Posted by Capt_Jacks_Coat on Mon 29 Aug 05, 11:32 PM to Capt_Jacks_Coat's blog.
hmm where do i begin.. trust... there is a small word.
To me trust is everything. Perhaps i am to trusting. Always willing to give people the benefit of the doubt. Others might think me naieve but ami? I trust until that someone gives me reason not to. Then partially annoyed at myself at being so gullable to trusting i get probably rightfully angry with the one who has betrayed my trust,
I am mixed up and confused tonight.
I hate being so emotional, my emotions being up one minute and down the next.
I hate being lonely, but i hate what feeling this way does... not quite desparate yet, not lost my senses but beginning to wonder... why do i bother at all?
sigh.. hopefully will feel better in the morning... or mid afternoon, by the time i truely wake up anyways... sigh
oooh my old enemy is creeping on.. away foul beast.. you will not win..
hmmm goodnight i guess...
robyn
xx
| 30 Aug 05, 1:18 PM Sweetiejar UK(S), 11 yrs  |
xxxxxxx Sweetiejar |
