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| alexandraa |
Curled quietly, it lies there, so innocent looking. I watch it warily. A beast, more like a snake than the animal whose name it holds. I'm half expecting it to lash out at me, all on it's own. The cat. Black with touches of silver. It feels so soft to stroke and yet when it licks my skin so harsh. It's so flexible, so whip like, so vicious, so lovely. I flick my gaze over it, I can barely look at it. He looks at it too. He smiles, looks at me. My heart pounds. How will I bear it? Like I always bear it. With delight, fear, hatred and love. And arousal.
I think about it. Preparing my mind, telling myself I want it and love it. Telling myself how much it will hurt and yet I want it. Telling myself I'll take it, take the pain and enjoy it. That it isn't that bad really, not that scary surely, bearable, isn't it? I can take it. I'm not some newbie sub squealing at the touch of a feather light flogger. No, no way, no how. I'm experienced. Me, alexandra, fuck off with your whimpering submissives. Pain an essential part of my sexual pleasure. I've been marked and beaten with equipment just as cruel, haven't I? What is this cat to me? It's nothing. Isn't it? It's not like its going to rip the skin from my back…. Is it?
I slow my breathing on purpose, control myself, calm myself. See him mock me. See him watching and smiling. Stern as can be. Harsh, controlling, with absolute expectation of my submission. So. Let him do his worse. Really. How hard can it be?
It flies at me, cuts into me. Wraps lovingly over my body, following every curve, marking me instantly. Skin flushes and heat builds, faster than believable. It bites me, claws me, runs its talons deep into my skin. Pain pure agony, I can't stay still beneath it. I can't breathe. I can't think. I can't bear it. Damn it. It builds, my skin warms, more sensitive and yet more greedy. Oh stop, don't stop. Oh more, no, no more. I say nothing. Someone whimpers. Can't be me, not me. Bastard.
It's awful, it's terrible. It's delicious and vicious. So cruel, so magnificent. So many things. So many marks for days and days to come.
Lovely.
| 17 Jan 06, 10:54 PM Prunesquallor UK(RG), 6 yrs |
Mmmmmmmmmmm!  | |
| 18 Jan 06, 12:29 AM Trickky UK(LS), 10 yrs  |
>^..^< Cat! | |
| 18 Jan 06, 11:56 AM maihri UK, 8 yrs |
Just shows how out of it I am today- I actually thought you were writing about a pussy cat. Which would have been rather extraordinary. Lol, from a subbie who's off on sick leave. Maihri |
