Devil_HafMia's weblog on Informed Consent http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/weblogs/Devil_HafMia/ The IC RSS Gadget webmaster@informedconsent.co.uk 360 Tue, 13 May 2008 21:41:04 GMT Tue, 13 May 2008 21:41:04 GMT Tue, 13 May 2008 21:41:04 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/191937/ I have given up trying. Not that anyone should be interested, just clearance for me. I wont be deleting my profile but I wont be posting either. Time for me to go and put my life back in order. Dont know when I will be back, if I will ever be back, should cheer a couple of people up to say the least. Enjoy. Bye. Sun, 11 May 2008 23:08:49 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/191711/ You alone now to get on with your life. Enough is enough i cant and wont hold this pain any longer. I will always be in LOVE with you. Hope you find what you are looking for and she loves you as much as i. Good luck in the future, hope you do well in your course. God bless. Sun, 11 May 2008 22:58:43 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/191708/ You there your baba needs you she needs her daddy. I couldnt stand it when you had your head in a book and never spoke. When we went away it was good really good i loved it. What has gone wrong probably me every thing ALWAYS IS :-( Sun, 11 May 2008 22:47:49 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/191705/ i ever wanted was you. I loved you SOO much. I was in love with you SOO much. I told you so many times. I was there for you when you was going through your own grief. You cheated, then put it on me that you THOUGHT i knew so therefore it was ok. You dont know how much this hurt. It hurt like hell it still does but you apologised and thought this was enough. I will never stop being IN LOVE with you. My head and heart hurt so much some times i cant breath. Why this was to happen i do not know. I need help. Sun, 11 May 2008 15:11:36 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/191636/ Feeling very raw today. Came to Leeds to see my mates. Having a BBQ trying to relax and chill. My head still all over the place, suppose it will be for some time. Need to focus. Sat, 10 May 2008 20:34:39 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/191568/ Can one get everything SO wrong. I must be a really nasty person, to have endured what I have. Only wish I knew. Knew what? I dont know anymore. I would be shamed if I said I couldnt look after my children, people would say 'oh my god how on earth can a mother do that'. So why is it ok for a father to wash his hands of his child or children. You know it hurts real bad inside. How can one get everything SO wrong. Sat, 10 May 2008 17:50:45 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/191551/ Gorgeous day it has been. It has given me a chance to mow my lawn. Also catch a little sun :-D mini me has been pottering around, little love she walking now on her own, just love her, into everything. She been in the garden lol she looks like she been down a coal mine hahaha. Time for splish splash mini me :-* Fri, 09 May 2008 19:28:38 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/191465/ 15 mths have been shite. Feb 2007 I was 32 weeks pregnant, in hospital with a collapsed lung, pnumonia. I was due to move to Wales. 3 days before I moved I found out I had cancer. At 36 weeks pregnant I had to give birth by emergency C section. I started chemo, then had a breakdown lost all my hair ended up in a mother and baby unit for 3 mnths away from my 2 other children. Had a lumpectomy, radiotherapy. No house to live in was homeless. Ended in sheltered housing for 8 mnths. Battled with the council. Fri, 09 May 2008 18:51:59 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/191457/ Where do you go when trust is lost, how do you move on, how do you forgive, how? How do you learn to trust again. If you lose that trust in a friend do you stay or walk away. Love, trust, are words everyone takes for granted. Forgiveness, a word and meaning, its very hard to grasp. Fri, 09 May 2008 18:32:22 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/191454/ Tell someone you love them, just sit back and think what it really means. Tell someone you are In love with them, sit back and think what it means. When there is another involved whom is too young to understand how do you sit back and explain what love means. Thu, 08 May 2008 23:01:35 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/191343/ If W/we have another day like today i will be one happy, happy bunny. Thank you, thank you, thank you, You know whom You are :-* xxx Thu, 08 May 2008 20:43:50 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/191316/ We talked for a short time, my stomach would turn over and over. Couldnt hold my excitement any longer. I just had to meet this man. The time came when we were alone, my heart was racing faster than I had EVER felt. He placed His arms around me, pulled me in close, gently touching His lips against mine. Words were hardly spoken. I knew that I was where I really wanted to be. I was in Love. Love is..... blind. Thu, 01 May 2008 00:09:41 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/190222/ RebelT is VERY GOOD at mind games. No need to say anything more. Wed, 30 Apr 2008 23:08:08 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/190209/ Yes there are 2 sides to every story. I dont care whom you believe. What I do care about are MY children. I dont have to answer to anyone other than myself. What I will say is if I am as nasty as he says I am then I would be the one to swear on the Bible hand on heart that what I told his parents are the Gods Honest Truths. Wed, 30 Apr 2008 22:59:33 GMT http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/190206/ I outted him to his parents. This is from a man whom DID sleep with another member behind my back, whom refused to bring my baby back after a weekend visit refusing to tell me where she was to which his parents asked me what was going on so I told them how aggresive he has been towards me, also belting MY 2nd daughter round the head. Yes sleeping with another of IC whom also assured me at the time she was not in the habit of sleeping with someone elses partner behind their back.