Update on the moving on thingi x (4)
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Posted by Jenis
on Thu 10 Mar 05, 8:47 PM to Jenis's blog.
This is the same as what i have put on B.com if you use both sites just wanted to let everyone know that im okies and Normal service will be resumed tommorow as Jenis (the brat version) should be at lash causing mini amounts of chaos x
Working on a plan to change things as we speak with my very bestest friends and hopefully that will change the direction of my life and start a new chapter in this big book of life thing.
We all harm ourselves at one point of another be it by not eating/sleeping to ideals of self harm like cutting.
I know i have harmed my body physically over the last few weeks by doing silly things like not looking after myself like i should have been but thats all on the mend now and last night just brought things to a head and i did break into lots of little pieces for a bit where i couldnt see a future and i felt very alone and very scared.
Anyhows the superglues been got out and to those that have messaged me and replyed on here publically and privatly... lots of big smiles 
you have all helped and im just hoping my plan works
*fingers crossed*
jenis xx
Replies
10 Mar 05, 9:52 PM
Flogher
UK(RM), 9 yrs
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Well done!
I only met you the once and you made a lasting impression.... the doctor tells me my bruises will be gone next week. [smile]
Don't let that bastards grind you down.
Flogher + kes - I cane, I whip, she cuddles
east London munch - first Friday in every month: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/eastlondonmunch/
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10 Mar 05, 10:21 PM
firemynx_B
UK(B), 11 yrs
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jenis_aka_smily wrote:
This is the same as what i have put on B.com if you use both sites just wanted to let everyone know that im okies and Normal service will be resumed tommorow as Jenis (the brat version) should be at lash causing mini amounts of chaos x
Working on a plan to change things as we speak with my very bestest friends and hopefully that will change the direction of my life and start a new chapter in this big book of life thing.
We all harm ourselves at one point of another be it by not eating/sleeping to ideals of self harm like cutting.
I know i have harmed my body physically over the last few weeks by doing silly things like not looking after myself like i should have been but thats all on the mend now and last night just brought things to a head and i did break into lots of little pieces for a bit where i couldnt see a future and i felt very alone and very scared.
Anyhows the superglues been got out and to those that have messaged me and replyed on here publically and privatly... lots of big smiles you have all helped and im just hoping my plan works
*fingers crossed*
jenis xx
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Don't judge what you do today ...... but what you intend to do about it tomorrow ...
Realisation of your actions, is a strength not a weakness ... and the first step along a road of self discovery
I am where I am because it's where I need to be, when I learn, I WILL move on
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11 Mar 05, 12:01 AM
candygirl
UK, 8 yrs
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Hi you
Not seen you in ages, we look forward to hearing those giggles at lash tomorrow
Huggs candygirl and DarkOne xx
jenis_aka_smily wrote:
This is the same as what i have put on B.com if you use both sites just wanted to let everyone know that im okies and Normal service will be resumed tommorow as Jenis (the brat version) should be at lash causing mini amounts of chaos x
Working on a plan to change things as we speak with my very bestest friends and hopefully that will change the direction of my life and start a new chapter in this big book of life thing.
We all harm ourselves at one point of another be it by not eating/sleeping to ideals of self harm like cutting.
I know i have harmed my body physically over the last few weeks by doing silly things like not looking after myself like i should have been but thats all on the mend now and last night just brought things to a head and i did break into lots of little pieces for a bit where i couldnt see a future and i felt very alone and very scared.
Anyhows the superglues been got out and to those that have messaged me and replyed on here publically and privatly... lots of big smiles you have all helped and im just hoping my plan works
*fingers crossed*
jenis xx
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11 Mar 05, 1:21 PM
LMG_slave
UK(ST), 8 yrs |
darling
W/we cant be at lash but wil be at the munch if you need a hug and to chat..
love bethany
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