Posted by janiya
on Thu 12 Jan 06, 4:15 PM to janiya's blog.
Why is it as i have become older i actually become more scared of things? Things that as a teenager i wouldn't have though twice about and would have just done it. Thomas has agreed and is encouraging me to have an implant which would be 'his mark' so to speak. The more i think about it, the more i realise how much this would mean to us, but on the other hand, perhaps i am just blowing things out of proportion. All my tattoos are on my back / arse so to be honest i only see them when i want to look at them, however this would be more obvious. There are so many things to take into consideration in terms of placement and we will probably have to go with practicality rather than our first choice.
Once an appointment is made etc.. i'll be fine as i will just go with the flow and will get propelled forward by the rush of it all, it's just taking the first step as in visiting the studio and starting it of. So fingers crossed for tomorrow as i try and pluck the courage to go. I know it's only a chat and stuff but i know that once i've taken that step, everything else will just follow. I hope that i can have what we want and that it is possible.
Oh well made the phonecall going for a chat a week on saturday to see what can be done and where to place it. Why do corsets and bdsm make things so darn complicated!!???
Edited Thu 12 Jan 06, 4:36 PM by janiya
| 12 Jan 06, 4:37 PM Belasarius UK(M), 8 yrs       |
Interesting post, if only because of my ignorance. What's an implant? BeLuS | ||
| 12 Jan 06, 4:38 PM x_zero_x UK(DD), 10 yrs |
That sounds amazing! Look at the way | ||
| 12 Jan 06, 4:40 PM janiya 9 yrs |
I dont know the technical terms but its a moulded piece of medical grade silicone placed under the skin in various shapes
'What you are is what you have done, what you will be is what you do now' - The Buddha Edited 12 Jan 06, 4:43 PM by janiya | ||
| 12 Jan 06, 4:42 PM janiya 9 yrs |
And painful! I thought that i could have two rods put in via needles into a T shape but i may have to have the T custom made and be cut instead which to be honest if that is the case i will have to reconsider as i don't think pain wise i can handle it, I don't know. Anyway i'll be enlightened soon enough. 'What you are is what you have done, what you will be is what you do now' - The Buddha | ||
| 12 Jan 06, 5:19 PM pat2006 UK, 6 yrs |
mmm not for me.
but it is an area of "body art" i have never really liked.
i'll stick to tats. good luck with it though. | ||
| 12 Jan 06, 6:09 PM Seraf 8 yrs |
Nahhh you can it's dead easy
Knowing others is intelligence; knowing yourself is true wisdom. Mastering others is strength; mastering yourself is true power | ||
| 12 Jan 06, 11:43 PM candygirl UK, 8 yrs |
Hi jane, It sounds really cool. I know what you mean about fear being greater as you get older. My fear in some respect has tripled, however where body mods are concerned i seem to forget i am so old lol. For me body mods are a very freeing experience and i am sure it will be the same for you also. I must admit that i am one of those people that need to walk into a shop and get it done there and then rather than booking, thats coz i am such a wimp lol.
I hope you get done what you really want and i am sure it will look great. You will just be like me when i got my piercings done, showing every one, dead proud in yourself and what you have accomplished Huggggs candy xx | ||
| 13 Jan 06, 8:08 AM janiya 9 yrs |
lol part of me wishes i could but that aint an option. I tend to be quite impulsive and prefer to be that rather than lettin gmy imagination get carried away with stuff 'What you are is what you have done, what you will be is what you do now' - The Buddha |
If you need any support let me know!
