Posted by pinkreindeer
on Thu 13 Jul 06, 6:34 PM to pinkreindeer's blog.
Is Doms are wonderful things,
Their tops are made of....actually, I'm not going to continue with that thought as I imagine it'd get me into rather a lot of trouble! 
However, what I mean is that F is wonderful...
I've really been struggling the last week or so...in that I know if I asked for one, my midwife would set an induction date for me. Despite being adamant about wanting a home birth, you wouldn't believe how tempting it's been...I wound myself up in giant knots and got so that when thinking about the home birth I wanted an induction, and when thinking about induction, I wanted the home birth. I was totally and utterly split down the middle.
Told the Boss all this and he told me I'm having the Home birth...all happy about it now! I know that it's what I really wanted, I just couldn't make the decision myself...it's times like this when I know exactly why our relationship works so well and why it's worth putting in the extra effort that maintaining a D/s relationship in the face of 'real life' requires.
Having someone know you so well that they can make the decisions for you that you know are the right ones is amazing. I honestly have no idea how 24/7 dominants do it, but you all have my admiration as I know how it feels to be on the other end of such loving control. I imagine the blow jobs on tap help of course, but the amount that F puts in to our relationship, no idea why anyone would put that much in when it feels like I give so little back.
It's our six year anniversary on saturday, can't wait for the next six.
Pinkxxx
| 13 Jul 06, 6:49 PM Amaranth UK(N), 7 yrs  |
Congratulations, honey
Yep, you've got a good'un there and no mistake I'm not good or real, I'm evil and imaginary. |
