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18 Oct 08	Where did the years go? (2)	(19 Oct 08, 11:09 AM by Alastrina)
Tomorrow I will be another year older, I find it hard to believe how time has flown. I havent done even half of what I wanted to do, havent travelled, havent yet found the man I want to be with til the end. And yet, the things I have done are so clear in my mind. I remember the good things, the times that were so outstanding, so mindblowing that I never thought anything could top them, but something always did. I also remember the bad things, the decisions I have made that were wrong, the people I have met and trusted and wish I had'nt and those that I have let slip through my fingers and should'nt [more...]
5 Sep 08	When to let go.Yep, even Dommes do!!! (2)	(5 Sep 08, 10:06 PM by RavenMuse)
I made the decision this week to let go of all ties with my ex sub, deleted his MSN, his email, his phone numbers and facebook friend. It has been a roller coaster since he left to live with his vanilla girlfriend 10 weeks ago, I would have no contact then suddenly he would be there out of the blue, making me question his actions, his need of me. In the end I realised I was just his sounding board, he wasnt happy, wasnt sure he had made the right choice, hated where he lived but loved his new job. In every conversation I have had with him since he has left, not once did he say he had made the wrong [more...]
19 Aug 08	Having so much Fun	(19 Aug 08, 10:17 PM by Alastrina)
I have to say, since joining IC I have had so much fun on here, made some great, very cheeky friends who cheer me up every single day. I enjoy reading the blogs and the discussions, and I even join in sometimes, ha ha. I thought this site was just going to be a means to an end, namely finding a sub, getting some training, but it is so much more than that.I can say what I like, ask what I like, not feel any different to anyone else and enjoy every minute of it.Thanks everyone, particularly my new mates.xxxxx
7 Aug 08	On a cold wet afternoon (2)	(8 Aug 08, 8:27 AM by subbyjam)
Being trying to think what would be my perfect afternoon when it was cold and wet like today! Have decided that I would light my open fire, get the front room lovely and warm. Close the curtains, light a few (several!) candles, open up the sofa bed, get changed into something silky, get my sub changed into something silky and then tie him to the sofa bed, face up. Mmmmm Put on some music, led zep comes to mind, Dark side of the Moon, get out the nipple clamps and collar, make sure the chain is lovely and tight from neck to nipples. Start my afternoon playing with his nips, biting them, sucking them, [more...]
4 Aug 08	What the hell happened to summer?	(4 Aug 08, 9:12 AM by Alastrina)
Today I start my 2 weeks off work, I was looking forward to it, camping at the river Dart, kids left to amuse themselves and me relaxed and getting a tan. But no, my wonderful, very outgoing Daughter went and broke her leg and ankle, so no camping trip, then the heavens had to open so no going outdoors for fear of getting her plaster wet, and now her friend has fallen ill and cant come to stay. So now here I sit, waiting for the bang of her crutches on the floor and the shout of 'MUM', no relaxation, on call 24/7 to help her up and down stairs (oh why didnt I rent a bungalow instead of a house!), [more...]
27 Jul 08	What a wonderful Day (3)	(2 Aug 08, 1:00 PM by schnorbitz)
This is the kind of day when my mind starts to wander. The sun is shining, Im happy and I wouldn't want to be anywhere else. If I had a Bike (motor not pedal!) I would be on it now, riding through the country and coastal roads to my favorite destination, St Ives. There I would sit on the beach, eating a Mr Whippy, lol, and let my mind wander. To where? A shaded glade comes to mind, a tree, rope, nipple clamps, lovely lace undies on a naked sub, picnic for me. Oh what a way to relax and enjoy the day. And of course, as I have been told by a very wicked friend, must not forget the factor 40. LOL.
23 Jul 08	My first blog, oh joy, lol (5)	(4 Aug 08, 8:58 AM by Alastrina)
First of all, thanks to everyone who has welcomed me onto the site and p* o to all you pricks who think it's fun to try and get one over on a new Domme, Im not that stupid!! lol. I have made some great friends on here, had fun with a few (on line) and will be meeting some very very soon. The blogs and discussions have taught me quite a bit, made me roll about with laughter and a few have made me want to cry (want to, havent quite yet!) I dont know what type (if there is one) of Domme I will become but I already know I am going to have great fun learning and I apologise to any sub along the way [more...]