| 2 Jan 09 | In a Year | (2 Jan 09, 12:29 PM by Elven_Eyes) |
| This time last year, my lover, whom I adored, was a world away. I was a university student. My mother and I could not be in a house together for a day before we flew into furious arguments about money and my future. [more...]
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| 29 Dec 08 | who I am today (1) | (29 Dec 08, 3:38 PM by shimmer) |
| I had a terrible dream last night. I dreampt I was getting married to a wonderful man (invention of my subconscious, no one I know) in Tennessee, where my family comes from. There we were- the guests assembled, the white dress and veil, and all our families stood round in their cowboy hats and jeans and jackets. And then- I remembered I was already married. And I couldn't marry the man waiting for me, adoring me, at the altar. And when I told him, he was furious and wouldn't speak to me. [more...]
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| 2 Dec 08 | Life as a half (6) | (3 Dec 08, 10:37 PM by Politesweetness) |
| I have been married for just over 3 days now. [more...]
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| 16 Nov 08 | the Secret is out (19) | (22 Nov 08, 1:54 PM by Sefriel) |
| I'm getting married. [more...]
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| 4 Nov 08 | You're a what?!? (10) | (30 Dec 08, 7:30 PM by bareassetsuk) |
| Oh Shit. I think I'm a swinger. [more...]
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| 24 Oct 08 | poor kitty (6) | (25 Oct 08, 12:12 AM by MissKitty) |
| there's a little cat who I've seen and heard around for weeks. I always thought he belonged to the neighbors. He was cold and crying in my back garden so I opened the door. He came in. I opened a tin and put down the tuna juice for him. He drank it right down. Then he let me pet him. [more...]
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24 Oct 08 | losing my last virginity | (24 Oct 08, 5:26 PM by Elven_Eyes) |
| Last night was unbelievable. I really am breaking my own shell recently. Instead of just thinking, fantasizing, and watching porn about a favorite taboo, I've been doing it. Last time I followed my curiosity, I ended up with two cocks in me at once (something I MUST do again). Last night, it was one cock, and a familiar one, but it fucked me somewhere new. [more...]
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| 19 Oct 08 | The Purpose of Sex- hmmm (2) | (19 Oct 08, 10:40 AM by MissKitty) |
| I've been giving a lot of thought recently to why I want sex so much. Nothing to do with kink necessarily. I've always had what I thought was a high libido. As in, even when shagging 16 year old boys with endless stamina and no turn-around time between goes, the boys couldn't keep up with my demand for shagging. [more...]
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| 18 Oct 08 | advice please (6) | (19 Oct 08, 12:25 AM by Sefriel) |
| There's an individual on IC who started messaging me with propositions a few months ago. Nothing bad, in fact a well-written individual. But he refused to go through my partner first, as I requested of him (and as my profile states). [more...]
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| 14 Oct 08 | feelings reeling (3) | (18 Oct 08, 10:16 AM by Epizeuxis) |
| Its been a few days yet and I haven't settled. I still can't get the memory of the threesome out of my head. [more...]
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13 Oct 08 | Adding a third (4) | (14 Oct 08, 5:27 PM by Elven_Eyes) |
| I have always had group sex/gang bang fantasies. I like the idea of a woman being used by so many men at once that literally they are using her, she is not capable of servicing them. I love watching spit roast porn and I'm always thinking about at least two guys when I get myself off. My ideal fantasy? One between the legs, one in the mouth, and one in each hand. [more...]
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4 Sep 08 | a spanking (4) | (7 Sep 08, 3:26 AM by badboytospank) |
| I was edgy. I couldn't sit still, couldn't take to anything. I wanted to be with him but I had no idea doing what. I was pacing around the house. Finally, I entered his room, stood before him (as he read, reclining, on his bed). [more...]
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| 26 Aug 08 | has anyone missed me? (3) | (27 Aug 08, 9:44 AM by MissKitty) |
| I haven't had the luxury of checking IC in over a month. Call me paranoid but I don't access on any computer but mine. Moving house and getting a new set up has taken all my time and energy. This is my first visit on my own computer and here I am, back on ole IC. Just to sum up, in case anyone was worried, or mildly curious: [more...]
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| 24 Jun 08 | oh please, oh god, please... (3) | (25 Jun 08, 9:51 AM by Praes_girl) |
| Tomorrow, I start temping in an office job at my Uni (from which I will officially graduate July 9). It is a job for which I have applied as a permanent worker; they're still accepting applications but I'll be filling in for at least the rest of the week. [more...]
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| 18 Jun 08 | My, how priorities change... (7) | (19 Jun 08, 7:22 AM by shimmer) |
| Considering the life-changing circumstances I'm facing, its no wonder I've been a bit off recently. Things I used to care about I can't be bothered, things I used to ignore have become very important. [more...]
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| 15 Jun 08 | father's day (2) | (15 Jun 08, 12:52 PM by AWRed) |
| I want to write down my thoughts about my father, because I think that will help me get them straight in my head. He was a bad father. He was a bad husband. He is almost a bad person. I'm not sure of it's on purpose or his fault or what. [more...]
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| 15 Jun 08 | I want a Master (5) | (16 Jun 08, 8:56 PM by Elven_Eyes) |
| Its late and maybe I'm not thinking clearly. But still, I'm going to write this and hope it makes some sense in the morning. [more...]
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| 14 Jun 08 | can it be quantified? (3) | (14 Jun 08, 9:55 PM by MissKitty) |
| Serious question regarding the nature of love (answers on a post card, please): [more...]
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| 5 Jun 08 | ooo the LIES (2) | (5 Jun 08, 12:18 PM by MissKitty) |
| Hmph. My lover might call himself switch, and the profile claims he likes to play the butler, but let me tell you something: [more...]
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| 4 Jun 08 | a quickie | (4 Jun 08, 11:02 AM by Elven_Eyes) |
| Playful dirty texts while he was at work turned serious. He told me to have his gang bang porn on the TV and to wear something that comes off easily. When he got to mine I was wearing black boots, a pencil skirt, and a purple satin button down top. Very office sexy, I thought. He was kissing me with hands full of my hair before I could get him to the bedroom, and he slapped my arse on the way up the stairs. [more...]
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