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on Sun 9 Jul 06, 10:21 PM to debrus's blog.
I dont usually blog but i find myself needing to pour out to someone anyone so here i am.
like the title says i just feel useless and i know i shouldnt but i can help it.
due to broken wrist i am out of the dom business till i heal and its killing me, my switch partner is playing and that kills me, i know she is getting frustrated and needs play and thats killing me, she will get play from someone else to release that frustration ( either that or she will explode and kill people) and good that thought rips my heart out. i'm going to Nightshade this weekend and i dont know how i'll get through that cause other people will be playin and havin fun.
i feel so useless, i know i shouldnt but knowing and believing are two different things i guess.
anybody else been in the same position?
the longer i have this cast on the worse i feel. an idiot car driver has taken away a huge part of me and i cant cope with it.
da Brucie.
| 9 Jul 06, 10:27 PM Cagoulion UK, 7 yrs |
Hopefully you are on the mend a bit and being laid up is always crap, especially for the energetic.
I can understand the frustration though and I hoipe you get yer flogging hand back to work ASAP. I've an idea yer not a good patient Best Wishes Cag | ||
| 9 Jul 06, 10:29 PM debrus UK(DD), 12 yrs |
I've an idea yer not a good patient  Cag [/quote] i am indeed an impatient patient da Brucie | ||
| 9 Jul 06, 10:31 PM bridget_jones UK(EH), 9 yrs |
I guess you're not able to use your other hand? Perhaps, although someone else will be using the implements on her, you could direct the play next weekend - would that work on any level for both of you? Best wishes, brij xxx "Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage." - Lao Tzu | ||
| 9 Jul 06, 10:34 PM Telesto UK, 8 yrs |
use the other hand? have her worship your cock more fuck her more what's the damn problem????? | ||
| 9 Jul 06, 11:01 PM violala 10 yrs |
I know exaclty how you feel, was in car crash 3 weeks ag myself, although thankfully no brokn bones, my left knee is very swollen an is not really going down. I am also in lot of pain (which is horrble pain) and well at the momen my outlook on life has changed. At least I have an automatic car which means I can get about in. Hope you heal soon and hope to see you soon v xx
All it takes is Faith, Trust and Pixiedust | ||
| 9 Jul 06, 11:26 PM debrus UK(DD), 12 yrs |
answers above to your points, you are an idiot if you think sex is the same as play, have you ever really connected with a sub through play? obviously not. | ||
| 10 Jul 06, 1:28 AM amarya UK(EH), 9 yrs |
hands out the patience pills just think...it could have been worse luv L xxxx | ||
| 10 Jul 06, 1:35 AM harker UK, 7 yrs |
if ya be thinking its all bout sex then i know a great swingers website ya could go to since ya seem to be on the wrong website dude/dudette. As for you brucie keep yer chin up m8 all on good time well get ya back to canefitness in no time at all | ||
| 10 Jul 06, 5:22 AM Chrome_Bitch 8 yrs |
daft auld bloke i know it hurts ya i saw it in yer face when i was playing with me pet....
all in good time an i can fairly garantee i be sceamimg the next time we do play
and you aint usless...even you can da dishes !!!! angel{B}...... | ||
| 10 Jul 06, 8:57 AM C4G_and_dd 7 yrs |
How about a quick read of this? http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/weblogs/Blubell...
Or perhaps use the time to think up some new and even more evil ideas
Get well soon J --------------------------------------------------- -------- |
