Posted by violala
on Sun 9 Apr 06, 9:36 AM to violala's blog.
Why when you are happy does your subconcious come along and screw you up.
Bringing back memories that you want to forget, making you imagine things that are not happening. Making you feel insecure in a perfectly happy life. Causing upset and hurt. Creating more bad memories.
I wish I could hit the big delete key in my head and start all over again. Life is not like that, it would be alot easier if it was.
Sometimes life hurts not just you but the ones you are closest too.
When this happens life sucks. 
