Posted by polly_uk
on Thu 16 Feb 06, 8:29 AM to polly_uk's blog.
On Saturday i am moving house. I am not going far just a few miles along the coast.
I know it is a move that is right for me since i will have a garden and it is a very nice small house rather than a flat.
I know that by Saturday night i will be there and sorted out and it will be an organised and easy move ( well it wouldn't be anything else with Nick organising it).
I have done the mass clearing out of rubbish so i don't have to move it and today is set aside for packing everything that can be moved tomorrow which leaves only the furniture to go on Saturday and i want to move, i really really do because this time it was a choice rather than a repsonse to a necessity to move and i have been looking forward to it for a few weeks now. Today i feel like battening down the hatches stamping my feet and not wanting to go. Which is pretty normal for me.
Pointless waste of energy because i am going on Saturday ! Well that is what i am telling myself this morning and i don't have a choice anyway so i might as well just get on with it.
I was musing about "choice" last night. When i say this time moving was a choice rather than a necessity i mean it was Nick's choice although it was undoubtably the right choice for me. I realised how much i trust his decisions on my behalf and that this trust hadn't happened easily and had taken me years to naturally accept without testing them out first.
Does it make me weak to have given someone the right to make decisions for me in all aspects of my life ? I guess it was my choice to do so no one forced me and Nick certainly didn't lay it down as a "rule" it just happened over time and i doubt somehow that it was accidental.
Nothing seems more natural and more right to me and i certainly don't think it makes me weak, in fact rather the reverse, different kind of strength.
Right i had better go get on rather than sit here waffling !
Did i mention .........i am moving on Saturday 
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| 16 Feb 06, 8:31 AM angelicvixen_MH UK(PO), 7 yrs  |
Good luck and hope you will be very happy.
This will be me in 12 weeks time Hugs Jeanie www.angels-of-mercy.co.uk | |
| 16 Feb 06, 8:43 AM LadyRed UK, 9 yrs |
Good luck with the move and I look forward to seeing you both very soon  xxxwww.purplewhips.com "Standing up and being counted is the 1st step in the right direction" by Red,Also,When we do right no one remembers,when we do wrong no one forgets (Hells angels saying)and boy is it right! | |
| 16 Feb 06, 8:51 AM Buzz22 UK, 8 yrs |
I would offer to carry some boxes and furniture but I am ermmmm hurt my finger so I cant Hope the move goes well and see you soon love Buzz xxx If I want your opinion I will beat it out of you | |
| 16 Feb 06, 9:53 AM Maddie1 9 yrs |
And I have a bone in my leg so I can't either. Good luck darling. Hugs xx A couple were lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." | |
| 16 Feb 06, 5:22 PM Strummy UK(SW), 6 yrs |
All the best for the move. Be happy in your new home xxx Jade | |
| 16 Feb 06, 11:43 PM miss_chief UK(M), 7 yrs |
Good luck with the move polly
ps Dont remember Master telling me He has hurt His finger.....ooooppppsss xxx Dont annoy the CRAZY person. |
