let me go to the begining again. As i have said before i had rolled out of the womb with a deviant mind , my barbies were my focus of tying up and kidnap as were my porcelain dolls, later i drew pictures of females clad in fetish attire and at 13 prcticed solo bondage. Throughout all this i felt abnormal a freak , and a pervert along many other words , as my friends did not have this fantasies [more...] | ||
| 21 Feb 03 | Clubs Continued!! PART 4 | (21 Feb 03, 2:41 PM by Hislilpuppy) |
| Cont...Standing at the back of the play room i looked around at my surroundings , furniture of decadence lol scary looking equipment were placed along the small room with booth like seats along each side , where people were sat dinking , socialising watching the scene played before them as if they were merly watching a theatre company perform , dressed in various styles of fetish attire from rubber to leather and even TVs . [more...] | ||
| 17 Feb 03 | Clubs !! Part 2 | (18 Feb 03, 12:59 PM by Hislilpuppy) |
| I was invited to club lash in manchester the very first club . Excited and nervous i went home and got out all the clothes i had collected trying to decide what to wear . I had wanted to wear this outfit i had bought when i was 16 it was a metal and leather gear which consisted of a metal and leather bra , thong with spikes, shin guards, and collar. i wanted to wear it but wondered if it was to much and or to little !! i contacted someone in the scene to ask what sort of things people wear , he told me very little and no matter what i wear there would be someone wearing something even [more...] | ||
| 16 Feb 03 | Munches and Clubs and play parties oh yes!!!!PART 1 | (18 Feb 03, 12:57 PM by Hislilpuppy) |
| PART 1: For too long i had talked online in ukbdsm as flirtycrazykinky and met people from this medium . Ofcourse i took the precautions i knew of as in getting all their details , i wrote them a letter with their address and asked them to write back , rang their number and asked for as much personal information as was possible before meeting them for a quiet drink in a bar in the centre of a city surrounded by loads of people. at this time i did not know a soul in the scene apart from peeps online and even then it was only an online basis. [more...] | ||
| 14 Feb 03 | A fabulous surprise!!! | (24 Feb 03, 6:44 PM by Hislilpuppy) |
| Let me begin , i have played with 12 Doms in my few years of being into BDSM and yes have had some ups and some downs . But the way i look at life is that everything is an experience it is what you get and learn from them that counts . I had admitedly been going for men older than myself by ten years up to 20 years more, until i met someone who was younger and started to think "wow maybe there is a chance i could meet someone closer to my age. [more...] | ||
| 12 Feb 03 | The weirdos/ what the's? /and those who have nothing better to do | (14 Feb 03, 6:07 PM by Hislilpuppy) |
| It makes me laugh ,and sometimes wish to cry its so sad, when just how many emails i get from weirdos (point out by my standards!!!) the what the's??? as in what the f***k r you on about?? and those who are so sad they have nothing better to do with their lives than to simply email me with a load of bull!!! [more...] | ||
| 10 Feb 03 | Solo / Self bondage??? ey?? | (10 Feb 03, 8:32 PM by Hislilpuppy) |
| well i dont know how much is written on the subject however sitting chatting in a chat room (where else?) i began talking with someone who said "i have heared of solo self bondage there was a paragraph on it in a book i once read!" i thought "hmmmm i wonder how much is actually written ?" i thought it would be entertaining to readof what it is to me......what safety aspects i learnt ....and the accidents and near miss calls to the fire brigade!!!! [more...] | ||
| 10 Feb 03 | Wow ..i cant believe the reposnse !! | (10 Feb 03, 7:42 PM by Hislilpuppy) |
| hello all [more...] | ||
| 6 Feb 03 | My first rl Experience ....Oh Crap! | (10 Feb 03, 8:35 PM by Hislilpuppy) |
| So anyway moving on this said individual Rhino Master & or HoodedDom was the first and last psyco ...touch wood i will ever encounter . Why it had to be my first rl experience is beyond me and quite frankly i am angry with him for ruining what should have been a very special encounter and a memorable one....well it was that! [more...] | ||
| 5 Feb 03 | Finding Informed Consent and the chatroom | (5 Feb 03, 5:54 PM by Hislilpuppy) |
| well i am bored at work today so thought i would continue [more...] | ||
| 5 Feb 03 | Vanilla Boyfriends | (5 Feb 03, 5:42 PM by Hislilpuppy) |
| hello again [more...] | ||
| 3 Feb 03 | Lets Start at the very begining | (3 Feb 03, 4:45 PM by Hislilpuppy) |
| Hi Having just recently found this interesting output for thoughts i have commited to describing , my thoughts , feelings and revelations regarding my experiences in BDSM. Each day i will update a new entry expressing descriptive comments . [more...] | ||
