Forced Bi (21)

As a sub i believe that if my Dominant wishes me to do something or do something to me then so be it even if it may well be something i hate even the thought of doing or having done to me let alone even doing it but as long as it is not a hard limit then i will comply.

So the first time i experienced sexual contact with another male was for me a mixed bag of emotions encompassing revulsion through to exctasy.

For one of our sessions Mistress instructed me to find another male sub who was to be Bi or gay i was not to meet him prior to the evening but could talk to him by mobile to make arrangements, eventually i found a guy (through MSN an chat room) who fitted the bill and who was willing to do as Mistress instructed (turn up at the hotel at 6pm and wait for her call). Mistress had remembered from a very old conversation that we had had, that i hated the thought of kissing another male. Part of my instructions were that i had to buy lace top hold-ups and red lipstick the hold ups to be put on when i arrived in the room and i had to put the lipstick on and wait for Mistress to arrive. Having arrived and Dominated me for a couple of hours Mistress phoned the male sub who was waiting and told him what room we were in and he duly arrived. You can imagine what had gone through my mind, all the anticipation through the day that had been coming in and out of my mind (why the lipstick). Yes i was right to think the worse Mistress instructed me to kiss the guy until all my lipstick was gone, so being the dutiful sub that i am i thought to myself how am i going to get through this, and almost instantly i thought that i would kiss him like i like to be kissed (i was blind folded throughout so had no idea how tall he was or what he looked like) i eventually gauged where he was and put my hands around his neck started to kiss the guy and he responded. We kissed for what seemed to be ages before Mistress said enough and checked my face and then said 2 more minutes just to make sure so i did as she instructed. i felt what i thought was total humiliation but i did as Mistress wished. There was more to come though. i was then instructed to kneel infront of him whilst he stripped naked (i was already naked apart from the hold ups) then yes again my next worse fears came true and i had to give him oral my mind was racing again and i again took the view that i wanted to please my Mistress more than anything else so i again decided to suck him as i liked to be sucked, i did not like it at all in fact to this day i dont like it but i have a need to please, again i sucked him for ages until Mistress said enough (i am glad and was releived that he didnt cum). Then i was tied face down with my knees on the floor and a spreader bar attached to my knees and my wrists tied accross the bed so that i was in effect spreadeagled across the bed with my bum in a very vulnerable position. Then having been gagged and given a ball to hold (as my safeword) the sub male was instructed to finger fuck me, which he proceeded to do and may i say very erotically as before very long i found myself pushing back onto his 2 fingers when he slowly pulled away from me before downstroking me again. i was very clearly at least to me, getting turned on by this new experience. Then Mistress said "its time" nothing more just "its time" then i heard some whispering but could not make out what was being said and then i felt the cold touch of lube on my anus and then he pushed gently into my anus and began to fuck me. Being taken in that way i will always remember because i did it for my Mistress.

i still regard myself as being hetro and i long for the time that i can be with a Domme in such a way again

Thank you for the opportunity to recount one of the best sessions i have ever had in a D/s relationships.

james