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| Tatsujin |
on Fri 29 Apr 05, 12:22 PM to Tatsujin's blog.
It's been a long, long time since I've blogged on here but I felt the need to get a few things out of my head.
As some of you may be aware, my little girl and I have separated. It was not my choice and the suddenness of it has left me feeling totally empty and extremely sad.
The past 18 months has been extremely stressful for me with one thing or another and she has been a great strength for me, and after nearly a year together I had high hopes for our future. Plans to go abroad together and work within the next few weeks have been shelved and it's left me feeling like the rug has been pulled out from under my feet.
lil_princess opened my eyes and has changed me in many different ways and for that I am extremely grateful. I hope in my own small way that I too have been able to help her thru some of her difficult times. I also hope we don't lose our friendship as I cherish what we have.
Lots of things are happening in her life at the moment and to a certain extent I think that she is simplifying her life again and moving on without me because that's all she knows what to do. I understand her reasons but will never agree with them. Sometimes your heart SHOULD override your head. It did with me.
We have shared some wonderful times together and, as my little girl, she has opened my eyes to a whole new world. I thank her for that and I also know that no one will take her place in that same way.
With tears in my eyes . . . not goodbye but merely see you soon I hope . . . look after yourself princess . . . I'll miss you more than you will ever know . . .
Tatsujin
Edited Fri 29 Apr 05, 5:16 PM by Tatsujin
| 29 Apr 05, 3:27 PM suzee 9 yrs |
My love to you both. I am sorry you are hurting, I hope that you see your friendship with her as a strength and continuation of many of the best things in your time together. hugssssssss xxxxxxxxxx If you know it in your heart, and feel it in your soul, then it is but a matter of time before you see it before you.... |
| 29 Apr 05, 4:03 PM larra_uk 7 yrs |
Hiya C Im sorry to hear that you and your lil girl have parted. You have always been an ear for me when I have been feeling down and if I can in anyway repay that then just give me a shout. <Hugs> to you both larra x
Appreciate what you have when you have it. |
| 30 Apr 05, 11:31 AM Jezzebelle UK, 10 yrs |
You know how to contact me if you need to... Hugs J x The mind is like a parachute, only useful when it is open... |
